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ANDREI NAVROZOY TFIE, GINGERBRE,AD RACE A LIFE IN THE CLOSING WORLD ONCE CALLED FREE PICADOR ORIGINAL A Picador original First published 1993 by Pan Books Limited a division of Pan Macmillan Publishcrs Limited Cavaye Place hndon SWIO 9PG and Basingstoke Associated companies throughout the world ISBN 0 330 376368 Cnpyright @ Andrei Nawozov 1993 Thc right of Andrei Nalrozov to be identifed as the author of this work has been asscrtcd by him in accordance with the C-opy.tght, Designs and Patents Acr 1988. AII righa reserved. No reproducrion, copy or transmission of this publication may bc made without writtcn pcrmission. No pragraph of this publicadon may be reproduced, copied or nansmined save wirh wrinen permission or in accordancc with the provisions of the C,opltight Act 1956 (as amendcd). Any pcrson who does any unauthorized act in relation to this publication may be liablc to criminal prosccution and civil daims for damagcs. L35798642 A CIP catdogue record for this book is available from the British Library Desigred by Hayley Cove Typeset by Cambridgc Composing (UK) Limitcd, Cambridge Printed by Mackays of Chatham plc, Kent I do not say to people yw an to be forgioen or confumncd, I say to themyu,t are dying. - Arthur de Gobineau to Alexis de Tocqueville, 1856. PART ONE OUT OF PARADISE t The sun sets and lengthens the shadow on the dial. I understand what this means because time is so easily read. It is a culture. In the language to which I was born, it is the Sanskrit word for the track of the wheel, left in the dust of the ritual chariot races, aartanna, a millennium before the birth of Plato. The atavistic spokes on the face of a clock are remnants of its revolutionary past. It passes, and an artist composes a still life of ripe fruit on the wooden planks of a rustic table. Now it is early morning. As he begins painting, his light changes and declines. His hand, even if it is a hand of genius, is no match for his honesty. Hence his yearning for the ideal, which alone captures time, for in order to depict subjects in their true light he must know their ultimate destiny. Let us rejoice. This yearning runs from our purest Indo-European wellsprings, and it alone makes the present worth living. But now the chariot wheel is in its last revolution. Then let us mourn, because the aartanna of Western civilization is not eternal. Another culture is on the move, and with our own dying eyes we may yet see what sort of imprint it leaves on the asphalt. From where I write, it looks like the caterpillar track of an armoured personnel carrier. The artist may protest, as the still life before me could not have seemed more picturesque. Yet I now commend it into his hands, for he alone exhibits a vital interest in the ultimate destiny of such subjects as ripe fruit, Iiarthingales and individual liberty. 2 If power is a culture, then Vnukovo was the Pieria of its muses. But this hardly captures the glamour. [f Moscow is the Hollywood of power, Vnukovo was Beverly Hills. But this empties it of the mystery. IHE GTNGERBREAD RACE Moscow was Versailles and Vnukovo was one of its finest grottoes, though the whereabouts of several other retreats that fitted this description was better known to the general public. Peredelkino, just two bucolic whistlestops away on our railway line, had recently buried Boris Pasternak. We still used his septic tank man. He arrived every spring to pump our sewage into his cistern, his literary loyalties evenly divided among his customers. He admired our late neighbour, the poet with the pen name meaning Crimson who once wrote a song called 'Broad is My Native Land'. It was the logical equivalent of 'America the Beautiful', but much more famous: Broad is my native land, With forests, rivcrs, fields aplcnry. Crimson himself was roughly as famous as Walt Disney, and the architectural follies of his house, whose peaked orange roof would be visible from our terrace after the leaves fell in autumn, reflected something of his analogue's distant world. Each house stood on its own land, usually ten or fifteen acres, surrounded by a picket fence that was painted green if the original owner was still alive, or weather- beaten and with long splinters if he was dead. Crimson's, where it connected with ours forming a kind of narrow wedge, had crumbled out altogether, and there you could crawl through to his thicket of raspberry bushes, peacefully going wild in the totalitarian gloom. To get to the opening you passed under the apple trees of our orchard, sixty-five in all. We also had three pear trees, and a thicket of gooseberries and currants to rival his raspberries. But it was what lay to the side that made our house the grandest in Vnukovo. To the side lay a birch grove, vestals in white improbably edged in black Catalan lace, running away from the eye every time it blinked to stop them. At the end of the grove was another fence and another dead owner, a novelist by the name of Cymbal. That is what the name meant, anyway. Cymbal's famous novel was called The White Birch, and sharp tongues would recite a limerick whose hero progressed from the white birch of Vnukovo to the white silverfoil top of the vodka bottle to the white heat of delirium tremens and finally to White Posts, a mental hospital of distinction not far from Moscow. Be that as it may, Cymbal's neglected property had nothing to olfer. The birch grove receded just before it reached his fence, and even the mushrooms seemed to disappear as you approached the fence from our side. The best places to find them in the grove were along the fence which OUT OF PARADISE separated us from the composer who bore the name of the River Danube, or else near the front fence, beyond which ran the road called Mayakovsky Street. Ours was No. 4, Cymbal's was No. 6. Across the road, at No. 3, was the house of another writer, also very famous, although nobody remembered why. No. 5, down the street, was owned by a poet whose name would be Marmot in English translation- His wartime lyric, about fire beating in the stove, was not quite as famous as 'Broad is My Native Land', but songs, after all, are supposed to be more popular than poems: Fire beats in the narrow stove, And the resin is likc a tcar. Perhaps I simplify. Still, Marmot's poems were not meant to be di{Ecult. Further down at No. 7, on the assumption of relative equality among the muses, lived the founder of the puppet theatre, a Diaghilev of the inanimate. It was said that he kept pet alligators, but to what extent this was true is now hard to say since we never visited our neighbours. Except our immediate neighbours, both women. One lived at No. 2 with her husband, a film director. She was Vnukovo's movie star, and as the country's film industry was never very prolific even in the good old days, it followed that she had to combine the beauty of Marilyn Monroe and the intellect of Katharine Hepburn with all the permutations of charm and sophistication imaginable in between. Her Christian name was Love, of course, and the surname can be rendered as Eagle. Together with Danube, Crimson and the original owner of our own No. 4, a Frank Sinatra figure who may be recalled as Cliff, Miss Eagle and her husband had made the film industry what it was. Their happiest collaboration, indeed a master- piece of optimism, was called Joll2 Fcllows. It accounted for roughly one-third of all famous comedies ever produced, the other two also starring Miss Eagle and directed by her husband, who started his career with Eisenstein on the Battlcship Potemkin and was later entrusted with such sensitive subjects as Encountcr on tlu Elbc. The other woman we visited lived at No. l. She was a distant relation of the original owner, a scientist who discovered the secret of immortal- ity. This secret was of great interest to the ruler of a vast and powerful country like ours, and he showered her with honours until his death from cerebral haemorrhage. Sharp tongues later explained that, simply put, the scientist's secret was a highly diluted solution of caustic soda in which you bathed regularly. But as she too had now THE GINGERBREAD RACE died, of old age or a broken heart or some other cause embarrassingly unbecoming a person of such uncompromisingly scientific outlook, only the rumours of people with severe burns caused by their pursuit of immortality still circulated, while the older rumours, the glorious old rumours of her incontrovertible successes, had apparently died with her. Zina, who inherited the villa that was once a personal gift from the ruler, must have thought the whole thing terribly unfair because she was kind and kind people think most things terribly unfair. In a way it was, but we never discussed the matter. Zina had sixteen cats and, bless her kind heart, looked like one, although it was difficult to decide which one. It varied from day to day. The animals, as she called them, were all deformed and quiet, and since I already knew Dostoevsky's novel it was impossible not to think of them as the insulted and injured of the title. Zina was the only truly obscure inhabitant of Vnukovo, and the only one who was poor. For the animals she cooked a kind of nightmare stew, although at times it resembled plain gruel, perhaps simply oatmeal porridge with lots of innocent water, which was sticky and therefore frightening to a child who had never been exposed to life in the raw. She served the gruel at dusk, on the front porch of the crumbling house , with a heart-rending cry of 'Animals!' And, from the four corners of the garden, the animals would leap, hobble, or crawl, depending on the nature and extent of the injuries they had sustained in their formative years, meekly and noiselessly. In the evenings she watched television with her husband, a tired older man who, like her, never did or said a cruel thing in his life. What bile Kolya had in him he reserved for the television. If a singer sang, he would laugh demonically and exclaim: 'Is this singing?' If the news came on, he would snort: 'Is this news?' The only exception was what he called modern art, which he loathed despite the fact that it never appeared on the screen. To compensate, he had a reproduction of the Picasso etching of Don Quixote tacked, upside- down, to the wall above the television set, presumably in order to say 'Is this art?', or even 'Is this Don Quixote?', and to enjoy its humiliation when nothing on the screen diverted his selectively jaundiced eye. Their garden had very late apples, which lasted even longer into the winter than our own Antonov variety, and as we munched them Kolya would occasionally hurl a core at the etching, making even more of a mess of Don Quixote, he explained, than the artist had. From their gate to ours was a few hundred yards, but at midnight in winter it seemed much farther. During the day, in

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