the-new-age-deception-nathan-colella-revised-edition

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1) My Story
2) Modern day Influences
3) The New Age deception
4) The Alien Deception
5) The Illuminati, Mystery Schools and the NWO
6) Saturn Worship
7) Babylon, nimrod and sun worship
8) The Nephilim, fallen angels, the flood & DNA
corruption
9) Creation VS evolution
10) Conclusion, where do we go from here?
Introduction
I would like to start by saying thank you for taking the time to read my book, I wrote my first book in
2005 which was an ongoing process before that, my main goal was to dedicate my life on finding the
truth, for everyone I knew and myself. I got into the new age movement at age eighteen and did
hardcore research from then till now (age 29) along with practise and experience I am here today to
reveal to you the biggest deception in human history that has been ongoing from the beginning of
time. My first book was somewhat “new age” because that’s where I was in my understanding at the
time, looking into the mystery religions and teachings of our ancient ancestors. I was anchored in my
beliefs and experiences till late 2013 where I had a series of experiences and knowledge revealed to
me that would change my life completely and turn me 180 degrees to where I was headed. Many of
you who read this may be in the new age movement, an atheist or other belief systems so please
read with an open mind and understanding, I have done the very best I can to prove evidence and
connect the dots to show you what my current understanding is. I’m not going to claim it’s all 100%
accurate but I advise you to take it all in with a pinch of salt and do your own research, I have
provided source material on where I got my information from, and also how it ties into my own
experiences with the subjects. If you are not comfortable with having your belief systems challenged
I suggest you don’t carry on any further, but I recommend you read what I have to say because in
the end times we live in, it is crucial everyone know the truth on what is to come.

the reason I wrote this book is because I care so much about you guys and I wouldn’t want any of
you to go down the same path I did, If you decide to carry on down the new age route, please read
this book and take consideration of what I am saying. There has been a few people I know who have
come off the path and came to the same revelation as I did; I only hope you come to the same
conclusions before it’s too late. I do apologize to anyone in advance if I may sound harsh at times,
but it’s only due to my passion for the truth and freedom of the human soul. Most of what I say may
sound completely unbelievable or farfetched which is understandable to someone who has no
knowledge or experience in these subjects and for any reason you chose to stop reading, I can only
hope that one day you see the truth for yourself and that these words pop into your head and be
vigilant. We live in a world full of deception that enter all of our senses, bombarded with lies and
propaganda, only when you deprogram yourself of what you know and start taking steps backwards
you will start noticing how the population are being brainwashed with certain agendas. It has taken
me over ten years to put this huge puzzle together and get to the bottom of it, most of what you will
research is complete rubbish and half truths, my method was to put it all together and strip away
the rubbish until only the common truth remained. Please don’t listen to any one man for reasons
being most of the new age teachers are part of the agenda, I had a huge truth revealed to me which
made the whole thing clear as crystal, all the nagging questions and feelings I have ever had, got
answered!

I would like to thank all my friends and family who had to put up with me in the past ten years and
thank you for not walking away and disowning me, it’s been a hell of a journey and I’m very thankful
you are taking the time to read this book 

Nathan
Chapter 1: My Story
Before I start I want to give a little warning, some things may be disturbing to the reader or may
sound unbelievable but I assure you everything I write about happened.
This all started when I was sixteen years old, I had just started my work experience at the place my
dad worked. I remembered seeing a TV programme the night before about out of body experiences
and didn’t doubt it for a second, I was always a huge believer in ghosts and the paranormal. I talked
to my dad about it and he mentioned he had tried it when he was younger but never pursued due to
it actually working, scaring him to death.
I then started looking it up online and the techniques on how it was done, to my surprise it was very
common to experience, so I started printing off a load of pages to read when I got home. I did a lot
of reading that day, thought when I went to bed I would give it a go, what did I have to lose?
I lay there for couple hours trying these techniques but got frustrated it didn’t work, so I gave up and
tried to go to sleep, to my surprise as soon as I nodded off suddenly I got this tingling sensation and
vibrated suddenly, my eyes weren’t open at this point but I could see myself floating up to the
ceiling, feeling like I was weightless. I panicked so much I thought I was having a heart attack and did
everything to float back down to my body, I felt a "snap" when I got back in and couldn’t believe
what just happened. From then on I followed my dad’s advice and never tried it again. I must have
been eighteen or nineteen when I plucked up the courage to try it again, I just left school and my IT
training scheme. I had no job and not much to do, so I decided to pursue my thirst for knowledge
and wisdom, this empty void inside that I desperately tried to fill with answers. Only God knows
what was about to follow.

As a child I constantly read books about ghosts and aliens, usually from the library and school. I had
a very strong thirst to know the truth about these matters, I had no idea where this thirst came
from, but only that later on in life I knew I would go on a quest in search of truth. I spent a lot of time
alone as a child, this gave me plenty of time to be alone with my thoughts and contemplate. I would
go into these “meditation” like states where I would ask questions about the universe and received
detailed analogies on how everything worked, also revelations about ghosts and other paranormal
phenomena. Some of these revelations included how to dismantle the big bang theory, how we live
in an illusionary matrix like a computer game, how ghosts existed and things about dying. I must
have been eight years old when this was happening. I went to high school and moved about a few
times and got distracted in life (as you do), but I have memories of when I was really young that I
couldn’t explain. For instance when I was less than one year old, I remember being placed in a metal
bowl to be weighed, and what the nurse looked like. Another memory was when I lit a match and set
my nappy on fire, I watched myself doing this in third person. A few other accidents I had, in which I
was out of body watching myself do these things. I really don’t know why or how this happened,
later wondered if it was actually me doing it? Or was something influencing me to do it? Who
knows?
A few times in my life I would get stuck on something like a computer game or fixing stupid
problems with my pc, and because I was so dedicated to sorting these problems out, I would go to
sleep with these questions constantly on my mind, and in my dreams I would get detailed
instructions on how to sort these problems out. Almost like a YouTube walkthrough video, so I
would wake up and go try these out, and they worked!! I don’t really know to this day where this
information came from, unless I tapped into some kind of human collective consciousness?

At the start of this journey I thought I would resume my out of body experience experiment, as now I
had no job and not much to do. At this point of my life I was very depressed and had a "screw life"
attitude. This is hard to admit but I had a horrible time through school and not much luck with girls. I
got into heavy metal music and took a rebellious life style, went to rock nights with my mates and
got involved with likeminded people. For the first time in my life I felt like I fit in with a crowd and I
was understood. I grew up an atheist and a God hater for everything I went through and never
thought twice about it. I didn’t believe in God, but if he did exist I was really mad at him for letting
me go through this crap. After being atheist so long I started getting into science because I loved
knowing how things worked and the technical side of things.
I had questioned so much as a child about God, which I had run out of questions and had no
answers; I got really frustrated with this so I gave up. I really liked science because I thought I could
get closer to figuring life out and getting answers to my very deep questions. When I resumed my
out body experiences I used it as a form of escapism, due to being depressed and unhappy with the
world, I used it to go to different places and meet different beings.
It was a totally new life for me and very exciting! I used to visit different planets, meet with very
strange beings and I was limitless to what I could do. Flying was always my favourite due to being
able to feel the wind hitting my face, the speed and hearing the roaring of the wind passing my ears.
Some things were very adrenalin pumping! It’s understandable why some people would think these
are only dreams, unless you have done this for yourself, you can’t really put it into words.
Apart from saying that it’s probably more "real" than real life, You can see more colour, can
sometimes see in 360 degree vision, things taste incredible and if done right, you can be in perfect
control. You could say it was like lucid dreaming, I found it hard to distinguish the two, until I felt
myself leave and come back from my body. For those who don’t believe in Astral Projection (as it’s
called) I suggest looking it up, but don’t recommend trying it. Although at the time I did this every
night for two years, I wasn’t expecting what followed. In these out of body experiences I started
becoming very spiritual in my life, becoming close to God from what I felt. Being an atheist most of
my life, this was hard to accept, but I had come to a point in my life I surrendered and I wanted out.
I didn’t want to be here anymore and I wanted to be in the afterlife. I had shred my fear of death
and become accustom to the spiritual realms. I just stayed in bed all day and night going out of body,
kind of like what some gamers do games, but in out of body experiences instead.
This went on for about two years; I was starting to exhibit strange symptoms in waking life, such as
speeding and slowing down of time, and moments of great clarity.
I would be out with my friends and they would wonder what was wrong with me, sometimes I would
get over whelming feelings of love and oneness with all and everyone around me. I would get very
strong spiritual realizations and understandings come through to me.
When I was about nine or ten, I had a ghostly experience in my cousin’s house. I was lying in bed and
felt something press down on my legs, I thought it was the cat but realised it was so heavy I couldn’t
move. I sat up to throw the cat off but there was nothing there, just an embedded shape on the
quilt. Obviously I was terrified but just tried to ignore it. My second experience was when I was on a
ghost hunt in Margam Castle in Port Talbot, here I met Richard Felix the historian off "most haunted"
the TV programme. I wondered off into an empty room just to go exploring, this room has no doors
or windows, just an empty room with a table and two chairs in it. I went in and suddenly one of the
chairs flipped over so I ran out the room as quick as I could.
In later years I had plenty of ghostly experiences and weird things going on, not really going to go
into detail about these. Few months later my brother and I attended a psychic course, to develop
psychic ability. It was here I experienced my second attack, which I didn’t know what was happening
at the time, but later in my life I found out what it was and how to deal with it. I was sitting at the
table listening to the guy talking about spiritual things, I kind of zoned out because I knew more than
he did, suddenly I started getting REALLY hot, I mean it felt like I was burning alive! The sweat
started dripping off me, I panicked and didn’t know what to do, and everyone in the room just
stared at me not knowing what was going on. At that point my mind started going all weird and I
couldn’t think straight, the psychic guy tried snapping me out of it by asking me maths questions,
which I’m useless at anyway. I went to the toilet and washed my face, I thought to myself, that I
never experienced this before and what was it? The guy told me it was a ghost of a boy who died
outside this pub a few weeks ago, and tried to connect with me as I had burns all over my body.
Later on in life I realised it wasn’t this at all.

When I was in my out of body stage in my life I started making journals of what I experienced, I
started getting prophetic visions on the future and end of the world scenarios. I couldn’t understand
this because I had not known of anything that suggested we were in the end times. This was in the
2003-2004 time period. A month solid I was having OBE's and every single one I was in a tsunami and
getting hit by one, didn’t understand what was going on until a month later the Asian tsunami hit in
the beginning of 2004, I was pretty freaked out by this! From this point I started paying close
attention from now on. I was getting visions of martial law, wars against the people vs. government,
zombie apocalypses; sink holes swallowing people and a lot more things. The one that stood out for
me the most was the "Staged" UFO invasions. I have been having these for years, usually in these
visions, these UFO's come down and destroy big cities and I’m the only one that knows what’s going
on, shouting at people who are running round in terror. I seemed to know that these UFOs were
holograms or government ships used to deceive the public. I tried warning people of this false UFO
invasion, but everyone was running round screaming in panic. Was only till 2011 I realised what
these dreams meant, I will discuss this topic later in the chapter "the alien deception"
When all this was going on I was currently living with my parents, I had opened up an MSN chat
room called “Astral Projection” for chatting to likeminded people. It was in this room I met my friend
Brad and a few others. I also met my ex girlfriend online around this time, for years later I would get
to know these people intimately. Brad got me involved with a group on MSN that was lead by a few
psychic women, one of them whom he was dating. This group of people invited me in and made me
feel special by giving me free readings and revealing secret knowledge to me, but after a few weeks I
started noticing some very disturbing things. First thing I noticed was they had a strange obsession
with dragons and having dragon spirit guides, At this point I began having an interest in dragons too.
The next thing I noticed was brads girlfriend started telling me she was a vampire, me being me I
laughed my head off and just thought she was a nut job. She would tell me she used to black out and
another personality would take over, and would grow fangs.
At this point I had no idea what I was getting into; I just shrugged this off as being ridiculous and
didn’t really take any notice. I don’t know what happened next, apart from the group accusing me of
being a spy and revealing their secrets, I was really confused what was going on, At this point I
thought about quitting because it was getting too strange for me. I had created an MSN group and
made articles on my current understandings of the spiritual subjects I had learned up to this point.
Brad started behaving very strange, believing the group about me being a spy and infiltrating their
group, suddenly I was about to experience something I will never forget.
Some presence surrounded my room that I had NEVER felt before, this was my first ever experience
with a negative spirit and it stayed in my room for a good while.
I had no idea what it was at the time but I knew one thing, it felt disgusting, vile and evil beyond
words. I felt a sickness in my gut that I really couldn’t explain, still to this day not felt something this
bad. The atmosphere in my room felt so heavy, felt like tar and I could cut it with a knife.
It got to the point I couldn’t stay in my room anymore, it was poison.
I slept downstairs for a few weeks and at that time I went to Download festival in 2004.
When I was in the festival I went back to normal and felt fine, as soon as I came back and walked
into my room it HIT me like a wall of bricks. I decided I had enough of this and did everything I could
to get rid of this presence. At this point I realised that demons were real.
In later years I would l would learn to recognise this feeling and how to deal with these demons or
disturbed spirits.
I quit this group and decided to ignore it all, thought it was a pile of crap. One day I was sitting at my
PC with the TV on and a programme came on that grabbed my attention, “the 10 most ridiculous
conspiracy theories” so I began to watch. The usual nine theories I had already heard of but at
number one was David Icke talking about the royal family being human reptilian hybrids. For some
unknown reason I didn’t laugh or think it was stupid, my gut told me to take note and research this,
surely no one in their right mind would go public with this and face ridicule if there wasn’t at least
some truth in it. I spent two weeks reading one of his books and articles on the subject. It was here I
was about to learn something very important that would save my friends life. I had gathered enough
information and sent it to Brad, I had learnt this group was corrupt and connecting spiritually to
something very demonic, Brad told me he had been invited to America where these girls lived. I told
him not to go because I believed they would do something very bad to him, he later saw the truth
and backed out and I was very glad! At this point I believed these people to be possessed by these
reptilian entities David Icke went on about, as the whole vampire and reptilian subjects seemed to
be very similar. I made connections on vampires actually being shape shifting reptiles that could shift
from human into reptile beings who would feed on humans. I thought the whole "vampires being
bats" a false image, throwing people off. I know I’m being really vague here and not going into the
reasons why I believed this, but research like Icke has done goes very in depth in this area.
Lets just say now I know what they REALLY are; I will get into detail later on.
Once all this drama was over I started getting back into truth seeking and experimenting with out of
body experiences and advancing my spirituality and oneness with the universe. At the time it was
like being high on drugs, I would have moments of lucidity where I would feel ecstasy and
overwhelming love and connection with all around me. Not long after I became aware of the
conspiracy side to what I was getting into and the connection it had with the spiritual world.
You wouldn’t think they both had a connection, but they are connected more closely than you could
imagine, I just didn’t know it at the time.
The more I looked into it I realised how dominant it was in the world and where it was all headed, it
started bringing me down energetically and emotionally. At the time I knew it was a part of my
journey and needed to learn this information for later in my life, and how right I was.

These overwhelming amazing feelings I used to get stopped after a while, and it was like I was
coming down off drugs, got depressed again and thought of ways of getting these happy feelings
back into my life. Later when I moved into my own place, I was researching psychedelic drugs and
how they played a part in our history. The ancient civilizations used them to speak with the spirits
and gain advanced knowledge, also how tribes would gain enlightenment.
I started doing heavy research on psychedelics and what they all did, pros and cons.
When I was satisfied with what I had researched I started taking these drugs to experiment and try
to interact with the spirit world in a more lucid state.

I first started with magic mushrooms, I did this on my own at night time, and I planned to stay in bed
and just go with the flow and see what happened. The aim was to connect to higher spiritual realms
and maybe connect with a divine intelligence, diving deep into the unknown and I wasn’t afraid to
what would happen. I had dedicated my life on finding the truth and I went where ever the truth
took me, good or bad. I had just finished reading DMT the spirit molecule where volunteers under a
controlled environment were undergoing an experiment. These people were injected large amounts
of DMT into their bloodstream and recorded the experience under supervision by Rick Strassman.
These people were forced out of body and were in the presence of strange beings and went to
strange places, I wanted to experience this for myself if I was going to be able to learn and judge it.
My philosophy is that I can’t preach about something unless I have done it for myself.
Long story short, in my mushroom experience it went on for six hours. In this time I experienced
things such as pure bliss and joy, an overwhelming feeling of love and oneness with all, pure ecstasy.
I felt as though I was melted into my bed and it was one with me, felt like I was having a constant
orgasm for six hours, pretty mind blowing experience, also couldn’t stop laughing!
Also the artwork on my walls came out in 3D and I kept having visions of my being a triangle of light
interconnecting into a huge web of light triangles, was odd.

I then took LSD few months later and just experienced being really happy and listening to music that
felt like it was pumping out of me, the experience was weak and didn’t last long.
I took a huge dose of salvia one time with some friends and it taught me a massive lesson.
Basically I lost my sense of direction and my vision opened up in 360 degree vision, the room went
into a mish mash of repetitive images. I felt as though my brain was broken and wasn’t working so I
panicked and went to lie on the floor so I KNEW I was on the floor, I had no idea where I was. I saw
this blackness come and took away my vision completely. According to my friends I blacked out for
five minutes. I remember myself being in a black void alone, looking at my life in a small box in the
distance where I could see my friends waving their hands in front of my face, I remember thinking I
didn’t have an identity and I wondered if I should go back to my “play” as Nathan, like it was a
movie. I remembered thinking I was playing a role, and I shouldn’t leave. As I could see this box
coming closer I could hear a really loud laughing in the distance and getting closer, I realised it was
me going back into my body, when I was completely back I had no idea what I was laughing at, my
friends said I was laughing so hard, but my soul wasn’t laughing. From that day on I knew something
was wrong but couldn’t explain it, so I never touched anything again.
I thought I knew everything about psychedelics, which I probably knew a lot, but nothing can
prepare you from what’s on the other side!
From here I started looking into these spirits that the ancients used to contact with and their
message to humanity, our history with psychedelics and how ancient knowledge connected with this
subject. I was very huge on alien and UFO research about this time in my life too, I previously
researched it but not in depth as I was at this point, after my psychedelic experiences it got my
curious why people were having experiences where they would be abducted while under the
influence, and meeting these beings. Around this time I was writing my previous book and made it
into a website for those who might be interested in the truth and my experiences with them, I know
it was around this time because I was incorporating my psychedelic experiences into a chapter, I
would still be adding to this book years later after I finished, slowly updating information I found.
I had been meditating since I started this whole journey and it aided in my OBE’s and I learnt a lot
about the chakras and my spiritual energy pathways, I used these efficiently and used them in my
everyday life. Unfortunately I didn’t know what it was doing to me in the wrong run, which I finally
learned recently (end of summer 2013).
In my OBE’s I was constantly seeing UFO's and talking to alien beings who would give me messages.
These messages would tell me I’m from some other planet incarnated on earth to help humanity in
aiding evolution. That when I went out of body I was going home, and I wasn’t on earth for long, that
I would help spread the message they gave me, they fed me very detailed information about the
occult and gave me visions of my past lives. It wasn’t just visions they gave me, but I literally felt very
deep emotions and felt in my soul it was true. They basically told me what I wanted to hear, and
shown me what I wanted to see. They made me feel very special and that I was a select few who
knew this information. This also had the side effect of depression because I felt alone and I was
alienated from the world and no one understood me, making me feel how I felt in my childhood and
teens. I thought I might be crazy and that it was all in my head, but knowing the people I had met
and the supernatural things that were happening externally in my life reminded me it wasn’t in my
head, but in fact happening in everyday life. One thing that happens when you contact these spirits
is that they create synchronicities in your life; they guide you and show you things that happen in
front of your face you can’t deny. They make supernatural things happen in your life so you feel it’s a
confirmation that it’s real.

I was confused as why I never met any spiritual beings on my psychedelic trips and only did when I
went out of body; shortly after I gave up psychedelics I kept having more dreams about aliens again.
One night I was sleeping, I woke up after a weird dream then nodded off back to sleep. I was still
awake but slipping into that state you start dreaming but still awake, I had this very clear vision of a
UFO above my house with two grey aliens in it, I heard a very clear voice in my head “can we come
in?” I subconsciously said yes, and suddenly my body started vibrating so hard I felt like I was being
electrocuted and tortured. I shouted so loud for it to stop, I was paralysed and kept shouting for it to
stop. Once the vibrations started disappearing I could start moving again and I sat up, I saw this
shadow being in front of me with this cold stare like it had no emotion, it was shaped like a small
grey alien. At this point I was absolutely terrified and didn’t know if it was a positive or negative
experience, I was totally baffled! I wish I could have understood exactly what went on.
I know for some people reading this it may sound really farfetched and I understand, but I have kept
this to myself since 2005 and only revealing it now because I totally understand what had happened
to me and can warn others against it. I was heavily into the new age and its philosophy that we all
lived in an illusion, that we were really all one consciousness and that aliens were making
themselves known to us now to help us evolve into spiritual beings. I thought that I was evolving
into a higher state of being because I was gaining psychic ability and that I had the gift of second
sight, I could predict things that would come true. This second sight gave me the ability to be very
creative with my artwork and music creating. Although I was gaining these cool gifts, they also had
side effects which included extreme migraines, bleeding nose and heart palpitations. I started
becoming very depressed, but used meditation to uplift myself mostly daily. I used to get drained of
energy to the point sometimes I couldn’t even walk or be bothered to get up and do anything. I put
it down to using these gifts that drained me, later I would learn the truth.
At the time the new agers called these “ascension symptoms” and I used to question that if these
gifts were so good why did it take a huge toll on my body? If I was evolving into a spiritual body then
surely I could get fewer symptoms. Funny thing is I never got the cold or flu for years and I took this
as a sign that it was working, but instead I gained extremely painful migraines nearly every day and
heavy nose bleeds, they started happening around the time I started my job in Jewson. I thought
maybe it was the computers or lighting that did this, but now I know better.

I moved from the country to town and suddenly I had huge interest from women, maybe it was
because I had my own place and lived in town now. I dated a few women but never blossomed into
anything, about a year later I met up with my ex girlfriend who I met online.
I had been friends with her since I was 16 and we pretty much talked every day till we met, we had
this really strong connection. First day I met her and I saw her I fell in love instantly, never felt
anything like it in my life. She was also a spiritual person so felt I had a deeper connection, I knew
about her past and her history with her being a Goth and a Satanist in school. Being around the
wrong crowd and having friends who were involved with witch craft. At the time it didn’t bother me
because I thought she left all that behind and was more spiritual now, but if I mentioned God she
would show hatred and blame but then said she didn’t believe in God. I used to ask how she can
believe in spirits and not God? Anyway, because I loved her what she believed didn’t matter, I knew
she suffered with strong depression and had spiritual trouble; I believed I could help her through
what she was going through, because what I had dealt with in my own life. Whilst she was staying at
my house I noticed she brought an evil presence in my house, like the one I had to deal with years
previous. I thought to myself “oh great not this again” this entity purely messed with us both to the
point I felt like giving up, It used to tell her disturbing things and what I witnessed that happened to
her, took me years to get over. I won’t get too much in detail with this because it was pretty
disturbing for me what I witnessed, I remember one night this thing attacked us with full force, my
only option was to pray to God and ask for help, this white light appeared to both of us and washed
away this presence and left us both seeing and feeling this warmth and we both felt clean and
happy. She asked me how did I do that but I didn’t tell her as she wouldn’t believe me.
A year and a half of dealing with this horrible crap and constant battle with these entities I had
enough and had to say goodbye to her, I don’t think I could have hacked it any longer, it shown no
signs of leaving. It was such a shame because my love for her still remained but I knew it was killing
me.