Women Living in Kibera, Kenya: Stories of being HIV+. by Samaya VanTyler B.Ed., University of Victoria, 1985 M.A., University of Victoria, 2003 A Thesis Submitted in Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements for the Degree of DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY in Interdisciplinary Studies Samaya VanTyler, 2012 University of Victoria All rights reserved. This thesis may not be reproduced in whole or in part, by photocopy or other means, without the permission of the author. ii Supervisory Committee Women Living in Kibera, Kenya: Stories of being HIV+. by Samaya VanTyler B.Ed., University of Victoria, 1985 M.A., University of Victoria, 2003 Supervisory Committee Dr. Laurene Sheilds, School of Nursing, University of Victoria Co-Supervisor Dr. Robert Dalton, Department of Curriculum and Instruction in the Faculty of Education, University of Victoria Co-Supervisor Dr. Darlene Clover, Department of Educational Psychology in the Faculty of Education, University of Victoria Departmental Member Dr. Francis Adu-Febiri, Department of Social Sciences, Camosun College Additional Member iii Abstract Supervisory Committee Dr. Laurene Sheilds, School of Nursing, University of Victoria Co-Supervisor Dr. Robert Dalton, Department of Curriculum and Instruction in the Faculty of Education, University of Victoria Co-Supervisor Dr. Darlene Clover, Department of Educational Psychology in the Faculty of Education, University of Victoria Departmental Member Dr. Francis Adu-Febiri, Department of Social Sciences, Camosun College Additional Member There is an abundance of biomedical and social science research relating to HIV/AIDS which has focused on understanding the disease from a medical crisis. The research has attended to matters of prevention and clinical treatment. This study is a naturalistic study which explores the socio-economic and political-cultural aspects of the disease in and on the lives of nine women living in one of the world’s mega slums, Kibera in Kenya. The study is based on the assumption that the HIV/AIDS pandemic has brought about social disruption and profound changes to the micro contexts of community and family life. Cultural norms, practices and values that historically sustained the fabric of African life are slowly being stripped away as those infected with HIV and their families cope with the impact of the chronic illness. Living as HIV+ women is yet one more challenge that these women face every day. They struggle to provide self-care and a healthy life for those they are responsible for within an environment that lacks so many social determinants of health. Using a methodological convergence of narrative, feminist and Indigenous methodologies within a post-colonial paradigm, I have explored how nine HIV+ African women story/experience their daily lives and participate in community activities. Consideration of the reality of the day to day experiences of HIV+ women living in an African slum settlement may offer insights for government, policy makers, and community-based and non-government organizations to better support and promote quality of life for those living with HIV/AIDS. iv Table of Contents Supervisory Committee .................................................................................................. ii Abstract ......................................................................................................................... iii Table of Contents .......................................................................................................... iv Definition of Terms ..................................................................................................... viii List of Tables...................................................................................................................x Acknowledgments ......................................................................................................... xi Dedication ................................................................................................................... xiii Chapter 1: Introduction ....................................................................................................1 Study interest to researcher ..........................................................................................1 Background for the study .............................................................................................5 Significance of the study ..............................................................................................6 Purpose of the study.....................................................................................................8 My role as researcher ...................................................................................................9 Overview of the study ................................................................................................ 13 Chapter 2: Literature Review ......................................................................................... 15 Poverty, health and HIV/AIDS in Kenya ................................................................... 16 Definitions of poverty ............................................................................................ 16 Poverty in Kenya ................................................................................................... 19 Disparities in geographical poverty concentration .................................................. 21 Women and poverty ............................................................................................... 23 Female-headed households (FHHs) ........................................................................ 25 Poverty linked to health ......................................................................................... 26 HIV/AIDS within a global context ......................................................................... 31 Linking poverty, health and HIV/AIDS .................................................................. 32 HIV/AIDS in Kenya .............................................................................................. 33 Pre-requisites of health........................................................................................... 36 Health literacy ....................................................................................................... 39 Gender and the feminization of HIV/AIDS ................................................................ 40 Brief overview of HIV/AIDS ................................................................................. 40 Gender ................................................................................................................... 42 Stigma ................................................................................................................... 45 Colonization and its influence .................................................................................... 50 Past meta-narratives of the colonizers .................................................................... 52 Separating land and people .................................................................................... 54 A genealogy of Kibera ........................................................................................... 55 Administrative change and land disputes ................................................................ 56 Thwarted attempts to develop Kibera ..................................................................... 58 Chapter 3: Methodologies and Research Methods .......................................................... 61 Story .......................................................................................................................... 62 Narrative.................................................................................................................... 63 Narrative methodology .............................................................................................. 64 v A narrative researcher ............................................................................................ 65 Narrative use and narrative research ....................................................................... 65 Feminist methodology ............................................................................................... 66 Difference .............................................................................................................. 68 Multi-methods ....................................................................................................... 68 Indigenous methodology ............................................................................................ 69 A decolonizing agenda ........................................................................................... 70 Authenticity ........................................................................................................... 71 Networking ............................................................................................................ 71 Difference .............................................................................................................. 72 Relational interdependence .................................................................................... 73 A methodological convergence .................................................................................. 74 Research methods ...................................................................................................... 77 An international site for research ............................................................................ 77 Ethical considerations ............................................................................................ 78 Entry into the research field: Community contact in Kibera ................................... 80 Participant selection ............................................................................................... 81 Participant recruitment ........................................................................................... 81 Meeting up with my community contact ................................................................ 83 To tell their stories ................................................................................................. 84 Participant observation ........................................................................................... 87 Other meetings ....................................................................................................... 88 Storied conversations in homes .............................................................................. 88 Storied conversations in the compound .................................................................. 89 Reporting of findings ............................................................................................. 89 Data analysis .......................................................................................................... 90 Anonymity and confidentiality ............................................................................... 93 Reciprocity ............................................................................................................ 94 Trustworthiness and validity .................................................................................. 94 Reflexivity ............................................................................................................. 95 Liberties taken ....................................................................................................... 96 Chapter 4: Understanding the Research Context and Meeting the Women ..................... 98 The basics of life in Kibera ...................................................................................... 100 Water ................................................................................................................... 100 Electricity ............................................................................................................ 101 Garbage and drainage .......................................................................................... 101 Health facilities .................................................................................................... 102 Housing ............................................................................................................... 103 Fear of eviction .................................................................................................... 104 Mobility ............................................................................................................... 106 Political and community life ................................................................................ 107 Changing traditions .............................................................................................. 109 Language ............................................................................................................. 111 Education ............................................................................................................. 112 Employment ........................................................................................................ 112 Donor support ...................................................................................................... 114 vi My community contact: Winnie Manga Mwarcharo................................................. 114 Meeting the women ............................................................................................. 118 Amina Abdul ....................................................................................................... 118 Amina Bashir ....................................................................................................... 121 Loise Anyango Mango ......................................................................................... 123 Lucy Njeri ........................................................................................................... 124 Mama May .......................................................................................................... 125 Penninah Ngina.................................................................................................... 127 Sarah Chelangt ..................................................................................................... 128 Zakia Yusufu ....................................................................................................... 130 Zuhura Odhiambo ................................................................................................ 131 Summary of the research participants ....................................................................... 133 Chapter 5: Interpretative Findings ................................................................................ 137 Beginning the day .................................................................................................... 138 Waking up to start the day.................................................................................... 138 A busy day ........................................................................................................... 139 A different busy day............................................................................................. 141 An African woman .................................................................................................. 141 Learnings from the past ........................................................................................ 142 Boys and girls become men and women ............................................................... 143 Left alone with the baby ....................................................................................... 144 Women support women ....................................................................................... 144 A witch to blame .................................................................................................. 146 Keeping his secret ................................................................................................ 146 After telling her secret.......................................................................................... 148 No legal title to land ............................................................................................. 149 If I die, who will take care of my children? .............................................................. 149 Shunned by mothers ............................................................................................. 149 Taking my belongings .......................................................................................... 150 Poor parents too ................................................................................................... 151 Mothers’ support .................................................................................................. 151 Fear of death ........................................................................................................ 152 They just come to you… .......................................................................................... 153 Days not able to work: Get up anyway ................................................................. 154 Always being the one ........................................................................................... 154 Disclosure ............................................................................................................ 155 HIV+ status already disclosed .............................................................................. 157 A mother’s role .................................................................................................... 157 Relationships with children .................................................................................. 158 If I sit there, that ten bob won’t come. ...................................................................... 160 Jua kali ................................................................................................................ 160 Work change due to HIV+ status ......................................................................... 162 Networking .......................................................................................................... 164 Being up, feeling down and stress-up ....................................................................... 165 ARV prescriptions ............................................................................................... 166 Too sick to work .................................................................................................. 167 vii Not sick ............................................................................................................... 169 Being/going down ................................................................................................ 169 Staying up ............................................................................................................ 174 I am stigma .............................................................................................................. 177 Stigmatizing words .............................................................................................. 178 Keeping secrets .................................................................................................... 180 What is stigma? ................................................................................................... 182 Learning of HIV+ status....................................................................................... 182 Living with HIV is a challenge ................................................................................ 187 Support groups ..................................................................................................... 188 Being community................................................................................................. 194 Belief in God ....................................................................................................... 196 Ending the day ......................................................................................................... 200 Cooking supper .................................................................................................... 201 Time to sleep ....................................................................................................... 201 Chapter 6: Discussion and Conclusion ......................................................................... 204 Poverty .................................................................................................................... 206 Women and their children ........................................................................................ 209 Stigma ..................................................................................................................... 210 Shared community ................................................................................................... 213 Limitations of the study ........................................................................................... 214 Narrative reflections of the study ............................................................................. 216 Where to from here .................................................................................................. 221 Closing .................................................................................................................... 224 References ................................................................................................................... 226 Appendix A Republic of Kenya Research Clearance Permit ........................................ 257 Appendix B Research Authorization ............................................................................ 258 Appendix C Community Contact Letter of Agreement ................................................. 259 Appendix D Intake Form ............................................................................................. 260 Appendix E Sample Guiding Questions ....................................................................... 261 Appendix F Participant Consent Form ......................................................................... 262 Appendix G Exact Quotations ..................................................................................... 263 viii Definition of Terms HIV: Human immunodeficiency virus. This is the virus that attacks the T cells in the body and can cause AIDS. HIV+: Human immunodeficiency virus positive. This refers to the positive status of those whose blood has been medically tested for the virus. AIDS: Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome. It is the life threatening stage of HIV infection characterized by decreased numbers of T4 cells. Through- out this study, HIV+ is used to describe the medical condition of the participants, although reference to AIDS is contained in certain participant quotations. T4 cells: Specialized white blood cells that play an important part in the body’s immune system to help the body fight infection. If the CD4 count is below 200, a person is vulnerable to opportunistic infections and is less able to fight off these infections. ARVs: Anti-retroviral treatment to combat the progression of the HI virus in the body. The term HAART, highly active antiretroviral therapy, is now the more commonly used term in the western world. It was not used by any of the participants. Indigenous: The United Nations (UN) has not adopted an official definition of “Indigenous” because of the diversity of Indigenous Peoples in the world. Instead, the UN-system body approach is to identify rather than define Indigenous Peoples. In this study the word is used as a descriptor to identify African women living in Kibera today who are generally regarded as the “original inhabitants” of a region prior to colonization. Community: In traditional western thinking “community” is a noun, something located outside of an individual. Adu-Febiri (2008) stated, “In sociological terms, a community may be formally described as a spatial or political unit ix of social organization that gives people a sense of belonging “(p. 517). Examples of such communities are Chinatown and the gay community. This model of thinking emulates the ideology of human separation, scarcity of resources and “It tends to transform the pre-colonial Indigenous symbiotic relationships between persons embodied in lineages and the commons into individual and dialectical relationships. This may lead to the negation of community as Indigenous People conceptualize and live it” (Adu-Febiri, 2008, p. 15). The group of HIV+ women in this study constitute a close-knit community joined by a medical condition, gender and poverty that cuts across the traditional western idea of community because they also live community as is more in keeping with an Indigenous concept of community. Tribe: The concept of tribe was developed by the colonists during the 19th century and reflects empirical and ideological realities for self-interested purposes of domination and control. Ignoring the complexity of non- Western societies, colonizers defined the categories into which rural and urban societies were allocated. Historically determined and socially constructed, tribes are convenient community myths (Oloo, 2008; Wiley, 1981). In the post-colonial context of Kibera, individual women in this study were identified by the research community contact as being a member of a certain tribe. However, I have referred to them as belonging to certain ethnic groups of African people. x List of Tables Table 1. Women in the study. ...................................................................................... 135 Table 2. Women in the study and their children. .......................................................... 136