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ce racH - TaJJ.a y1\\Hpe H Jby6as. OttH ce pa3Hnaae. l1 oner ~e
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naa~o 6astte naTfbe, OH OnrH, Kao CBOh\ jenHH01\\, 1,1cKpe1,1oi'' npu
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craaa. TewI<o cycranHM ! T ewro cna6HM ! TernKo }f(eHaMa KOje y
jateJby. - l<Ol\\IlJIHKOBaHHh\, 6oraTMJ\\ JJ.O>KHBJbajHl'l\3 H 6op6aMa
ce ocsptty y np;ownocr I<oja cse BH~e HW~eaasa.' Orte 6usajy }f{HBoTa a OJiry je Jby6astt11 poAtan je.u,Ha yl:!OJJ.Ila ,,cn1130Aa".
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CHBH aaMa1< csora pattnjer po6osaH>a. '
y r)croj rOMHJIH OHHX I<Oje rpail<e HOBH nyr, pa3JIHKyjeMO
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n apHay He craHyje saje.n.Ho ca npz,rjareJbeA1 ro je caAiO a6or Tora, AJ1JiI 3awTo To cee ca~10 jell.HO.\\? AKo lJOBei.: ,\1opa 3a6op2.
BHTI1 cai'111ora ce6e, ott,a,a Fiy ja ro Hnar.: yL111HnTH pa.J.uie rie 3a jeiJ.uor
WTO je H>H.\la - KOJiera.\1.a - Ta KO "yrOJJ.HHje ".
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caMo~ JViY
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no1<ywa, JJ.a c1<yq1,r 1-beHy c:1060Ay, lI1<!.\\ ce ycy.J.11 µ,a :by6aB craBil
raropKa . .6Ir.rra je y 3areopy. Cso,,1 .u;ywoA1 6al..(a ce Ha rraprvrjcr<rl
the 1-hettor pa.JJ,a, H>eHor cnHcaTe:bCTBa, Ta.J.a .. \rHeca c.\1arpa
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.ua 1e Be3a paCKHHyTa, H 1-bHXOBJiI ce nyreBII pa3!L1J3H.1e.
apatIH0.1\1 OC;\1exy )l{HBOTa, OHa ce He CKpHBa JIMl..(e1\teptto y J.I36.'le
Jlarauo, ca i\\a.10 Hec1-1rypttocr1'r, cneJJ.yje Arttecn ,\\aH>e jactto
Ae.1Jfl orprall BpJIHHe, otta npyi1<a py1<e waa6patt1-n(y, otta aa
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Jby6aBHMX pa.QocrH, ce ysepn, je .u.y601<. yBMAJ.I
P.a KOJIMI<O Ka~
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je n.rr11ra1<, OAOa[\11 ra, 6ea if<aJbeH>a, 6e3 oropt.IeHocrH. I1 noHOBO
crpawHo 6attantto", ocTaBJ1111a je h\pcil!aH Tpar ua 1+ier1oj .uyw11.
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ce Bpaf;a Iia ~a -Tepe3y, J<ao 3a BeHHHy H>eH.HX MYWI<HX
H11je cai\10 OHO ,, cpvI31'IOJIOWKO TepaJ10 THXy, o0a3pHBY II CKOpO X!ta.u,ny
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J<OJiera, Jby6aa je caA10 erana, caAto 1<parI<o OJJ.Mopwwre Ha nyry,
Bepy y 3arplhaj JbyJJ,n.,, HHKO 11e 3Ha KO.r1ni-:o OBJJ.e 1\\a.10 r0Bop1·1o cefiaH.e,
m11sor a. 1...\HJb H>ettor )l{HBora; H>eroBa ca]lp)l{Hiia jecre rrapr11ja
J<OJJ111<0 OHO AiaJio 11A1a Be3e ca pa3y3,l.l,aHowhy", Hcnose.ua ce 011a cBojoj ·
u,u;eja, arur aQHja - ·
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. i{uwra. ,,O~ rora ce He 111ory pacraBHT.H, 11 aa T~ MH je rror pe6tta
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V1 I<aKo :iaT~M crpacT .11a1iettaAa cnona)J.a Pette tta H>eHOM rryry,
H H3BaH caJIOHCKOr cpnepra, OHa je )l{eHa - lJOBeJ<, KOiH paAH, J\\HCJIH.
J(Onyu.1 ra JC np11gou11111 Tanac yxearw HOCH. AnH crpacr
Ca 6onai1111 ocAtexo111 y npoJJaay ne6AtI cn1·11<a Ty6ep1<y11oauc ~)11a Jl~ H
Je 3aCJICOJbYJC!, Ile 3aMarJbaBa H>eH pa3yM, J<Ojl1 attaJIH3Hpa.
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Y ,u.paraHOBMM aarpJbaj11Ma ycaA1Jbetta je Kao npe. M ,,Bara6yttp;a"
Csa1<a HM a tteinro . ttapoqHro, cseto, . He ca1110 >l\eHcKo. . Y:a1< I<OA
6em11~ 6em11 OJJ, cso~e lhy6as11, 6e}f(w, iep je osa Jby6as TaI<o tte
npaatte JIHJJ,Hje osa cyjera, oso mrpe6epcrso. AnH lfHM
npH~HAHO
CJJI1tfHa ca fbe11Hrv\ npecp111-beHH1\\ aaxreBwZ11a Ha Jby6as.
6YRHe Jby6as, qn111 meHcKa ":PHPOAa aarpa>l\11 csoja npasa, cse ose
P:H11Ho onpowrajtto nHcMo ttanywreHOh!. npujaTeJb y JJ,OKY
p;eaoj1<e npeKopaqyjy aaopaH>eHH npar, tteMajyfiH pattHier cettrH
h\eHaT Je caspeMeHe >Kette, ca HOBHJ\!. npereH311jal\1a aaxTeB11Ma
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Mea1airnor. ctpaxa npe,l(. caMOlil . co6oM. AJIH H. TaJJ,a. n9HOBO je
meH11He ,u.ywe · Ha m11 BOT. - M3a H>e Kopa11a 6etterwHa 1 jyttaI<Hfba,
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J<ao iJ,a ie csa H3 .. MeKJ:i~ aKB~pencKHX TOHOBa. Otta.je paaoqapaHHX · OTIXOJJ.11 npe/11.a }f{HBOTy. I1 KaKO joj ce JJ.01..(HHje npH6JIHjf(yje HOBa
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KOMe je .n.oca,l( npHna)J.ana. lbeH cciA .np11na)J.a yMet
~Bery, .>KH~OT
H.U.e HacMejatta y cycper.
HOCTH, KOjy y HrpaMa . H haHTOMHHa·Ma, KOje je
BPWH MHMH~HKM
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He Tpa>KH aBaHrype - OHa . HX H36eraBa CYBHllie . jaKO je jjal-bCHO
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cra11ttocr, ·paa,JJ,aaja&e OA npsora Myma, 1<paraK poMaH ca HeKHl\1
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lbOJ
JIOlllI<HX <IJHttolia, · noroM y Maj11ttoj AYlll•r cyposa 6op6a H3Me9y
ynIYfbaJia y H>eJ:iy cp:f5y: ii~ cr~na }faa i-be8e. cfo·n~e. . . .. . .
crape Hose >KettcKOCTH, Koje ce 6ope y fhOj, oneT paa,Qsa.jafbe,
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Heonxop;He He>l\HOCTH.-'.". , . . · MajHH >KHBOT c1<pHBa H306HJbe ncHXOJJOllIKHX KOMnJJHKaUHja •
COBe,: A~ .Jip~Ma
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l\OBa (HeBepHOCT B0.heHOr l!OBeh:J, i)a380;\ . ca J\~H)jlll\Oi\\ 1\\YH<C11a), 1
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0 BC.:li pa:~1si-ije11y,
fereoso~t caseT)': ,'~a csa1-:ora ,naHa cBoj )l<HBOT orno\111e H3HOBa,
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CBOi ,,rJ1ac 11
KOj)' HHWTa H11je .\\Or:lO C.10,\\llTH - i\\Oja llCCBCClia BOJba 3a caMO •••
o,rr.pil<albe,\\. 0Ha A\e je Kao pyKa att~e.'la 3il~TMTHHl(a BOAHJia 1<po3 [{a1<0 je Tc1111<0 3a Jla11auJtt.y :rKe11y Ha ca cc0e 3i')au1-1 oey
n,H.BOT ", Be:111 ca.,1a J\\a ja. cnoco611ocT, J<Ojy jc ,U.OOHJia eacnHTaBaH,C:\l CTOTHIIC 11 XH.'ba;i.e
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11 y npKOC TOMe y lv1ajllHOil\ }i{li.BOTy Hi\\a jow J\\HOfO enH
narneAa J.J.a joj jc Haa6pana cyJJ.6HHa 3a rocno:tapa. I\aKo je reuu<o
\30,J,a, Koje norcefiajy Ha crap)' spcry. Ta Hosa, cai\\Ocra111-1a, y1-1y-
JJ.a cc yBepw, .u.a 11 >1\eMa 1\!opa np11nwcarH ce6H 1<ao rpcx o;i.p11-
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n opeJJ.
je 6JIHCKO ttaHsHo, casectto crapal-be ,u,a ce npey.uec11 1.1a:1< y1-1y1pa Maje 036l1Jbl-IO KOpaYa pa36opr·ITa, 1.1acro.1,y6HBa Yrat).
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je rny1\\Hua; ueo ine1·1 11<HBOT je 1-1enpecraHo npn1-:a;;11sa1-bc 11
no yKycy J\\yn.:a, I<ora BO.JIH, .u.a ce ycaspUIH npell-ta OJJ.rosapajyliei11
y1<pa1uaBaH>e ine1·1or COTICTBCHOr "ja ") AO J{Ofa joj BllWC CTaJIO, Hero
KOjH je ce6H crnop110 H>ett waa6paHHK. Kao Aa tt1,1je IIA\aJia
11~ea11y,
J.J.O 1'\a l.Jera Ha cBery. VJ3r.11eAa Kao ,a.a joj je 11 y1\1er1-1ocr ca1\\0
HliKaKBe COOCTBette Bpe,!J.HOCTH: Kao .u.a ie fbetta JIHl.JHOCT rpe6aJ1a
.u.aJbe CpCJJ.CTBO .u.a csojy JJHYHOCT nytt11je H 1\\liOfOCTpa1-111jc J)33BHjC
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y fuoj H repajy rocnoljy Yry y 1'1pat1aH yrao. Oua
Anu npeosna~yjy
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paBiiOJJ.YWHO npo11aa11 nopeA J1Hl1He cpehe, nopc1t f{110A0Be 13c3rpa
PHA\e!lTHMa. MoMettar JJ.Oije, 1<a,u.a }l{op>K CattA ocer11, JJ,a je Ha
HHl1He IiaI\JIOHOCTH. Oua ue1-111 1-berony JbyuaB, jep uo11H 1ta y TOJ\1c
nyry 11.a ce I~ary611, p,a ce npM raI<BOA\ np11naro1jasaH>y npona,11,a 11
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l!H1\\
JJ.aBH }I<etta y l-hoj - Aypopa A11,11,esaH - Ci't\eJia, 6yttTOBHa,
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H3Aaje .Kora je 3aBO,!J.HJ1a 1-beMa i1ap, pa3J~Hpa11a )'r1111a x11aJllla
crpacHa cal-ban11u,a }l{op}l{ ·CaHA 6ea :>i<aJbefba pac1<11Hy pali11je seae.
. paBHOAYlllHOCT, Olia n11at1e, aJIIl y rbOj HHjc yBpeljClla HCli
vf )l\Clltl,
KaA <:e je!J,HO.M OHJia CTBOpHJia y H>Oj TaI<Ba O,ll.JiyKa, OHJJ.a. je HHWTa
cc
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BHWe HHje .i\\OfJIO 3a,!J.p:>i<aTH, HHKaKBa MOE, qaK HH concrsetta
BaJ1au YCYJJ.HO, JJ.a npeije I·beHoj 01\1p311yroj (f>pa111111-11ur.
,u,a cynapHHI~H,
crpacr HHje 6H11a y crafby, CJIOMH BOJbY. y OB0.1\1. seJIHI<OM t.iose1<y,
Y H>oj· jeua· He yspeijetta JbY/~aB, Befi nonpeljc110 cai\101byo1be. )' Ta
ca tte}l{HO oceTJbHBOJ\.\ }l{ettcKori\ nywol\1 Koja ·oqapasa. - KaA
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,,Ja ".
.AywesHy XJia,!.lUOky H cnoje noWTOBa•be COflCTHCIIOra
nocne,a.H>er KparKor BHljeH>a ca csoj11M lJ.paraHOA\, ti1a p,a je y l-boj
AnH JJ.a 1111je TO 3f5or 11e1\\a11>a y YTH 011or ,,c11cTor 1111aA1e11a ",
o,J.nyKa
caapena Aa pac1C11tte ca fbHA\, 11\H 11efl\ai\io norpe6e ,11.a c.e .
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pa3aujettoj Roja .. je 6e3
y~\erttocrn. a.11H Ter.tnep~1enra.
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f Ae je jy1·1a1<1t11·1>a po,,1aMa CTapor, JJ.06por epe:\1e11a , ;.:oja 6H
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TOJIMl<O Jia Kao Tal-ba?
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• Tai-ha 611pa TO u1ro jc y 1-neHo Bpe,,1e Vt?,a6pa:1a je!J.Ha 0;1
TaH>a ocraje 11 npe . cJI060,11,tta, ca,-..iocraiuta H
He ornpu.~nl.'.e ~ao
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He 11arosapajyh11 concrsetto npe3HMe.
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)KHBll CBOJ\\
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y csojoj npocpecypi-r, ttay~H. Ouu· cy ,a,06p11 npHjareJbH - .n.pyros~r,
nojrr111.i1a JI.a joj npeT!II Hajy:;.r<acHHje poncrBo 3a /l.:e1-1y, poncTBC>
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CTpacTH, y pyx:a;,1a cpu.e.
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c.11060,u,y je,a,Ho Jip yro,\t ·
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ce:
y l:JliCTY aTJ\10Ccpepy THCKa TaH>li;;a c.11ena, cpH3HOJl0Wha 2 na
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np?JI~3H l:beros~
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HecHrypHw,,\ 1<opaKo,,1 no.naI\o ce nyrcM
Il03I'lBI·l:\\a. npo611ja na?11ertta,
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AeBH3a: 11 TH c11 TH,
if ie
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JheH OCJ\ieX je. 3paqaJ{;· OHa je HaUIJia xapt.1.0~ttjy }f{HBOTa. - Tipo
.Ea6op11Ha Mapcena npeso-a, cppaHU.YCKOr caJIOHCI\Or IlEIC{.\a.
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l11\\a 11x Mttoro l'l He f!\ory ce cae Ha6pojarI-I y osoj ner1r
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0.U.HOCH ca.u.arJJl-bHUe aaxTeBaiy CBaKe >KeHe, !<Oja BpWH
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cseT Hos11x ocehalha, JJ.O>KiiBJbaja, aaxresa. Y ttaMa cc
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·,cBoja ocefiafba, wro ce J<.O.U. >r<eiie npownocr11 1\\0r n:afiH ca Mo
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npeJI. .Ha.i\ta CTOjI'f )f{eHa r<aO JIWlfHOCT, !.iOBeI<, Ca CBOJW.M COn-
·tlHCY THOHlJHe oco6eHOCTH >KeHe npOWJIOCTM? Jby6oMopa, I<Oia je
CTBeHHM yttyrpaWf-bM,\\ 'cseT01\t, npe.o: Ha.hta CTOjH HHJJ.HBHAYaJIHOCT
6HJia y 0CHOBl1 rOTOBO CBMX rpareJJ,Hja n<eHHHe AYWe ! n o ce6H ce
Kaja rrorsp~yje ca111y ·ce6e, )f{etta, _Kaja . pacrp)f{e aapijane JiaHI.le-
pa3yrt\e .a.a ce Jby6oMopa jaBJba raI<oije Kao rpare.a.Hia l.fOBeti11ie
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AJIH I<oje cy ro KapaI<repHe oco6e~ocrw, ra Hosa ocetial:ba H.
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l:.bettoj yttyrpawH>oj ·<Ptt3M0fHOMMjH yBpCTMMO y KJJacy ,,Hey)J.a-
MatAa, OJJ.BOJJ.HJia je AO rpaHHU,a HajHH)f(HX, ttaiponCI<Hl1'IX CBOj
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npeoBJiaijHBaJ:be 0:HJia je THID1tfHa 0,IJ;JJHI<a )f{eHe npo
ocefia~a KMcenwttoM, ro je HajseposarttHjH]e wnaK, .a.a jy ie o6acyna
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y CaAal..lllbOCTH, 'I<oje ~y Y.BYK.i:Ie }Ketty y a'KTMBHY' 6op6y 3a oncrattaI<,. nowro oHe 3axresajy .u.a ce nowryje cno6011.a H>1'rxosor ocetiafua,
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.HHatJe tJKH_HJie _> KeHe, J(~ _ce IlO.t{a CBOM O¢Jiy:. ·J\~H
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y o6H'tfajeHHx noJby6aua - Maja je yspeijeua Kao ,,}f{etta". Maja je
·~ii" ~eH!·Ji~~~,·~iiapT"
JI.etIHjei O,l(eJJ_a. Joae<fia ce Mopa rai<<?. c_aana)J.aTH·,
·Qcraje .. t1<pHBeH Kao Haa 6pase.H··!<aA i<y~a a~o~o o~a je .~a:~<1ItttHµH. y cTa&} p,a ocefia · npe1<0 ycKo-HH.1I.HBHAYaJ1HcTHtf1<0r, y MajH ce •
J<aI,<o .... nor<aayje oceliatDe I<OJieKTH8HOcrM, .n.pyrapcrsa y JbyoasH, Kojc je
.... M~THJJAa' rne,l(a ·Y.M.Hp.e lbeHo . JI.ei:e, ._H:,e~ia -.P.~~9~tr; ~a-~. .
OHJIO H'enoattaro CTapoM rMny >KeHe. -
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ua · Here Maje
+· "· 3ap · HHje raI<oije Kapa1<repHCTMllHO noHaUialbe
lieBo;by 11
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npeMa .Hen0rpe6Ho.M, 6ec~ynHOA\ tteaepcrsy tDeHor .n.pyror Myma?
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