Who Also by Ramesh S. Balsekar W ho C a r e s ?! The Happening of A Guru (2003) Confusion No More (2003) The Unique Teaching of Guru Pournirma (2003) Ramesh S. Balsekar Peace and Harmony in Daily Living (2003) The Ultimate Understanding (2001) Advaita, the Buddha and the Unbroken Whole (2000) It So Happened That The Unique Teaching of Ramesh S. Balsekar (2000) Sin and Guilt: Monstrosity of Mind (2000) Meaningful Trixnalitiesfrom the Source (2000) The Infamous Ego (1999) Who Cares?! (1999) The Essence of the Bhagavad Gita (1999) Your Head in the Tiger's Mouth (1997) Consciousness Writes (1996) ANet of Jewels (1996) The Bhagavad Gita - A Selection (1995) LUce a Large Immovable Rock (1994) Ripples (1994) Consciousness Speaks (1992) From Consciousness to Consciousness (1989) TheFinalTruth (1989) A Duet of One (1989) Edited by Experiencing the Teaching (1988) Blayne Bardo Explorations into the Eternal (1987) Experience oflmmortality (1984) Poin ters from Nisargadatta Maharaj (1982) Advaita Press Copyright © 1999 by Ramesh S. Balsekar First Published in India by Dedicated to Nisargadatta Maharaj ZENPUBLICATIONS 5 Raja Bahadur Building, 156 J. Dadajee Road, Tardeo, Mumbai 400 034. India. Tel.: (91 22) 492 2429, 491 8258. Fax: (91 22) 492 2429. 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Contents Introduction xiii Who Cares?! xviii 1 A Seeker Hearing the Teaching 1 for the First Time Forget the Teaching 1 Bhakti Begins the Teaching 2 Basic Teaching 3 No One Speaking and No One Listening 4 Silence and Simile 5 Life Has No Value 6 The Meanest 7 Clarity or Confusion 7 Divine Joke - Ego "Wanting" Annihilation 9 Destiny to Come and Listen 10 No "One" Can Get Enlightenment 11 Million Dollars or Enlightenment 11 2 Consciousness Is All There Is 13 Consciousness-at-Rest, Consciousness-in-Action, I Am 15 HI Am 16 Concept, I Am, Present Moment 20 3 Manifestation 21 A Reflection 22 Flip-Flop and Involvement 114 Simultaneously Both Real and Unreal 24 Temporarily No Ego, No Doer 117 A Pot and Immanence 25 Witnessing and Observing 119 A Shadow and Duality 25 Witnessing, Non-Witnessing, Samadhi 120 Duality and Dualism 26 Guru 124 Duality and Space-Time 28 The Step Before Enlightenment 127 The Dream and Space-Time 29 Divine Hypnosis 29 7 Effect of the Teaching on Daily Living 137 Destiny 32 Programming, Conditioning, and Life Becomes Simpler, Not Easier 137 Programmed Computer 36 Who Cares? 139 The Movie 43 What the Understanding Brings 140 4 Ego 47 Expectation - Importance of Doing Something 144 Destiny - Funny How It Manifests 147 Sense of Freedom 51 Life Does Become Simpler 149 Free Will 53 Responsibility 149 Thought, Feeling, and Prayer 60 Cannot Avoid Pain in the Manifestation 152 Mind-Intellect 63 Can Only Surrender to the Mystery 154 Emotions 65 No Purpose in Listening - Just Enjoyment 154 Responsibility 66 Who Cares? 155 Death - God's Will Prevails 71 Talking About the Teaching 157 Births - Reincarnation 76 Enjoy Life 157 5 Working Mind and Thinking Mind 79 Appendix - Bhakti and Jnana 159 6 Seeking 87 Bhakti-Jnana and Maharaj 159 Adi Shankara's Hymns to the Mother 162 What Is Enlightenment? 90 "Bhakti, Jnana and the Individual" 164 Subject - Pseudo-Subject 91 Ego Is Not God - Never Has Been a Seeker 93 Why Ego Asks Questions 94 Key To Quoted Works 175 Seeking Is a Process 95 Effort and Self-Improvement 97 Glossary 177 Analysis of Actions - The Only Sadhana 103 Pleasure Arising from Successful Analysis 112 Index 195 If You Get the Message 113 Self-Enquiry - Who Am I? 113 Acknowledgements Nothing happens but that it was to happen—the supposed individuals are merely characters within that event, any event There is no one to give credit to or any thing to take credit for—by the same token there is no question of any blame, nor of any failure. (LR 9) Truly, Guru and disciple are a single movement in Consciousness, and in the fullness of this understanding there arises inexpressible appreciation and gratitude for all that has been given through you. Dear Ramesh, thank you. There are three primary reasons I am grateful for having been asked to compile and edit a second book for the Guru. First, it is something I can give to Ramesh. Second, it is yet another gift to provide a wider audience with access to the teaching as it happens through Ramesh. And third, I have the opportunity, which I missed the first time, to thank Sharda, Ramesh's wife. Thank you Sharda Maaji for your kind and gentle concern, silent and expressed support, and the relaxing and insightful conversations over coffee and tea. Any polished book, especially one compiled and edited in a short span of time, is the result of devoted proofreaders and readers catching errors and contributing their suggestions. My heart-felt appreciation goes out to each of you: Susan Herbert, Jennifer Claire Moyer, Faye Fields, Chaitan Balsekar, Gerry Hackman, Mark Worthington, and Avinash Kadam. Due to the thoughtfulness and generosity of Ben Pierce, privately published and valuable substance for the book magically appeared at my door via courier. Other key Introduction materials were provided by Kanwarjit Singh, satsang tapes, and by Jennifer Claire Moyer and Giovanna Dalle Rive Carli, several transcriptions. The unique teaching happening through Ramesh is pure So many kind and generous people contributed to my Advaita. being able to live in Bombay while working on the book— Luzius Jegher, Catherine M. Asche, Ben Pierce, Philippe Why pure? Because the entire teaching is unequivocally and Geraldine de Henning, Narayani Etienne, Claudia a single concept—Consciousness is all there is. It is not two, Nangoi, Gert Seglitz, and David and Faye Fields. Warm the meaning of a + dvaita. There is not die manifestation thanks to each of you. and all of its objects plus Consciousness, or whatever name Thank you, Bianca, for a beautiful cover! you call That which cannot be named. All there is is Con- The book was gratefully produced on two computers: sciousness. There is no ego deciding to do spiritual seeking. the first, a generous loan from Rajiv M. Naik, and the If this were the case, then there would be two—Conscious second, a state-of-the-art rental spontaneously and ness and ego. There is only One without a second. Pure magnanimously provided by William Van Braam. Advaita. Consciousness is all there isl And at the last moment in a flurry of energetic generosity Why unique? Because Advaita has never been presented and hospitality, Madhukar Thompson donated staff and precisely the way the teaching happens through Ramesh. equipment for laser printing the pages of the book for the Ramesh repeatedly points out that whatever he says is not press. the Truth—"Anything any sage or any scripture has ever said is a concept and consequently can be either agreed or disagreed with." His teaching is unique because he tells the seeker not to try to remember what has been taught— "In every effort to remember, the ego is present. The ego is absent only when the understanding brings about the re membering." There is uniqueness because he says, "Accept the ego! Resisting the ego only nourishes it." And there is uniqueness in that Ramesh begins with bhakti, or devo tion, and ends with jnana, or final understanding—"... ac cepting that T am nothing, that T am merely an object at the will of God is basically nothing but pure devotion, or bhakti. So what I say strictly begins with bhakti: Thy will be done." Finally, if there is intent listening or reading, then xiii INTRODUCTION WHO CARES?! there will be no doubt as to the exact teaching happening The working concept for Who Cares?! was four-fold: to through Ramesh. clearly present the teaching as it happens through Ramesh The importance of this last point is easily missed. Ask with minimum interference and maximum input from him; yourself the same question that Ramesh often asks seekers to accomplish this by quoting from recent satsangs and attending satsang for the first time: "What is title under Ramesh's other published works; to make it as seeker standing now?" In other words, as a result of all the seek friendly as possible—there is a glossary of concepts and all ing, whether having had teachers or reading books, what quotes from published works are noted; to keep the com exactly is the understanding that you, the reader or listener, pleted work half as long as either Consciousness Speaks or has right now? Very few can say! Your Head In The Tiger's Mouth; and to have the final manu After sitting in five or six satsangs you realize that the script carefully read and approved by Ramesh. Accomplish entire teaching as it happens through Ramesh is precisely ing these, everything would be in one place, easily acces stated in five words—Consciousness is all there is. Or if sible, authentic, and portable. you wish, All there is is Consciousness. That's it! If these five words are spontaneously and totally intuited in the heart, then the process of seeking has ended and the final event has happened. If not, then more concepts are given, The glossary contains brief definitions of all the major and title teaching unfolds simply. concepts used in the teaching. For example, if there is any For "whom"? That's the point. Seeking comes for the confusion over the meaning Ramesh gives to the related teaching in the form of "seekers" believing that "they" are concepts of destiny, programming, and conditioning or to purposefully seeking something. For these seekers the the concepts of duality and dualism—the glossary quickly teaching is conceptually developed. In other words, the provides the clarification. primary concept of Consciousness is all there is, is explained However, there are four words which frequently occur the only way which is possible—with further concepts. throughout the presentation of the teaching, the significance The second basic concept of the teaching is—there is no of which is often not appreciated. Except for one, they are doer. All which happens is the impersonal functioning of not typically part of the spiritual or philosophical vocabu Consciousness, or God's will. With this, the teaching is then lary. Because of one's casual familiarity with these words, developed: the pivotal and deep meaning they have in the teaching The apparent manifestation is a reflection—which is si may escape attention. multaneously both real and unreal—of Consciousness within Itself. Human beings are body-mind organisms— God - This word or concept is frequently used by objects having no free will. Ego is the sense of doership, Ramesh to indicate or refer to That which cannot be not just the identification with name and form, which is conceived and thus is beyond mind-intellect. God is created by Divine hypnosis for life to happen as we know not an object or an entity and has no qualities. That it. Spiritual seeking may happen if it is the destiny of the which is beyond mind and consequently cannot be body-mind organism and the will of the Source. If it does, conceived is referred to as God or any number of refer it begins with an ego and, if it is destiny, ends in the annihi ences such as Consciousness, Source, Noumenon, I-I, lation of the ego. Consciousness is all there is! Reality, Tao, Potential, Subject, Absolute, Primal En- xiv xv INTRODUCTION WHO CARES?! ergy, or whichever concept The teaching as it happens body-mind organisms, the ever increasing number of books through Ramesh is not theistic. (In theism God is an and magazines devoted to the subject, and yet he was known object and an entity with qualities such as omnipres for his quoting Lord Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita about ence, omniscience, all merciful, etc.) how few seekers there are. Ramesh's response: happens - This indicates an occurrence without any doer It simply means there are more people so there doing anything. "Happens" is spontaneous and with are more seekers. "Out of thousands there is one out intention or volition, although there usually ap seeker, and among seekers hardly one knows Me pears to be a chain of events, cause and effect, which in principle." That is what Lord Krishna says. So leads to something that just happens. The meaning of there are more people and there are more seek this word is best conveyed by two examples: ers. If there are more seekers there are more Gu rus, and if there are more Gurus there are more "The teaching happens through Ramesh." In books! other words, there is no "one" who does anything. It, the teaching, happens. "There is no seeker. The seeking is just happening." If this apparent editor were granted one heart-wish in the totality of the impersonal functioning of Consciousness, arises - This has the same meaning in the teaching as it would be that all spiritual seekers arrive at the attitude of "happens." "who cares?" thus setting the stage in the process of seek ing for the final, total understanding to happen. And that it functioning - Consciousness is all there is. There is no happens! But who is there to care? doer, no seeker, no decision maker, no lover, but there is doing, seeking, deciding, loving. "Functioning" is the impersonal movement of Consciousness-in-action that Manifestation gives the manifestation the appearance of being real. For an apparent tapestry example, the ego, sense of personal doership, inter ever being woven spontaneously prets as "its functioning" that which is always and can in the Present Moment only be the impersonal functioning of Consciousness with a single thread— through a body-mind organism. Consciousness At the feet of the Guru, In a recent satsang Ramesh was asked how he explained Blayne Bardo the increase in the number of seekers all over the world, Bombay the apparent "quickening" of realization happening in March 1999 xvii xvi Who Cares?! Every month the disciple faithfully sent his Master an account of his progress. In the first month he wrote: "I feel an expansion of consciousness and experience my oneness with the universe." The Master glanced at the note and threw it away. The following month, this is what he had to say: "I have finally discovered that the Divine is present in all tilings." The Master seemed disappointed. The third month the disciple's words enthusiastically exclaimed: "The mystery of the One and the many have been revealed to my wondering gaze." The Master shook his head and again threw the letter away. The next letter said: "No one is bom, no one lives, and no one dies, for the ego-self is not." The Master threw his hands up in utter despair. After that a month passed by, then two, then five months— and finally a whole year without another letter. The Master thought it was time to remind his disciple of his duty to keep him informed of his spiritual progress. Then the disciple wrote back: "Who cares?" When the Master read those words a look of great satisfaction spread over his face.