The Confession of a Fallen Angel

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The Confession of a Fallen Angel
The Confession of a Fallen Angel, by Penta Gram
Published by CNS
Penta Gram
The Confession
of a Fallen
Angel
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“There is little enmity against Satan and his works, because there
is so great ignorance concerning his power and malice, and the
vast extent of his warfare against Christ and His Church. Multitudes
are deluded here.
They do not know that their enemy is a mighty general, who con-
trols the minds of evil angels, and that with well-matured plans
and skilful movements he is warring against God to prevent the
salvation of souls.
Among professed Christians, and even among ministers of the
gospel, there is heard scarcely a reference to Satan, except per-
haps an incidental mention in the pulpit. They overlook the evi-
dences of his continual activity and success; they neglect the many
warnings of his subtlety; they seem to ignore his very existence.”
Yes, a lot of people don’t know this... And they do not know it be-
cause I did not want them to know. Up until now, my work has been
done in complete secrecy. I work best when people are not aware of
my existence, my intentions and my modus operandi. Now, however,
I decided to change that. From now on, you will know about me.
Do you think that what you are doing and what have you been
doing is the result of your own thinking and intentions? No. I control
you. I misled you in almost every aspect of your life. You are filled with
wrong prejudices. You have misplaced priorities in life. I’ve imposed
false life attitudes and beliefs on you. You are in complete darkness.
My victory is even greater knowing that I’ve managed to do it all, lea -
ving you in belief that you are so smart and wise, that you’re free to
do what ever you want, that you have the opportunity to enjoy life,
and that everything you’ve accomplished is the result of your creativ-
ity.
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Keeping you in ignorance is no longer interesting to me. I’ve rea-
lized that I managed to humiliate the mankind so much that even when
you find out almost everything about me, and once you’ve realized
that everything you do is actually a result of what I have imposed on
you, you still won’t have the strength to change anything.
I will go so far and claim that you’ll be able to realize, if you read
carefully, how to become free, but your ego will be my ally once again,
and will continue to hold you under my control.
Are you ready? Are you ready to meet the being that is the cause
of everything evil on the planet Earth? Are you ready to understand
that even if you think that you don’t have anything to do with me, you
actually belong and serve me? Are you ready to realize that I have de-
cided to rule your life? No? Nobody is ready for that. However, the facts
cannot be changed.
You think that you’re protected from me because you are religious?
Because you are a Christian? A good one, perhaps? You think that I
can’t manipulate you because you aren’t religious? Because you do not
believe in the Creator? Because you don’t believe that I exist?
Start reading and find out how I tricked you in so many ways. Find
out where and when you willingly crossed to my side. I will show you
how I made your life miserable and how I managed to make you be-
lieve that you are happy. You’ll realize that problems you now have are
not result of random coincidences, but in fact are repercussions of my
carefully executed plan.
You think this is funny? Just keep on reading and I promise you
that I will be the one who will laugh last, at the end of this book, as
well as the end of your life.
The first part of this book will follow biblical chronology. If you
haven’t read the Bible, all the better for me.
The second part of the book is the one where you play the main
role... under my direction.
Lucifer
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Chapter 1
The Most Perfect Creature
Creator made me as the greatest created being ever created. Wis-
dom, beauty and skills that I was granted were beyond anything ever
seen before. Other creatures admired me. I was awarded the highest
possible role that a creature can have – I was a Cherub. This is the
highest order of angels, who are in the immediate vicinity of the Cre-
ator. I enjoyed observing how other creatures loved me and I enjoyed
showing them my beauty, wisdom and skills... but something was mis-
sing. Although they were delighted by my presence, and although they
truly loved me and obeyed me with joy, the spark in their eyes while
they would observe the Creator and His Son was missing.
I was then consumed by an unknown feeling. I didn’t know what
to do and how to behave. In spite of the perfect order that the universe
was in, I started to feel something opposite of pleasure. There wasn’t
a word for it at that time, so I called it dissatisfaction. I tried to figure
out what I was missing so that I could win over all the creatures com-
pletely, but I was just.... perfect... Isn’t that by it self enough to be
appreciated and respected more than I’m now? I observed assembled
creatures, the angels around the Creator’s Throne. I was trying to figu -
re out what He offered them that I couldn’t. What did He give them?
Life, love, law, order, beauty.... Law?
Law. I thought of it as a something that was limiting our freedom.
How can we be happy if we are bounded by some rules and command-
ments? The Creator called it “The Law of Freedom”. What kind of free-
dom requires obedience to anything? At that time, nobody thought the
same way as I did, so I didn’t have anyone to share an opinion with,
and I began to experience something that pushed me away from the
Creator and his Son. They noticed that something was wrong with me.
They tried to talk with me about it, but I didn’t have anything to tell
them, because even I didn’t know what was happening to me.
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I decided to share my thoughts with those angels who showed
greater appreciation to me. They were also confused. I tried to explain
to them how it would be better if there was no Law. Suddenly, I reali -
zed that I could use this statement to get what I want – the spark in
their eyes when they look at me. I would become their liberator. I
would set them free from the bondage of the Law. I talked with other
beings, suggesting what I wanted them to conclude. It was surprisingly
easy to convert them to my side. They all loved and trusted me.
I went a step further. I started lying to win them over to my side.
It was so simple. Up to then, no one ever said anything but the truth.
Therefore, they believed everything I told them. Initially, I felt strange
and uncomfortable when lying, but the results I’ve achieved in their
affection towards me, overcame the feeling of discomfort. After all, I
intended to explain later that this was the quicker way towards free-
dom.
The Creator warned me where this way of thinking and action will
lead me. He begged me to stop doing what I was doing and return to
where I was. However, I did not let Him brainwash me like the others.
I didn’t listen to Him. Soon enough, He told me that I can no longer
perform the duties I did up to that moment. I got one more proof that
showed that His principles aren’t fair, and that He was trying to humili -
ate me, the most perfect creature. New feelings flooded me one after
another. I couldn’t name them, but they’ve taken me over completely.
I was afraid where these feelings will take me, but I couldn’t let the
angels I won over see even a glimpse of self-doubt on me – the migh -
tiest angel.
The more I persisted in doing what I was doing, the more I realized
how powerless the Creator was to do anything to me. However, He is
the giver of life and he could just take it from me, but I realized that
He wouldn’t do that. This would only prove that I was right. That en-
couraged me even more. I realized that He has limitations I don’t. I
decided to use that to my advantage.
More and more angels joined me and stood by my side. We accused
those who warned us and didn’t want to join us that they serve the
Creator out of fear, even though they have free will.
I have to admit, I was a bit surprised by the Creator’s reaction. If I
was at His place, I would immediately remove the one that spreads
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such discontent among my creatures. Others would then, perhaps,
serve me out of fear, but at least I would make sure that there won’t
be similar attempts in the future, because I wouldn’t let the riot esca-
late like the Creator did.
Instead of trying to do everything that He could to stop me, I heard
that the Creator and His Son are planning to create a new planet that
will inhabit all kind of living beings, as well as a being in their image,
as the apex of creation.
That got me pretty excited. Apart from kicking me out my position,
He seemed to ignore me and act like I do not even exist; as if I don’t
represent any threat to His majesty what so ever.
A new feeling then overcame me. Today it is known as – anger.
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Chapter 2
The Earth – My property
That was just what I needed, a new planet and its habitants. All
the other worlds were already biased against me.
I carefully observed what was going on. The Creator decided to
create and then populate planet Earth. I thought I could perhaps learn
how to create life if I watch while Creator does it. It was an incredible
experience. When the creation was finished, I observed all these living
beings, and none of them were similar to the Creator. I saw that the
Son was creating something out of earth dust, but I couldn’t come
closer. I then saw Him giving life to what he previously formed – a
beautiful creature in His own image. Shortly after, He caused a deep
sleep to fall upon the creature, and then used the creature’s rib to form
another being of same kind, but of opposite sex.
I figured that if I somehow manage to win over these beautiful
creatures, my victory would be complete. However, I just couldn’t catch
a moment when they were alone, to approach them in private. I was
disappointed to find out that they were already familiar with what I
was doing, so the chance of approaching them openly was out of ques-
tion. I had to think of something. It was very important for me to have
someone created in the Creator’s own image on my side.
I started discovering that I can use my skills for other causes, apart
from those originally intended. I realized that the creatures on Earth
have fewer abilities then us angles, so I tried to take advantage of that
fact and use my skills to win over these newly created beings.
I decided to use the snake – the most beautiful creature at that
moment - as a medium. I figured I could use the body and the mind
of snake to speak through it. I wondered if I could do the same with
humans.
However, the main question was: what reason could I use to ap-
proach them. What could I use as my advantage? Of course, some-
thing concerning the Law. I realized that they have the tree of the
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