THE IMPACT OF POST-ABORTION DISTRESS ON THE INTERPERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS OF WOMEN: AN INTERPRETATIVE PHENOMENOLOGICAL ANALYSIS by SUNÉ BOTHA Submitted in partial fulfilment of the requirements for the degree of MAGISTER ARTIUM CLINICAL PSYCHOLOGY In the FACULTY OF HUMANITIES at THE UNIVERSITY OF PRETORIA Supervisor: DR L.M. ESKELL-BLOKLAND JANUARY 2011 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa We shall not cease from exploration And the end of all our exploring Will be to arrive where we started And know the place for the first time. T.S. Eliot 2 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I would like to sincerely thank and acknowledge the following people: (cid:1) My husband to be, Anton, you are my inspiration. This project came into being because you believed in me. Words cannot express what your encouragement has meant to me. Thank you for the countless cups of tea, the technological support and for always understanding. (cid:1) My supervisor, Linda Eskell-Blokland, for her guidance and insight that helped shape this project. Thank you for your patience and for allowing me the space to claim my voice. (cid:1) My parents, for all the love and support throughout the years and for providing me with the means and opportunity to become who I was meant to be. I am eternally grateful. (cid:1) My friends and colleagues at Weskoppies Hospital, in particular, Melissa, Rümando and Junaid, your support and wisdom helped me through what felt like never-ending darkness. (cid:1) Finally, I am greatly indebted to the remarkable women who, by sharing their stories with me, enriched my understanding. Thank you for giving so generously of yourselves. 3 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa TABLE OF CONTENTS Abstract.....................................................................................................................................9 Key Terms............................................................................................................................... 9 CHAPTER 1 ............................................................................................................................... Introduction ............................................................................................................................ 10 Overview .............................................................................................................................. 10 Journey to Discovery............................................................................................................ 10 The Research Problem ......................................................................................................... 13 Value of the Study Pertaining to the Field of Psychology ................................................... 15 The Importance of Studying Post-Abortion Phenomena in South Africa ........................... 18 The Concept of Abortion as Defined in this Study .............................................................. 18 The Phenomenon of Post-Abortion Distress ........................................................................ 20 Objectives of the Research ................................................................................................... 20 Research Design ................................................................................................................... 21 Assumptions and Personal Views ........................................................................................ 22 My Position on Abortion and Post-Abortion Distress ........................................................ 23 Limiting Bias ........................................................................................................................ 25 Summary .............................................................................................................................. 26 CHAPTER 2 ............................................................................................................................... Literature Review .................................................................................................................. 28 Introduction .......................................................................................................................... 28 Background .......................................................................................................................... 28 The Role of the Political Debate in Understanding Abortion and Subsequent Mental Health.................................................................................................................................. 29 4 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa Research Findings on Abortion and Subsequent Mental Health......................................... 30 Post-Abortion Outcomes ...................................................................................................... 34 Positive Outcomes Following Abortion ....................................................................... 35 Negative Outcomes Following Abortion ..................................................................... 37 Abortion and anxiety .................................................................................................... 39 Post-abortion syndrome (PAS) .................................................................................... 39 Abortion and Substance Abuse .................................................................................... 42 Depression and Suicide ................................................................................................ 42 Factors Believed to Influence Abortion Outcomes and Ways of Coping ............................ 43 Abortion and Interpersonal Relationships ............................................................................ 47 Partner Relationships ................................................................................................... 50 Parent-Child Relationships .......................................................................................... 52 Existing or Future Children .......................................................................................... 53 Friendships and New Relationships ............................................................................. 53 Personal Reflection .............................................................................................................. 55 Summary .............................................................................................................................. 56 CHAPTER 3 ............................................................................................................................... Research Methodology .......................................................................................................... 57 Introduction .......................................................................................................................... 57 Rationale for a Qualitative Research Design ....................................................................... 57 Qualitative Research ............................................................................................................ 58 Phenomenology: Theory and Method .................................................................................. 61 Being-in-the-world ........................................................................................................ 63 Being-in-the-world-with-others ..................................................................................... 63 Reflective ....................................................................................................................... 64 Co-constitution of meaning ........................................................................................... 64 Perspectivity .................................................................................................................. 64 Unique experiences and essential themes ...................................................................... 65 Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis .......................................................................... 65 Sample ........................................................................................................................... 68 Data Collection.............................................................................................................. 71 5 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa Data Analysis ................................................................................................................ 73 Ethical Considerations ......................................................................................................... 76 Dissemination of Results ..................................................................................................... 77 Ensuring Quality Research ................................................................................................... 77 Summary .............................................................................................................................. 78 CHAPTER 4 ............................................................................................................................... Results ..................................................................................................................................... 80 Introduction .......................................................................................................................... 80 Overview of the Research Process ....................................................................................... 81 Introducing the Participants ................................................................................................. 82 Gayle: lingering sadness ................................................................................................ 83 Hayley: unremitting doubt ............................................................................................. 85 Emily: judgement .......................................................................................................... 88 Mona: deep despair ........................................................................................................ 90 Contemplating the Stories .................................................................................................... 92 Emergent Themes................................................................................................................. 92 Naming of the themes: A personal reflection ................................................................ 94 Stigma, judgement, and disclosure ................................................................................ 96 Participants’ reflections on abortion .............................................................................. 98 The moral dilemma ..................................................................................................... 98 Abortion as a selfish act............................................................................................ 102 The brutality of abortion ........................................................................................... 104 Unspoken distress ........................................................................................................ 105 The awakening ............................................................................................................. 108 The body and post-abortion distress ............................................................................ 110 Meanings attached to bleeding after the abortion ..................................................... 110 The meaning of pain ................................................................................................. 111 Emotional responses after abortion ............................................................................. 113 Loss, sadness, guilt and shame ................................................................................ 114 Triggers ........................................................................................................................ 115 Pregnancy, children and motherhood as triggers of distress .................................... 116 6 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa Specific times, dates or places .................................................................................. 119 Conversations ........................................................................................................... 120 Avoidance Behaviours after Abortion ......................................................................... 121 Isolation and withdrawal as a means of avoidance .................................................. 122 Atonement .................................................................................................................... 123 Finding Healing.......................................................................................................124 Crisis Leads to Evaluation and Growth ....................................................................... 125 Post-Abortion Distress and Interpersonal Relationships.................................................... 126 Significant relationships in the aftermath of abortion .................................................. 127 Post-abortion ties ..................................................................................................... 127 Conflict .................................................................................................................... 128 The impact of post-abortion distress on new relationships .......................................... 129 Altered self-perception and interactional patterns within relationships ........................ 131 Relationship needs after abortion .................................................................................. 133 Communication ............................................................................................................. 134 Distancing and intimacy ................................................................................................ 136 Impact on sexual activity ......................................................................................... 137 Positive impact .............................................................................................................. 138 Summary ............................................................................................................................ 139 CHAPTER 5 ............................................................................................................................... Discussion ............................................................................................................................. 140 Introduction ........................................................................................................................ 140 Critical Appraisal of Themes ............................................................................................. 140 Stigma, judgment and disclosure .................................................................................. 142 Participants’ reflections on abortion ............................................................................. 145 The moral dilemma and abortion as a selfish act ..................................................... 145 The brutality of abortion ........................................................................................... 146 Unspoken distress ......................................................................................................... 148 The body and post-abortion distress ............................................................................. 149 Emotional responses to abortion ................................................................................... 151 Sadness and loss (grief reactions) ................................................................................... 152 7 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa Shame and guilt .............................................................................................................. 153 Triggers ............................................................................................................................ 155 A note on post-traumatic stress following abortion...................................................... 157 Avoidance behaviours after abortion ............................................................................... 157 Atonement ........................................................................................................................ 159 Crisis leads to Evaluation and Growth ............................................................................. 161 The Impact of Post-Abortion Distress on Interpersonal Relationships ............................. 162 Implications for Women’s Psychological Well-being ...................................................... 170 Practical implications for the field of psychology ................................................................ 171 Strengths and Limitations of the Study ............................................................................. 172 Recommendations for Further Research ........................................................................... 174 Final Reflections ............................................................................................................... 175 Summary ........................................................................................................................... 176 REFERENCES ..................................................................................................................... 177 APPENDIX - Informed consent form................................................................................191 List of tables Table 4.1........................................................................................................................ .94 8 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa ABSTRACT Historical and contemporary literature on post-abortion issues draws attention to the complexity of women’s experiences in this regard. The literature observes a vast range of potential effects of abortion on the mental health of women. This study contributes to the current understanding of post-abortion issues, by exploring women’s subjective experiences of post-abortion distress and the impact on interpersonal relationships. The relational impact is further situated in the context of its importance to psychological well-being. Four women, between the ages of 23 and 45, described their lived experiences of post-abortion distress during semi-structured interviews. Each participant gave detailed accounts of the abortion event, the difficulties experienced afterwards and the perceived impact that this kind of distress had on their lives and specifically, their relationships with others. The data was subsequently analysed using interpretative phenomenological analysis (IPA). Twelve main themes emerged from the transcripts, each of which is discussed separately as well as in relation to other pertinent literature. The critical examination of the findings presented in this study revealed divergent aspects to those found in some of the existing literature, as well as understandings comparable with previous research. The meanings that emerged from these women’s stories revealed intense cognitive, emotional and behavioural dilemmas, all of which highlight the subjective experience of post-abortion distress as a complicated and deeply personal issue, with profound effects on their relational worlds. Key terms Abortion; post-abortion distress; women; interpersonal relationships; psychological well- being; South Africa, phenomenology; interpretative phenomenological analysis; reflexivity; qualitative research; subjective meaning. 9 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa CHAPTER 1 INTRODUCTION Overview This study explored the phenomenon of post-abortion distress and its impact on interpersonal relationships as described by women who are living with the hardship of their own abortion experiences. Through in-depth interviews, they described the abortion event, the difficulties they experienced afterwards, and the impact that this kind of distress had on their lives and, specifically, their relationships with others. In this chapter, I introduce myself as the researcher by guiding the reader through my own process of becoming aware of the existence of the incidence of post-abortion distress and the need for research into this phenomenon. In addition, I endeavour to describe the research problem, in its complexity and to elucidate the context of the study, by highlighting the significance of the research within the South African context and within the field of psychology. Thereafter the objectives of the investigation are sketched, followed by a brief overview of the research design as it relates to the research question. In conclusion, my personal assumptions and worldview are illuminated and their influence on the conduct and writing of this research study reflected on. Journey to Discovery My interest in this research topic developed largely through my own interactions, both personally and professionally, with women who had terminated their pregnancies. Through these exchanges, I became increasingly aware that the occurrence of an abortion remains in the thoughts and hearts of women long after the procedure is over, and that it appears to colour their perceptions and their experience of being in the world. 10 ©© UUnniivveerrssiittyy ooff PPrreettoorriiaa
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