The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 The Nothing to be afraid of Experiments within lyrical animation Bjarke Stenbæk M2 Storytelling – 2014 Tutor Joanna Rubin Dranger External Tutor Rui Tenreiro Writing Tutor Emma Rendel KONSTFACK 1 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 Table Of Content Abstract p.3 Intro p.4 Heterotopias p.4 Fram expedition p.7 The existential crisis p.8 The ideas of Jerzy Grotowski p.9 My approach p.10 Sources of inspiration p.11 Where to dig? p.11 Elements p.13-‐19 The final phase p.21-‐23 Bibliography p.23 2 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 Abstract Practical Approach In this project I have been exploring how to work intuitively and exploratory with animation, lyrical animation, dynamic paintings – whatever you might call it. Traditional animation is meticulous; it has a strong emphasis on planning the storytelling. This approach derives from the fact that the production of traditional animation is extremely time-‐consuming and thus expensive in either time or money. I started this project with an experience of how modern software and hardware can help you bypass these hurdles, and perhaps enabling a more experimental, improvising approach without necessarily compromising the output quality. I have my starting point in illustration and acrylic painting as a medium, which I, in this project have been implementing in the software After Effects Theoretical Approach I make sense of the world through metaphors. The metaphor allows me to understand something even though I haven’t experienced it myself. An experience, a sensation, can have transparent qualities. It can be superimposed onto the experiences of others; scaled up or down a bit or change the time and the setting. Perhaps it is this, which allows us to have empathy? When I tell a story, I am making a room of my feelings that others can step into and we can share an experience. In this project, I have been trying to find a way to tap into the vapors of my imagination. Through intuition-‐driven animation excises, I try to solidify my vague inklings, hoping to make my mind somewhat permeable to yours. 3 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 What is this veil that hangs between my mind and my hands? I There is a fundamental difficulty for me, when trying to transform the things I feel into storytelling. How is it, that sometimes when I try to tell something deliberately, when I plan everything out and think of the most clever imagery, the most precise wording, that sometimes that work still appears lifeless? And then, sometimes, the things that comes out of me without trying to steer it, the weird and random quirks of my head – that this has something truly profound in it, even though I can’t make sense of how and why? I have a natural inclination towards the intuitive. I am very curious – I cherish the discoveries I make through mistakes, I have a love for the chaotic, for the unexpected. I am not very concerned with logic or the exact truth. What I am most interested in, is what I would call emotional truth: the truth that makes sense beyond the intellect, the truth that bypasses the intellect. The beauty of this approach is that I often make discoveries that are better than anything I could come up with myself. But this inclination, this love, is also my nemesis, my biggest source of angst and most likely my downfall. The problem with the intuition-‐based – the improvising process, is that – as there is nothing which is truest, and there are no clear goals, it’s easy to end up in a stage of relativity-‐induced stagnation. And it’s difficult for me to control. Heterotopias I am shamefully fascinated with two, in principle, mirroring constructions; the lighthouse and the greenhouse. Both being the outposts – the threshold between culture/nature. It is the Victorian/romantic era versions of these constructions that I’m interested in. Somehow the Victorian mind is an exemplary in understanding the conflict between intellect and emotions. “With a smile the king drew aside the curtain. I was speechless, for I saw an enormous garden, laid out in Venetian manner, with palms, a lake, bridges pavilions, and buildings like castles. “Come”, said the king, and I followed him fascinated as Dante following Virgil into Paradise Maria de la Paz, description of the winter garden of King Ludwig II, 1883 The dream of a garden under glass became a reality in the nineteenth century. It was a dream of the entire natural environment of a tropical Island enclosed in iron filigree and glass. The scientific control of natural processes – the basis of the new 4 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 industry – was realized with the use of glass, iron, and steam in the cultivation of plants. Nature could be controlled, and not just for immediately useful purposes.”1 So what is it that draw me to these structures? Obviously it have never been a conscious decision; it is apparent to me that both the lighthouse and the greenhouse strikes a tone; that they have some transparent qualities that are superimposable with conflicts and feelings in me. All children I’ve known, have had a strong connection with secret spaces -‐ f.ex. the treehouse. (In danish there is an umbrella term, which is ”Hule” -‐ the most precise translation would perhaps be ”Den” or ”Håla” in swedish (it is interesting that the swedish connotations with this word seems to be negative, while they are mainly positive in danish -‐ perhaps it is the danish Biedermeier-‐tendencies which are shining through? The avoidance of the unknown, the comfortseeking. Anyways, it is not the comfort nor the conform I’m interested in). The child (and grown-‐ups as well I guess) have two strong drives (based on nothing but my intuition) that I’m interested in, in this the ”Den” perspective; it is: 1) the desire to be safe from harm, so strong that it threatens to kill nr. 2) a strong curiosity, a wonder, a wanting to see behind the curtain of the world -‐ so much that it threatens their safety. The Den encapsulates the juxtaposition of these drives -‐ I would say that the best Dens are characterized by an equilibrium between them. Lighthouses, Bjarke Stenbæk 2010 Greenhouse, Bjarke Stenbæk, 2013 1 Houses of Glass, Georg Kohlmaier and Barna von Sartory,The MIT press, 1986, p. 1 5 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 “Places like of this kind are outside of all places, even though it may be possible to indicate their location in reality.” 2 “Focault’s heteropias are spaces set aside from the regular course of time and space … or they are spaces that incorporate more than one time and more than one space. … Mary Shelleys’s arctic can be read as a heterotopia, as an othered space, which on one hand promises positive change and transformation while on the other threatens death and destruction.” 3 When stumbling upon Foucault’s concept about the Heterotopia, I intuitively felt that I had found a key of kinds to my interest in these places. Or at least a term from which I could work more constructively. I find that Foucault’s own definition of the term to be quite vague, it could be interpreted in quite a few directions. I realized that what interested me in the heteropia, or the interpretation that I found useful was that it somehow seemed to be a materialization, a physical representation, of liminality -‐ of the liminal state described in Van Genneps ‘rites of passages’. It seems that a fundamental priority of humans through time has been that of stability -‐ that of anchoring. Stability is a feeling inside of you coming from a sense that you somewhat know what your role is socially, what is expected from you, what the definition of truth is. This is a premise, and just like the premise of gravity, you need to be familiar with it to act upon it. Whenever changes has been experienced – a change in physical or social conditions, this state of stability has been endangered and threatening the both society and individual. Van Gennep have defined this structure of stability, loss of stability and regain of stability in his description of the ‘rites of passage’. “Van Gennep has shown that all rites of transition are marked by three phases: separation, margin (or limen), and aggregation. The first phase of separation comprises symbolic behaviour signifying the detachment of the individual or group either from an earlier fixed point in the social structure or a set of cultural conditions (a “state”); during the intervening liminal period, the state of the ritual subject (the “passenger”) is ambiguous; he passes through a realm that has few or none of the attributes of the past or coming state; in the third phase the passage is consummated. The ritual subject ... is in a stable state once more … “ 4 2 Of Other Spaces: Utopias and Heteropias, Michel Foucault (originally “Des Espace Autres” 1967) Architecture/Movement/Continuité 1984, p. 3 - 4 3 The Arctic and “Other Spaces”, Jacob Bachinger, At the Edge, Vol 1 2010, p. 159 4 Betwixt and Between: The Liminal Period in Rites de Passage,Victor W. Turner PNAS,1964, p. 46 (my underlinings) 6 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 The Fram Expedition “That eventually provoked Nansen to a demonically nihilistic wail, of which the essence was that ‘Nature knows no purpose’, as he put it, and that science was probably an illusion.”5 The Fram expedition seems to me to have the symptoms of the ‘rites of passage’. It has the same structure. It has so many heterotopian elements, it’s almost a russian doll of heteropias. We have the boat -‐ the heterotopia par excellence according to Foucault, a little piece of civilisation separated from the rest of civilization in time and space. The boat freezes into, becomes a passive part of the arctic ice – a blank nonplace, a place of liminality. As a sort of multistage rocket, Nansen finally sets off on his ultimate try for the pole, leaving the safety and civilization of the boat behind. The next year Nansen and his assistant spend on the ice, gradually losing all characteristics of civilisation, before finally being rescued and returned home. So if this is actually a rite of passage, what is then the catalyst? What transformation is going on? What is the before and the after? My interpretation is that Nansen is going through, both symbolically and literally, the existential crisis. And what is the catalyst of this crisis? Max Weber coined the expression ”the disenchantment of the world”, a process that is a product of the very modern breakthrough that Nansen were a representative of: “The fate of our times is characterized by rationalization and intellectualization and, above all, by the "disenchantment of the world." Precisely the ultimate and most sublime values have retreated from public life either into the transcendental realm of mystic life or into the brotherliness of direct and personal human relations. It is not accidental that our greatest art is intimate and not monumental.” 6 If you've ever had a depression, you will know the feeling of "the disenchantment of world". We often talk about depression in terms of sadness, which is relevant. But much stronger I think, is a hardcore apathy. A sense of purposelessness. A disconnection with the world. -‐ Say you find a stone on the shore. A richly colored granite of sorts, with bright reds and deep blacks, some twinkling component in the core. You pick it up, and carry it home. Joyous of the thought of all the hours you're going to enjoy this stone, and how its colors are going to live up you home. By the time you've walked up the pathway homewards, and come beyond the dunes mumbling the sound of the sea, you extract the stone from you pocket -‐ only to discover that the stone is gray now; it's lost something. It's dry. It's surface is porous and diffuse. What can you do, but through the stone away? This feeling. That feeling when something you loved, something you saw something in, suddenly doesn't wake any emotions in you whatsoever. It's horribly melancholic. An enchantment is a magic spell of sorts. The world has lost it's magic, some intangible shimmer. The absence of feelings actually. An 5 Nansen, Roland Huntford, Abacus, 1997 (this edition 2001), p. 242 6 From Max Weber: Essays In Sociology Translated, edited, and with introduction by H.H. Gerth and C. Wright Mills New York, Oxford University Press, 1946, p. 155 7 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 inability to care. Like you're brain is lacking endorphins (which might be the clinical reason actually). I think some people will find themselves in a depression suddenly, without any apparent reason. In my experience it is also possible to actually induce a depression, just through the act of brooding. The existential crisis What is an existential crisis? An existential crisis is when you suddenly are stopped in your tracks. You realize that you are going to die, that you cannot convince yourself of the existence of an afterlife, you realize the full consequences of this realization, it sucks the happiness out of you. You realize that you are completely alone in this world, you will never truly connect to another person or thing, you are trapped inside you own little self. You feel disconnected to the world. You realize that there is no meaning in this world; everything is chaotic, random, dark and grim. Everything you ever felt certain about, the things you were sure about the anchors in your life, like your parents, your faith or your national identity, can and will rot and disappear. The Norwegian philosopher Peter Zapffe discussed the paradox of the human intellect: “Life had overshot its target, blowing itself apart. A species had been armed to heavily – by spirit made almighty without, but equally a menace to it’s own well-‐ being. Its weapon was like a sword without a hilt or plate, a two-‐edged blade cleaving everything; but he who is to wield must grasp the blade and turn the one edge toward himself.”7 It seems to me, that with modernity; through the radical use of reason, we are all sort of stuck in the the state of liminality now –never allowed to return to a state of cognitive stability – for we know too well that there are none. It is depressing – but it is also liberating. If we find peace in the not knowing – we can, if not re-‐enchant the world, then look at the world with wonder and true curiosity. “Endast en jämvikt mellan verklighetsupplevelse och lyrism ger utrymme åt på en gång den intensiva känslan och den intellektuella klarheten.” 8 7 ”The Last Messiah”, p.1, Peter Wessel Zappffe – originally published in Janus #9, 1933 8 ”Myten om Sisyfos” Le mythe de Sisyphe (1942),Albert Camus, Albert Bonniers Forlag, andre utgåvan i Delfinserien, 2001, p. 10 8 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 II In the very beginning of this project, I was sitting on a toilet in Rio de Janiero for the better part of a day, due to an unfriendly pineapple. I flipped through the stack of books lying next to me, and picked up the only one written in English. It was a thin paperback book, on the theories of the polish guru of experimental theater – hes called Jerzy Grotowski. His main focus is on improvisation within Performance Theater. But as I was sitting there, naked, in the warm afternoon on a high hill of St. Teresa, it struck me that he was talking directly to me. He warns the young artist of the dangers of ending ones days as a dilettante and a creative tourist. And he defines a couple of guidelines to follow9: Improvisation within a structure The dilettante believes that improvising is equivalent to play with no rules. But that is not true. Improvisation can only be fruitful when it is conducted within a strict framework. You need to decide on something you want to investigate, and let that be your frame. Dig in one place When you have decided on the entry point for your investigation, that inkling of an idea that feels true, you need to keep digging in that same place, following the trail of the initial idea, through the uncertainty and the doubt that are bound to occur. Only then will you reach something true. Don’t be a tourist If you don’t learn to recognize the natural doubt that is a part of every process, you run the risk of becoming a tourist. Jumping from one idea to the other, mistaking the falling in love with a new idea with ‘inspiration’. Never working long enough on one idea to see it live. III The ideas of Jerzy Grotowski seemed to make sense, when I thought of my way of working. And if I wanted to work professionally with the tools of intuition and improvisation, it seemed like a good idea to understand how to build and work with the notion of framework. What should be the framework of this master-‐ project? I am an illustrator. I draw and I paint, that is my foremost strength and way of expressing myself. Since I started Konstfack, I have been concentration on working with acrylic painting, and working with this technique has been the place where I to this day have come closest to the way of working, as described by Grotowski – so I knew this would be a cornerstone. When I paint, I usually make a sketch, which I then slowly mold into a final piece, by applying layer upon layer of paints and washes. Removing and adding. Both with a clear idea of 9 “At work with Grotowski on physical actions” Thomas Richards, Routledge, London 1995 p.40-‐65 9 The nothing to be afraid of – Bjarke Stenbæk, M2 Storytelling – 2014 how to approach the next step, but also seizing opportunities when they appear in mistakes. It’s a process of investigation. “Façade”, Bjarke Stenbæk, 2014 But I also have a long love-‐relation to the moving image in all it’s forms. There is something in the animated which seems to transcend the expression of the painting. It’s important, I think, to mention that my experiences with the software After Effects was essential to the birth of this project, and the whole premise for intuition-‐driven animation. According to Daniel Kahneman10, the strength of your intuition is defined by the distance in time between an input and an outcome. And the intuition gets stronger the more subsequent experiences of this input-‐outcome relationship you can get. That’s why you get such an effortless when driving a car – touching the steering wheel immediately results in a movement of the car. Compared to an oil tanker where you can not in the same way build intuition. Traditional animation is slow. It has a low tolerance for randomness – and it’s quite rigid in that way. The result is only as good as you could imagine beforehand. The strength of After Effects is that it takes the principles of animation and makes it easily manipulated. What would have taken months before, you can now see the result of at the end of a day. The weakness of After Effects is that it tends to have an inherent computerized aesthetic, and that the technical details within the program can lure you into ridiculous hours of hairsplitting. 10 “Tänka, snabbt och långsamt”, Daniel Kahneman, Volante, Stockholm 2011, p. 271-‐272 10
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