The Confession of The Fallen Angel

178 Pages·2011·1.14 MB·English

by  PentaGram

T H E Y A N N
P E N T A G R A M

THE
CONFESSION

FALOF TLHE EN

A N G E L

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Copyright © by Theyann PentaGram.

This book can be freely distributed.
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INTRODUCTION

»There is but little enmity against Satan and his works, because
there is so great ignorance concerning his power and malice, and
the vast extent of his warfare against Christ and His Church.
Multitudes are deluded here. They do not know that their enemy is
a mighty general, who controls the minds of evil Angels, and that
with well-matured plans and skillfull movements, he is warring
against Christ to prevent the salvation of souls. Among professed
Christians, and even among ministers of the gospel, there is heard
scarcely a reference to Satan, except perhaps an incidental mention
in the pulpit. They overlook the evidences of his continual activity
and success, they neglect the many warnings of his subtlety, they
seem to ignore his very existence.«

Ye s, many people do not know this... And they do not know it because
I did not want them to know. Up until now, my work has been done
in complete secrecy. I work best when people are not aware of my
existence, my intentions and my actions. I have decided to change that. From
now on, you will know about me.
Do you think that everything you have done and what you do now is a
direct result of your thoughts and intentions? No, it is not. I manipulate with
you. I misled you in almost every aspect of your life. You are filled with
prejudices, and your priorities are twisted. I have imposed false life attitudes
and beliefs on you. You are in complete darkness. I led you in disastrous
pleasures and put distracting goals before you. My victory is even greater
knowing that I have managed to do it all, leaving you in the belief that you
are smart and wise, that you are free to do whatever you want, that you have
the opportunity to enjoy life and that everything you have accomplished by
now is the result of your creativity.
I am no longer interested in keeping you in darkness. I realized that I
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have humiliated mankind so much that even when you find out almost
everything about me – that everything you do is, actually, a result of what I
have imposed on you – you still will not have the strength to change
anything.
I will go that far that you will – if you read carefully this book – see how
to escape from my grasp, but your ego will be my ally once again, and will
continue to keep you under my control.
Are you ready? Are you ready to meet the creature that is the cause of
everything evil on Earth? Are you ready to realize that, even if you think that
you do not have anything to do with me, you actually belong to and serve
me? Are you ready to see that you decided yourself to allow me to rule your
life? No? Nobody is ready for that. But the facts are such.
Do you think that you are protected from me because you are religious?
Because you are a Christian? A good Christian? Do you think that I can not
manipulate you because you are not religious? Because you do not believe in
the Creator? Because you do not believe that I exist?
Start reading and find out how I tricked you in so many ways. Find out
where and when you chose to come to my side and under my influence. I will
show you all the paths of misery where I have led you. Miserable ways that
you call »life«. You will realize that the problems you have are not the result
of some random coincidences, but the result of my very careful and
calculated plan.
You think this is funny? Just keep on reading, and I promise you that I
will be the one who will have the last laugh.
At the end of this book. And at the end of your life.
The first part of this book follows the chronology of the Bible. If you
have not read the Bible, all the better for me.
The second part of this book is the one where you play the main role...
Under my direction, of course.

Lucifer
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Chapter 1
The Most Perfect Creature

Icame forth from the Creator’s hands as the most marvelously designed
creature that had ever existed. Wisdom, beauty, abilities and skills given
me during my creation excelled those of all the other created beings.
Other creatures admired me for my position. I was given the greatest possible
role a created creature could have — a Cherub. The Cherubim are the
highest order of Angels who are in the immediate vicinity of the Creator.
I enjoyed observing how other creatures loved me. I enjoyed showing them
my beauty, my wisdom, my skills... But something was missing. Although
everyone was thrilled to be in my presence, everyone loved me and joyfully
did everything I told them to do, but there was not the same spark in their
eyes as when they were watching the Creator and His Son.
A new feeling came over me. I did not know what to do and how to
behave. All in all, I started to feel something that was the opposite of
satisfaction, even though the harmony in the Universe was perfect. There was
no word for this feeling at that time, so I called it “dis-satisfaction”. I tried to
figure out what I was missing, so that I could win over all the creatures
completely, but I could not find any fault with myself — I was simply perfect.
Was not that alone the reason enough to appreciate and respect me even
more? I was looking at all those creatures and Angels gathered around the
Creator’s throne. I was wondering what He could offer them that I could not.
What had He given them? Life, love, Law, harmony, beauty... Law?
Law. I thought of it as something that was limiting our freedom. How
can we be happy if we are bounded by some rules and commandments? The
Creator called it “The Law of Freedom”. What kind of freedom was it if it
required obedience to something? Before me, no one had ever thought this
way, so I could not share my thoughts with anyone. I started to feel
something that pushed me away from the immediacy of the Creator and His
Son. They noticed that something was not right with me. They tried to talk
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with me about it, but I did not have anything to tell them, because even I did
not know what was happening to me.
I decided to share my thoughts with those Angels who showed me
greater appreciation. They were also confused. I tried to explain to them how
we would have more freedom without the Law. Suddenly, I realized that this
statement could be the foundation for what I wanted to achieve — the spark
in their eyes when they look at me. I would become their liberator. I would
set them free from the bondage of the Law.
I talked with other creatures, suggesting what I wanted each of them to
conclude. Because of their trust and love for me — it was surprisingly easy.
I went a step further. To gain their approval even more, I started telling
them things that were not true. It was so easy. Until then, nobody has ever
heard someone not telling the truth, so no one expected it. Therefore, they
believed everything I said. At first, it was strange and awkward telling them
such an un-truth, but the results in achieving their sympathy towards me
were stronger than my feeling of guilt. After all, I intended to explain later to
them that it was a faster way to become free.
The Creator came to me and tried to explain where this kind of thinking
and doing will lead me. He begged me to stop doing what I was doing and to
return to where I was. But I did not let Him to brainwash me like the others.
And I did not change my mind. Soon, He told me that I can no longer
perform the duties I did up to that moment. It gave me another reason to
show that His principles were not very fair, and that He was even trying to
humiliate ME — the most perfect creature! One after another, new feelings
flooded me. I could not name them, but they have taken me over completely.
I was afraid where these feelings will take me, but I could not let the Angels –
who I won over and who had been on my side – see even a glimpse of self-
doubt on me — the mightiest Angel.
The more I persisted in doing what I was doing, the more I realized how
powerless the Creator was to do anything to me. It is true that He is the Giver
of Life and that He could take it from me, but I realized that He will not do
that, because it would only prove that I am right. That encouraged me
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even more. I realized that He has limitations I do not. I decided to use that
to my advantage.
We accused those, who warned us and did not want to join us, that they
serve the Creator out of profit or out of fear, even though they had free will.
I have to admit, I was even a bit surprised by the Creator’s reaction to
what I was doing. Had I been in His place, I would immediately remove the
one that spreads such discontent among my creatures. Others would then,
perhaps, serve me out of fear, but, at least, I would make sure that there will
not be any similar attempts in the future, because I would not let the riot
escalate like the Creator did.
Instead of doing everything to stop me in my plan to become equal to
Him, I heard that the Creator and His Son are planning to create one more
planet and to fill it with all kinds of living beings, as well as a being in Their
image, as the apex of the Creation.
That got me pretty excited. Except for removing me from my position, it
seemed that He was ignoring me and that He behaves like I do not exist, as if
everything that I am doing does not represent any threat to His Majesty
whatsoever.
Another new feeling appeared. Today it is known as — anger.
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Chapter 2
The Earth – MY Property

T his was exactly what I needed: a new planet and its inhabitants in
their first days. All the other worlds were already biased against me.
I carefully observed what was going on. The Creator decided to fill
the Earth, which was deserted, with life. I thought I could learn how to create
life if I watch while the Creator does it. It was an incomprehensible
experience. When the Creation was finished, I observed all those living
beings, and none of them were similar to the Creator. I saw that the Son was
forming something from the earthly dust, but I could not come closer. Then
I saw Him giving life to what He previously formed — a beautiful being in
His own image. Shortly afterwards, He caused a deep sleep to fall upon the
being, and then He used the being’s rib to form another being of the same
kind, but of the opposite sex.
I thought to myself that if only I could get these beautiful beings on my
side, my victory would be complete. But it was difficult to find a moment
alone with them. I was disappointed when I heard that they have been warned
about me and about what I was doing, so the chance of approaching them
openly was out of question. I had to think of something else. It was very
important to me to have someone created in the image of the Creator on my
side.
I began to discover that my abilities could be used for things other than
their original purpose. I realized that the creatures on Earth were of a lower
order and that they had lesser abilities than we Angels had, so I tried to take
advantage of that fact and use my abilities to win over these newly created
beings.
I decided to use the snake – the most beautiful creature at that moment
– as a medium. I realized that I could use the body and the mind of the snake
to speak through it. I wondered if I could do the same with humans.
But the main question was: what motive I should use to approach them?
What could I use to my advantage? Of course, it had to be something
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concerning the Law again. I realized that they have the Tree of the
Knowledge of Good and Evil. The Creator placed the Tree there as the only
obstacle, so that He could test the obedience of the created beings. Why
would man be deprived of knowledge about what is good and what is evil?
Is not that an advantage? How can we defend ourselves against something we
know nothing about? What is evil anyway? Nobody ever heard of something
like that up to that moment. Why would not we have the choice to find out
what evil is? Are we not beings with free will that can make our own decisions?
If I had approached them directly, the prejudice they had concerning me
would hinder my efforts. Even though I could see that He was sad when He
was explaining to them what was going on, I was sure that they were being
manipulated. I had to tell them my side.
Eve was alone. She seemed somewhat weaker and less decisive than
Adam. I decided to approach her. While she was passing by me, I spoke to
her. She suspected nothing. The snake’s body was a perfect cover. I started
the conversation by deliberately misleading her with the false information.
Even though I knew exactly which Tree they were not allowed to eat from, I
asked her if it was true that they are not allowed to eat fruits from any tree.
She corrected me. She told me that they could eat from every tree except
from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, otherwise they would die.
Up to that moment, none of us had the courage to do that, so I decided to try
it on her. Just to see what will happen. I told her that it is not true, that they
will not die, but – on the contrary – they will become like gods who know the
difference between good and evil. I asked her what could possibly be wrong
with that. Would not that be another advantage, yet another addition to their
perfection? The woman, in these perfect surroundings – filled with love and
harmony – had never heard of something un-true. Her eyes gave her away.
The expression of her face revealed her thoughts. She was looking at that
beautiful fruit, she was thinking about it. Thinking that death did not really
exist and that I was probably right. She approached the Tree and took the
fruit. Nothing happened. She started eating it. Still nothing happened. Then
Adam arrived. Seeing what Eve has done, he froze. He knew what was going
to happen. I tried to enter his mind like I did with the snake, but I could not.
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