BEREAVED ELDERS: TRANSFORMATIVE LEARNING IN LATE LIFE by PAUL JANGSUK MOON (Under the Direction of Sharan B. Merriam) ABSTRACT The purpose of this study was to understand older adults’ transformative learning through bereavement in late life. A qualitative research approach was implemented including purposive sampling and in-depth, semi-structured interviews with nine bereaved older adults. Four research questions guided this study: (1) What do older adults specify as being transformed within them as a consequence of late life bereavement? (2) How does transformative learning impact older adults’ ongoing lives? (3) How do older adults describe the process of transformation? (4) What late life factors shape the transformative learning process? Analysis of the data was completed via the constant comparative method. This study found that bereaved older adults experienced transformation toward a greater consciousness of death issues as evidenced by responding to death issues with less dread, poignant awareness of personal mortality and the afterlife, and sensitization to the preciousness of life. Their transformation also included a reprioritization of goals and activities as evidenced by changes in life activities, and re-evaluation of intra-/inter-personal relationships as evidenced by altered interactional behaviors. Concerning the process of transformation were found the significant components of acute distress, reflection, emerging sense of change in perspectives, and new behaviors. Finally, participants revealed that an accumulation of relevant learning from earlier life experiences and the late life-cycle issues of a dwindling social network and proximity to personal mortality helped to shape transformative learning. Three conclusions were drawn from this study. First, perspective transformation can occur in late life bereavement. Second, transformative learning is a fluid and oscillatory process. Third, transformative learning is shaped by biographical and life stage developmental contexts. Practical implications and recommendations for future research are provided. INDEX WORDS: Transformative learning, Perspective transformation, Older adults, Bereavement, Qualitative research BEREAVED ELDERS: TRANSFORMATIVE LEARNING IN LATE LIFE by PAUL JANGSUK MOON B.A., University of Southern California, 1993 M.ED., George Mason University, 2000 A Dissertation Submitted to the Graduate Faculty of The University of Georgia in Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements for the Degree DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY ATHENS, GEORGIA 2008 © 2008 Paul Jangsuk Moon All Rights Reserved BEREAVED ELDERS: TRANSFORMATIVE LEARNING IN LATE LIFE by PAUL JANGSUK MOON Major Professor: Sharan B. Merriam Committee: Bradley C. Courtenay Anne P. Glass Douglas A. Kleiber Electronic Version Approved: Maureen Grasso Dean of the Graduate School The University of Georgia December 2008 DEDICATION I dedicate this work to my wife, Esther, whom I cherish and love. She has been patient with me in every way imaginable. I also dedicate this study to our three children, Samantha Jihae, Christopher-Stephen Jinho, and Andrew Taeho. They endured this doctoral process alongside me. I dearly thank them for willingly listening to me drone on and on about “some curious things” called gerontology, thanatology, and transformative learning. May the mercy you have shown me return to you tenfold. But, all in all, I give thanks to God through Jesus Christ, who enabled and sustained me course after course, paper after paper, day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment, and struggle after struggle. Deo gratias. iv ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I acknowledge Dr. Sharan B. Merriam, my major professor, with deep gratitude as she showed me continuous kindness throughout my doctoral studies. Her keen eye for details and accrued wisdom in scholarly matters greatly assisted me in my learning journey. She is now a permanent part of my lifelong learning biography. Additionally, I recognize, in sincere appreciation, Dr. Courtenay, Dr. Glass, and Dr. Kleiber. As committee members, their gentle questioning and suggestions prompted me to think deeply and broadly in pursuing knowledge. I am indebted to my maternal grandmother for her daily prayers for me. I deeply thank my father, Mr. Hui Yong Moon, and mother, Mrs. Lee Seunghui Moon, for their parental support. As they are now facing their lot of late life challenges, I pray for them a transformative journey. I also recognize my parents-in-law for their encouragements. It so happened that my mother-in-law died shortly after I began this doctorate program. Since then, I have witnessed my father-in-law’s grief process amid his late life context. I extend to him much courage. Lastly, I acknowledge the nine older adult learners with whom I had the privilege of spending time. They allowed me entrance into a portion of their inner pain as they painted a portrait of their grief through narratives. Knowing full well that they did not have to reveal such pains only makes me to thank them that much more as they, through tears, resurrected meaning-laden memories and all else that come with reflecting honestly into the past. Yet, manifest vigor to live out their remaining days with purpose attested to v the personal transformation within, which they so claimed. As we who are mortal must go the way of all flesh, these nine bereaved older adults showed that that inevitable journey may be made with meaningful intentions and transformation. vi TABLE OF CONTENTS Page ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS............................................................................................................v CHAPTER I INTRODUCTION.........................................................................................................1 Background...............................................................................................................1 Bereavement and Older Adult Development............................................................2 Transformative Learning and Bereavement.............................................................4 Statement of the Problem..........................................................................................9 Purpose of the Study...............................................................................................10 Significance of the Study........................................................................................11 II REVIEW OF THE LITERATURE.............................................................................13 Social and Historical Context of Death and Bereavement.....................................14 Overview of Human Bereavement.........................................................................17 Psychosocial Development in Older Adulthood.....................................................26 Later Life Dynamics and Bereavement..................................................................36 Transformative Learning Theory............................................................................50 Chapter Summary...................................................................................................66 III METHODS..................................................................................................................69 Design of the Study................................................................................................70 Sample Selection....................................................................................................75 vii Data Collection.......................................................................................................79 Data Analysis..........................................................................................................80 Validity and Reliability...........................................................................................81 Researcher Bias and Assumptions..........................................................................82 Chapter Summary...................................................................................................84 IV FINDINGS..................................................................................................................85 Study Participants...................................................................................................85 Findings..................................................................................................................97 Chapter Summary.................................................................................................138 V CONCLUSIONS, DISCUSSIONS, IMPLICATIONS AND RECOMMENDATIONS......................................................................................141 Conclusions and Discussions................................................................................142 Implications for Practice.......................................................................................166 Recommendations for Future Research................................................................169 Chapter Summary.................................................................................................170 REFERENCES............................................................................................................................171 APPENDICES.............................................................................................................................206 A Screening for Perspective Transformation................................................................206 B Interview Protocol.....................................................................................................207 viii
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