Conflicted Identities The Challenge of Maria Lugones to Theories of Oppression Mary AM Bendfeld Submitted in partial fulfillment of the requirements For the degree of Master of Arts Dalhousie University Halifax, Nova Scotia August, 2000 8 Copyright by Mary Ann Bendfeld, 2000 1*I National Library Bibliothèque nationale of Canada du Canada Acquisitions and Acquisitions el Bibliographie Services seruices bibliographiques 395 Wellington Street 395, nie Wellinglwi Ottawa ON K1A ON4 -ON K 1 A W Canada Canada The author has granted a non- L'auteur a accordé une licence non exclusive licence ailowing the exclusive permettant à la National Library of Canada to Biblioihèque nationale du Canada de reproduce, loan, distribute or seiî reproduire, prêter, distribuer ou copies of this thesis in microfom, vendre des copies de cette thèse sous paper or electronic formats. la forme de microfiche/fiim, de reproduction sur papier ou sur format électronique. 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TABLE OF CONTENTS INTRODUCTION SECTION 1: Conscience, Expression and Identity la: Constitution of Conscience Ib : Conscience and Language Ic: Knowing What to Feel Id: Different Bodies SECTION II: Conscience and Multipiicity IIa: Conflicts of Conscience IIb: Fragmentation, Multiplicity and Autonomy Fragmentation Multiplicity Autonomy IIc: Gay Conscience and Gay Identity . . . Possibilities CONCLUSION ABSTRACT The following Thesis takes its reference point from the work of Maria Lugones. Lugones is a writer and thinker who inhabits multiple ethnic and cultural communities, thus the issues of identity and the construction of selves are important focal points of her work. I argue that the development ofidentity is interdependent with the development of a conscience. Additionally, using the work of Louis Althusser and Wilfied Sellars, I argue that languages and the attendant social practices they represent, explain, or refer to, play a significant role in the formation of moral identity and conscience. Thus I suggest that learning multiple languages leads to the development of multiple selves, a theory that Lugones argues for. The possibility of understanding the expenencing subject as "multiple" in this way also allows for the development of new identities when the subject has experiences that language cannot adequately represent. Section I of this Thesis focuses on the development of conscience and identity and thus provides a background for the discussion following in Section II, where 1 use the work of Lugones and her view of selves as multiple to draw out and illustrate the complexities that evolve for subordinated groups, especially gays and lesbians, in their continual development of conscience and identity. List of Abbreviations Abbreviations for the essays of Maria Lugones are as follows. They have al1 contributed to my understanding of her ideas and her work. El Pasar Discontinu0 de la Cachapera 1 Tortillera del Bamo a la Banio al Moviemiento. ntr Disconhtous Passing oj the Cachapera / Tor~illera Frorn the Barrio to the Bar to the Movernent Purity, Irnpurity, and Separation On Borderian& l La Frontera: An Interpretive Essay On the Logic of Pluralist Feminism Hispaneando y Lesbiando: On Sarah Hoagland's Lesbian Ethics Stmcture/Antistructurea nd Agency Under Oppression Playfulness, 'W orldY-Travellinga, nd Loving Perception vii My deep and heartfelt thanks to Dr. Susan Campbell for her encouragement and her understanding for my project! Her assistance and advice, as well as cnticism and comments were invaluable in helping to shape the finished product. I am also grateful to Dr. Susan Shenvin, whose comrnents helped to improve and clarify my thoughts at many points, and to Dr. Steven Burns for his careful reading of this thesis which improved the end result. Your comrnents and thoughtfûi input were greatly appreciated. Confliced Identities The Challenge of Mm'a Lugones tu Theories of Oppression INTRODUCTION The following thesis took its reference point h m a n essay by Maria Lugones ent it led "Structure, Antistnicture and Agency Under Oppression." Lugones, as a Hispanic woman and a lesbian, is a doubly disenfianchised member within a dominant cornmunity that is white and heterosexuai. As such, 1 believed that her theorizing about her experience held potential for my thinking conceming gay and lesbian identity. Although on an initial reading of Lugones' work, 1 was sceptical of her daims to multiplicity and her valonzation of such a concept, I have since had cause to change my minci. I have been moved by her work: her anger, her cornmitment to the multiple identities she embodies and continues to encourage and strengthen, and most of dl, by her commitment to ideais such as autonomy and her passionate articulation of how agency under oppression is possible. The questions that occurred to me when 1 initially considered Lugones' work were: "Weii, which 'self' does she consult when she has a difficult decision to make? How does she know what to do, given that each 'self may conhibute a different answer?" Such thoughts directed me to the notion of a conscience, for although we conceive of a conscience as a center of moral decision-making that tells us what to do in a given context, that makes distinctions between 'good' and 'b ad' actions, does someone like Lugones have multiple consciences, aiid how could diverse consciences within one person possibly function? Furthemore, if conscience is culturdly constructed (as Lugones argues), yet we are all members of that same culture, how does a person develop more than one conscience within that culture? Reading more of her work helped me to understand the thesis she presents in regard to multiplicity and autonomy, and rewarded me with an edarged understanding of identity, agency and autonomy, and some understanding of the consciousnesses of oppressed persons, such as gays and lesbians. This thesis is an articulation of those understandings. In Section I of this thesis, 1 provide a background against which the discussion regarding oppressed identities in Section II takes place. 1 argue that the development of conscience and identity are interdependent, and moreover, that the developing and developed conscience whose duty it is to produce practical moral knowledge, is in turn heavily dependent on our emotiond life and the feelings and/or sentiments that penneate the cultural language and expressions that we lem. In other words, languages and linguistic expressions, and the attendant social practices they represent, explain or refer to, play a significant role in the formation of identity' in the process of reasoning about right ends-'the right thing to do9- the language we use forms and lirnits the thinking that results in the formulation of moral questions and the construction of appropriate answers. Although we are taught that good reasoning is objective and unsullied with emotional influences, feelings and sentiments are already present in the conceptual understandings that we have-in the language and linguistic expressions that our culture has produced. We leam the concepts consciously, but the attendant sentiments present in the concepts are ofien unconscious, a part of the cultural practices and rneanings that linguistic expressions represent, refer to, or explain. Language and linguistic expressions assist in shaping and influencing our feelings because they have evolved over long periods of time and over certain experiences and contexts. However, it can be granted that some feelings and the linguistic expressions that represent them have more authority in representing expenence than others. For example, women may find the language of anger difficult to use, as it has developed over men's experienceO2C onfusion can result when women's feelings contlict with male understandings of anger. Although the dominant cultural group dong with every other cultural group can lack adequate
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