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SiIM&.gEE =i_:J:= NO. 16 g-3t= E=FEH SHE-*=H F*==E=CL eERFoRMTNG ARTS 2, Two, Too, To cET R D oF Tr--t E orD wHEN you HAVE Nrw The discomfort, or even pain, expenenced during normai behavior after a arge number of success ve movements in one parlcu ar position s inreresr ng. \r,/e are unab e to use our bodies rn any but accustomed patterns oi muscu ar action When extensive change is inrroduced to mosr oi the muscies, or at least to those essentia io the movement car- ried our as l"-ith iwenry-f ve repertions of a movement-we nev- errhe ess instruct our muscles to iall into the r usual patrern. On y the experience of change and close attention wi lcon- ,.,ince us ro think and direct ourselves differenrLy. on y when i,r s erperience of change causes us to discredir and tnhibrr rhe ,li : accL-s:omed pattern, which now appears nval d to us, wrl we be a! e to accept ihe new pattern as habit second narure. Theoretical y, a :ia: is needed isan effortof thernind, but in pracricerhis is nsuf- fcerr Our nervous system is so constructed that habits are pre- served and seek to perpetuate themselves. ir is easier ro srop a -a:: br'neans of a sudden traumatic shoc< rhan ro change ttgrad- -.r . - : s a iunct ona d fficu ry, and rhat ls why ir rs rmporranr ro la. : l:. a:renr on ro every improvement and to assimilate it after :.:-. i:. es oi movemenrs. We thus ger a double effect on our ::-: '-: ra:aci:;r: the inhibition of the previous, auromalc parrern :'-- r.:.-a.a, r,irh ch norr,, feels wrong, heavy and ess comfortable, j.-: the encouragement of the new parrern, which will appear -i-: :cceptab e, n'rore f or,ving and more sarsfactory. The insighr ,-,i cL-.:a reC is nor an nre ectua one-proven, undersrood and ...'. r. .g brLr a matter of deeper sensing, rhe fruir of ndividuai :.\ri- ence. : is mporrant to know and understanci the connec- t on between change and its causes in order to encoura,ge one to 'e pea: :l'e exper ence rv th suffic enr accuracy under stmllar cond - : or-rs :o "e niorce irs ellecr and mpress rhe movemenr deeply on senses. ti 7'h e Feld en kra is Jo un m I is publishecl annually by Th e I n r-o r n xna I s (; u I LD @ of North Arnerica lor-its members. Inquiries r-egalding this publication should be directed to: The Ftlorxrnlrs Gurro,36rl SWHood Avenue, Suite roo, Portland, OR gzzgg. lf \rou have an article, poem, dlau,ing, or letter to the editol to subrnit to the Jotrrna.l, please send them directlv to the cditor. Send one copY to Elizabeth Belinger, Editor', Feldenkrais Iournal, B3o Bancroft Arrenue, Berkele\', (1,'\ g+zro, and a second cop-v to Elaine\bder, att. Jounral, +zz Clition St., Oakland CA g+618. Ti-re editorial committee is happY to conln)ent ot.i first dlafts or rvorks in progress. Tl-re next /otlrnal theme r,r,'ill be Palenting. The deadline for submission is Ntlay 15, 2oo4. For more information about format, length, computer compatillilit-v, etc., please contact Elaine Yoder at elainevoclcr@earthlink. net. Additiorral copies of the Journalare available through the Guild ollice for' s6 to Guild members and sro to non-ntembers (includes postage and han- c1ling). tlulk rate t'ccs are available on request. Subscriptions to 7'1rc lteltienkrais Journal are norv available. I'hese are desiglred for people r,rho are not cun ently lece iving the Jotuttal through thcir Gui1d. A three-issue subscription is sz5 for North Amer ican residents and $35 for overseas subscribers. A five-issue subscription is $,+o and $5o, respecti-,'eh'. Please senrl your paylnent in IJ.S. dollars clili:ctly to the Gr"rild o{tce' -l'he fbllorving marks aLe associated r'r,ith the FErolrxn.trs NIEIHoo of somatic education: FELDE\t.RAIsG , FELD-ENT(R1ls N1ITHoD(lr, FUNCTIotT-r\L TNTEGR,\TIoN@ ancl llr,,lnnNlss rHRollcH NlovENlrNT@ are registered service- rlarks; cuno cEIITIFIED FELDENKRAIs PRACTToNER"^' is a certification mark; and rttorur<nArs''' and THE FELDENKR,q.Is JounNat"' are tradenlarks of the Flronxr.ners Gurloio of North Amelica. OCopyrig[1 2oo3 the Frt.orxrR,A.rs Gutro or North America. All rights revert to the authors and artists upor-r publication. A DrrscRIPTlvE NorE: In issue number 15, page 38, the sketch "N{osire and Skeleton" r'r,as done during mv Anrherst trair-ring. N'loshe sarv me dralr'ittg, and held it up to the group, sa-ving it -"vas a pictule of hor,r'he looked nor'r,i ancl horv l.re lr.ould look laterl Copvright: N'Iarghe N4ills-Th-vscnOlg8o & 20tl3; all rights reserr,ed. .q, .-;' The text face lor The Feklenkrais JounrcLlis Utopia, an Aclobe Original type fiimil1, designed b-v Robelt Slimbach. It rva-q formatted in Qr'rark Express on a Nlacintosh. The final film a the printirlg r,r'ere (as alu'avs) r'vell done bv Bacchlrs Press in Emcryville, Califomia. The Feldenkrais Iournal number 16 Tf,ble of Contents 2 Letter from the Editor 3 ADancer'sNewlightness:AFeldenkraisCaseStudy AngelicaAnkeFeldmann 10 Crowned Heads of State Anita Schnee l1 WakingUp in Space: Awareness Through Movement A Roundtrip Excursion Nancy Galeota-Wozny 20 Penelope's Trunk Gwendollm Schwinke 2t A Light at the End of the Tunnel: A NewApproach for Criminal Iustice Linda Flanders 32 Articles & nouns for all sentient beings Diana Nieves Mantra with staff for all sentient beings 33 Working with Actors Mara Della Pergola 43 Ioan: Vocal Fold Injury Following a FreakAccident Marina Gilman 4B Contributors I'HE FI,LDENKRAIS IOI]RNAL NO. 16 SUMMER 2OO3 Letter from the Editor Dear Colleagues, In this issue we continue the Performing Arts theme from last year's Jottrnal. We chose to overflo,,v the Performing Arts articles into another issue due to both the number of submissions and the overall enthusiasm rvith rvhich this subject was greeted. It is probably the strongest response to a Journaltheme that we've had since the /ournal'sinceptionl Too often the Method is pulled into a medical context. These two issues setwe as a welcome antidote to this trend. We already have submissions within the Performing Arts theme for the upcoming issue and lt e hope that this trend continues into the future. Performing Arts is a broad subject and although this is not a large issue, that breadth can still be glimpsed here as the characters include actors, dancers, and singers. In addition there is an extraordinary article b-v Linda Flanders who rvrites about using an expanded and very creative version of the Feldenkrais Method to r,r,ork with a troubied teenager. Recently lve've had a number of interesting articies submitted that deal with the first-person experience of practitioners and the impact the Method has had on particular issues in their lives. I think this is an inter- esting trend and r,r,e rt ould like to encourage it. We cannot reallY r,r,rite about our clients' experiences; rve have to be satisfied lr,ith the glimpses they gir,.e us verbali_v and the shifts we experience rtith them kinesthetically. N{anv practitioners came to their trainings after porverful personal experi- ences u,ith the Method, which often continued in the training. It is impor- tant to put these experiences in writing as they bulk up the bodv of uriting that ure have about the work. I am particulariy interested in rrriting that expresses the flrst-person experience of doing arnr, of rvhich u'e haYe alnrosr nothing in writing. The editorial staffworked overtime to put out two Journals in the last tr,velve months. Many thanks for their efforts. Elaine Yoder is taking on more and more responsibility for the management of the /ottrilal process, r,l,hich makes it possible for me to function as editor. I'nl r,en'grateful. Thanks also to ail the artists, both in this and recent issues for their support. The next /ou rnal'stheme wili be Parenting. Anv article on this theme is welcome including articles on how the Method has influenced your parent- ing, stories about parents and children r,r,ith r,t'hom You've r,vorked, or mus- ings on development and childrearing. As usual articles on any theme are welcome for all issues. Sincerely, /- /'-/ // Elizabeth Beringer Editor , suMyER 2OO3 THE FELDENKRAIS ]OTIRNAL No, 1ti AngelicaAnke Feldmann A D"..*/,s Norn, I-i3ht,-r.ss: ./\ F.lJ.,.'krais ease Str-rJy afael first came to my private practice about one year ago. A friend had suggested that he workwith me, and get to know the Feldenkrais Method of Somatic Education. Rafael (34) r,r,as a higirlv skilied and graceful dancer, trained in ballet and contemporary technique. He had been a member of dance companies performing all over the u,orld, and was going to spend a fer,r, months lir.ing in Basel and working with the Basel Dance Theatre. He was raised in South America and had lived in many places, spoke several languages fluentlv, and lor,,ed to be "on the move." \trhen r,ve first talked on the phone, I could sense that he rvas an outgoing and bright person. The flrst time he came to me, however, he seemed tired; after initially holding himself upright nhile sitting, he slumped into a more comfortable position, and told me that for the past fer,v months he had been experiencing recurring attacks of back pain, u,hich troubled him so much that he was fearful of not being able to continue u,ith his life as he had in the past. For the first time in his life, he said, he felt the rvish to take some time offrather than r,vorking and moving as much as he had been, and he n as concerned about getting older and losing his habitual r,.italitr,. His explessir.e face mirrored his thoughts and I could sense some sadness and apprehension. To mv compassionate question nhether he could, in fact, take more time off and a11orv l-rimself a longer break he replied, "That's when the trouble reaily starts." He explained that as long as he staved r,vithin a daily training routine and contin- ued to perform, l-ris back rvould be more or less fine, but the very moment that he 3 I |- SUMMER 2OO3 1HE FELDENKRAIS IOURNAL NO. 16 would stop, he would often start to feel the pain' As a consequence he found himself in an impasse of being fatigued, yet unable to cease working' Since his childhood he has dealt with scoliosis, and a lot of his life has centered on this issue. He tried physiotherapy as a teenager and had worked hard and tenaciously at becoming a dancer. In a very remarkable way, he had dealt with what he considered his "handicap" by alnrays work- ing to overcome it. \\4rile touching his back, I noticed that his spine seemed relatively well organized and balanced. Rafael was convinced that his scol- iosis was the reason for all his troubles and he had come to me because he had heard that the Feldenkrais Method "has some great tricks of how to deal with scoliosis." In the beginning of the f rst lesson I asked him to do a number of move- ments while I observed. \.Vhat came to my attention spontaneouslywas not so much the tlvist in his spine but the level of control and the extent of his muscular self-image, even while performing simple movements. There rt'as obvious evidence of years of intense training, over-exertion, and, likely, uneconomical use of self. In moving as a dancer it is crucial to flnd relation- ships from the periphery to the center of the body, and to spread movement evenly across the whole organism. The aesthetic demand of a dance tech- nique can ask, for example, for a strong muscular support and counterbal- ance of one limb. Often that is taught and performed with the idea of flxing the center of gravitv and isolating the movement of the limb. This reduces the dancer's abiliw to move r,l ith the sensation of liveliness and integration. For Rafael this also resulted in too much tension in his torso, and in his muscular system making up for the lack of support through his skeleton' His middle appeared to be tightened and pulled up almost as if he were lift- ing himself arva\, from the ground; his center of gravity was raised ahove his pelvis, and because he habituallv contracted his abdomen, his diaphragm would not move dou'nrt'ard efficientlywhile breathing in' He seemed to position his bodv in space rvith a limiting and rigid view of himself. I shared mv observations rvith Rafael and we got into a discussion about the training of dance techniques. From my own background in dance edu- cation I am familiar u.ith the ideas of "pulling up through the middle" and "flattening out the cun'es of the spine, " which often are visuaily enforced and controlled u,ith a mirror r,r'hile the dancer experiences kinesthetic confusion about horv to achieve the desired results. This wav of learning is based on the traditional, frontal teaching approach (r,r'atch and imitate), with the teacher dispensing continuous criticism while the view of the dancer is trained to the mirror. Even improvisation is often simply a repe- tition of routine and preset, or stereot),ped, movement sequences' More importance is placed on form than on rhlthm, on outrvard gestures rather than inner space, on formalistic criteria rather than authenticity. Along with this comes the development of parasitic efforts and contradictory actions, and a hyper-state of compulsive action which causes a loss of "being present" and being in touch with one's own spontaneity. Since Rafael had r,vorked so hard to accomplish these tasks, he seemed to have forgotten how to move in other ways-the traces of his identity as a dancer were obvious in all his movement' He had no conscious differen- tiation between dance as a highly sophisticated and refined art form, and movement as a basic function of life and well-being. He seemed to be stuck in a ruell-trained virtuosity, uncomfortable and unsatisfled with himself. In consideration of Rafael's request to "ltrork with his scoiiosis" and his wish to practice movements by himself, I decided to offer a basic "crawling on the belly" lesson. Supporting the pattern of his spine, I turned his head 4 SUMMER 20O3 THE FELDENKRATS J0URNAL No. r6 while drar,ving up one leg and changing over his arms. He easily understood the idea of t-,r,ists and counter twists and enjoyed noticing the sensations throughout his spine. Staying with the dynamic idea of the lesson I asked him to do parts of the lesson himself (like anAwareness Through Move- ment lar-r.rl iesson) while directing his attention to the sensations of effort- lessness, breathing, and skeletal awareness. In the back of mv mind, I had the intention to allow movement in his abdomen to be integrated with his breathing, to sense support through his organs and his inner volume, and to establish a vital connection from head to tail. Rafael was no\,v better at staying in a vertical axis while turning in a sitting or standing position, and a balance was easier to achieve. I invited him to join my erlur class so that he could deepen his experience and get the most out of the two months that we could work together. In rhe second lessonl raised the subject of how he employed the trans- mission of ground forces through his legs to his spine, and the correspond- ing role of the pelvis. The entire lesson was based around "Getting to know the hip joints" (Solor,vay, E., ed. Autareness Through Mouement Lessons from Alexander Yonai, Vol. 5, Part B, # z4t, p. 166r). This included tilting his pelvis for-rt ard rvhile mapping his abdominal region, sensing when and how he contracted his abdomen, discovering his hip joints and the function of his psoas rvithout triggering his ingrained habit of contracting his belly and diaphragm. He had done this errur during myArM class the previous week and r,r,,as intrigued about the effect of feeling taller and more erect. Yet it seemed l,ery difficult for him to bend his leg toward his chest while bringing his pelvis for",,r,ard, and letting his belly be full and expand. Lying on his back, I put a small stl,rofoam ro11er belorv his pelvis and asked him to move his pe1r,,is backnrard lvhile distinguishing between his abdominal muscles and his Iegs, and fonr.,ald while letting his belly go, and sensing the motion in his hip joints. Follor,r{ng this, mor..ing his pelr,is both ways r,vhile bringing his leg to\\,ard his chest (adding an out\vard rotation of his thigh) helped to uncover a clearer image about the intelaction between his legs and his pelvis. Sitting, he nolr, felt more stable and grounded on his sitz bones, with his spine more naturally mounting upr,r,ards, and r,r,ith a new and unfamiliar feeling of having a pelr.ic r,oiume. His process of creating a positive self- image was disturbed by " having a belly, " vet he agreed that breathing was much easier. I shared mv observation that he had been trained to pull in his belly and to actuallv lift his center of gravity to meet the aesthetic require- ments of desired shapes and conflgurations. Hor,t ever, in his everyday life he might be able to experience a better sense of groundedness and ease of breathing if he lvouid allor,v his belly to be soft. There are good reasons for strong and trained bellv muscles, but Rafael would also need to know how to 1et them go. The habit of constant contraction restricts the resilience of the diaplrragm and the pelvic floor, and inhibits the vitaliry of the inner organs. Ovenvorked muscies become tired, they lose their elasticity and strength; a lr,ell-distributed tonus allolvs a better postural support and d_vnamic balance. Besides, I told him with a smile, "Having a soft bellv also permits more contact r,r,ith a full feeling for the juice of life." We ended the lesson standing facing a wall, and I asked him to roll a hard roller ',r,ith one foot, exploring various w-ays of coordinating his pelvis and spine. Before he left I gave him Moshe's book, Awareness Through Moue- mertt, and recommended that he do "Lesson 6: Differentiation of Pelvic \{ovements by Means of an Imaginarv Clock," to deepen his exploration and erperience (Feldenkrais, rggo, p. 115). 5 SUMMER 2OO3 THE FELDENKRAIS JOURNAL NO. 16 The third lessonwas based around the "artificial floor," as I wanted to stay with the theme of the previous lesson, and continue with developing a more skeletal self-image, and give him the opportunity to experience hor'r' small, fundamental movements provide good conditions for the nen'ous system to learn. In standing and walking after the lesson he had a better sense of pres- ence in his feet and enjoved a more colorful dialogue n'ith the ground. "Lets experiment," I proposed. "Stand and think of pushing and sliding an'ay the ground, gently but flrmly. Listen to r,vhat happens within your self. Keep your Iower belly full, and if You flnd vourself contracting -vour abdomen and pulling it in to iift vourself up, Iet it go again, until vou are able to sense if you are increasing or decreasing the pushing rvith -vour feet, and differen- tiate betr,veen doing this or rvhether.vou are contracting your middle to erect yourself. " Initiall]r Rafael found this confusing, but after some tirne of playing with it he could clearly sense a difference. He started to enjo-v tire experience of reducing power to increase his sensitivity and to focus on process- oriented exploration. I asked him to experiment, balancing on one foot, and turning his feet outward in first and second ballet position, lvhile maintaining this speciflc focus of presence. The effect of actively relating to the ground r,r,ith the core support of his pelvis, dynamicall-v expanding himself into space, released a more port'erful connection into his spine and lightness in his upper 1imbs. He lr'as abie to erect and stabilize him- self r,r.ithout the essential por,ver to do so being generated through a co- contraction in his middie. "I guess I've got a nerv dance partner," Rafael smiled r,r,hile rvalking out the door. In the beginning of ourp ttrth lesson, Rafael was very tired, his back ached, and he r,t as in a bad mood. The enthusiasm for his new discoveries had r,vaned and he r,vas back to focusing on his problem, complaining about his scoliosis and the need to "rvork on it." Taking his tiredness and mood into consideration i asked him to lie on his longer side, r,vell supported by blankets, and told him I would work directl-v on his spine and diaphragm. . He sighed relief and seemed more at ease again. I started lvorking u,ith the idea of releasing the muscies in his belly and iort er back, taking over the r,vork of the muscles in the vallev next to the spine, bringing pelvis and ribs closer together on his upper side, creating a sense of breathing and innervolume. I supported the lifting of his dia- phragmatic arch and explored all around the attachments of the diaphragm while following the directions of his breathing. Finally his breath started to expand into his lower back and abdorninal cavity, his diaphragm now enabled to move dolt'n r'r'hiie inhaling. "At the same time that the surface of the diaphragm is lor'vered by the contracting of its crura, the ribs and sternum are lifted and the thoracic spine lengthened by the action of the intercostal and spinal muscles." (Todd, 1959, P. z3z. The action of the diaphragm-a brilliant description about the d-vnamics of breathing.) As I sensed the lengthening in his tiroracic spine he told rne about an intense feeling of relief throughout his entire back. I continued the lesson nith him iying on his back, staving rvith this sr'rbject n'hile paying more detailed attention to the relationship betr,veen his breathing patterns and the movements of his spine and ribs. My hypothesis was that the release in the action of the diaphragm r,vould offer a ngur pot€ntial of move- ment in the muscularl,-v inhibited parts of his spine. At the end of this lesson, Rafael said that he experienced a completelv new sense of inner volume, and he sat on the table Iooking Younger, softer, 6 SUMMER 2OO3 THE FELT]ENKRAIS ]OURNAI, NO. 16 and more r,ulnerable. I encouraged him to simply sit there, and be ar,vare of himself without speaking or changing anything. He closed his eyes and seerled to go on a journev of his inner rvorld. Even though as an artist he r'vas used to being in touch with his emotional life, now his emphasis had shifted radicall-v from the outside to the inside. After some time I asked him to slo,"r,lrr open his eyes r,vhile staying in contact with his inner sensations, to be in both places simultaneously, with fluid transitions. He transferred this fluiditr.ol attention and presence into standing, walking, pushing against rnv hands, and into projecting his sight and voice out into space. !\4ren he left l-re said he felt refreshed, like after a long nap, and his backache r,vas gone. ln tbe Jifth lessorz, I u,as encouraged by the explorations of the previous lessons and proposed to proceed and r,r,ork in a seated position with his arms and head resting on a high table in front of him. Rafael r,r,as back to his usr.ral r,itaiit], (in lact, alter the last lesson he did not have back trouble r,r,hile dancing or resting), and immediatel-v agreed to explore this further. Sitting bel-rir-rd him I inr,ited his breathing volume to expand by taking o\rer the n ork of the major frontal muscles (in particular the transverse 7 SUMMER 2OO3 THE FELDENKRAIS JOURNAL NO. 16 muscle) and gently lifting and compressing his ribs from different places, synchronous with the shapes of his breathing' \\4rile touching and support- ing the three-dimensionality of his inner volumes I gently suggested subtie turns and twists, staying u,'ith the image of his spine as the axis of rotation, and acknowledging the unique conditions of his spine. It felt like a multi- dimensional duet of breathing and molding' To enhance the challenge of trtisting and bring in a more distal aspect I initiated the turns also from his arms and integrated the rnovement of his head. At the end of the lesson I asked Rafael to sit without leaning his arms and head and turn around rBo", pivoting on his pelvis r,vhile keeping his breath- ing volume unimpeded from the muscular action. He did this beautifully, while moving slowly and Iistening to himself. I had the impression of a new quality of movement unfolding-a sense of length and expansion arising from the undisturbed flow of his breath, the acknou'ledgement of his skele- tal structure interacting with his environment. Rafael clearly lvas on his way to discovering spirals and chain connections as an important part of economical movement. "It feeis so simple, so effortless," he said, "and I feel whoie and much more like mvself"' I was touched b-v his expression and his r,r,ords as I felt he had discovered more of his individual resources, which may aiso prorride a source lor his creativit-v. "Each of us is an indi- vidual person . . . but it is important. . . . that an older, large and voluminous bod-v is just as refined in his sensitivit), as a voung, siim bodv. '.r'vith reflned I mean that the actor ldancer] is in connection r'r'ith his entire bodv at all times and if he proceeds with a movement he is a1u'avs ar'r'are of all ele- ments of his body" (Brook, i998, p. 33). The slrrlz lesson sart'Rafael becoming more comfortable in his dailv life and starting to recognize the sensory cues rvhen he u'as leaving his comfort zone and orrenvorking himself. The qualiry of his resting time had improved; the spurts of back pain had subsided. He was planning to travel to the States to participate in a performance project'"t'ith a composer and a director r'r'ho r,vere both friends of his; he said he rvanted to do sometiring "more fun'" I r,r,as happv to hear that he was setting out for ner'r'ground; not onlv the -,"n a), he limited himsell phvsicallv had changed. With Rafael Iying on his back, I started bv exploring the movements of his foot as related to his hip and spine, using compression in different planes of movement, bringing one leg orrer his chest to highlight what happens in his chest and sternum, and ietting the ribs be at rest. This reconnected us rvith the previous sessions. Compression frotn his seventh neck vertebra shaped a pathrvay dor,vn into his hips and guided us into a diagonal exploration' Rafael's ribcage had become a Iot more pliable and his spine allorved more movement, both in the transverse and sagittai plane' We kept exploring compression, passing through upward and downward, finding the thrust through the bones and a sense of inner space. Lifting his head and follon'ing the subtle patterns of his spine created a more distinct a.nvareness of his spinal structure, and a lengthening throughout his entire spine, freeing up the articulation of his hip joints. I concluded the lesson by asking Rafael to push r,vith his feet while I pushed back from head and neck, paying close attention to the various pos- sibilities, the role of his pelvis and the maintenance of internai pressure. Guiding Rafael from sitting to standing rvhile holding his head and sensing his spine and his feet felt like doing contact improvisation. In fact, it was not I who'"vas guiding him, but us, creating a common experience about rising and falting in a vertical relationship to gravity. Rafael's halance in standing and rvalking was effortless and he rvas readl' to move in any B

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