The Bad Behavior of Belle Cantrell Loraine Despres An e-book excerpt from To Carl and David, who taught this Southern girl most of what she knows about men and other perils of modern life Contents Chapter 1 Belle Cantrell felt guilty about killing her husband, and she… 1 Chapter 2 “Mama, have you gone crazy?” Cady asked when Belle stepped… 25 Chapter 3 We don’t live in the dark ages anymore, Belle told… 37 Chapter 4 Belle was exhausted when she got back to the farm… 52 Chapter 5 The road from Gentry to Hammond was filled with bumps. 69 Chapter 6 “Come on, Loyal. Get a move on!” Belle called as… 86 Chapter 7 “Mama! Wake up!” 102 Chapter 8 July dripped into August with temperatures hovering in the soggy… 120 Chapter 9 The sun was already blasting the earth at eight o’clock… 136 Chapter 10 The next morning, when Rachel picked up the newspapers at… 151 Chapter 11 Belle and Cady spent the night at the Monteleone Hotel… 167 Chapter 12 At lunch on Monday, Miss Effie asked Belle, “Tell me… 187 Chapter 13 Belle was flung into the steering wheel. Pain shot through… 204 Chapter 14 Rafe put down the phone. “Why won’t she take my… 217 Chapter 15 The next morning, Belle saddled up Susan B. and rode… 231 Chapter 16 "You’ve overstepped yourself, missy! You can’t fire my overseer.” 237 Chapter 17 It was late Saturday afternoon. Bourrée LeBlanc was getting a… 259 Chapter 18 Monday evening, Sheriff George Goode drove Harry Chambers to the… 270 Chapter 19 “Aunt Belle, I gotta talk to you,” Jimmy Lee said… 286 Chapter 20 Friday morning, when Belle drove into town, the heavens opened… 296 Chapter 21 Belle’s wheels bit into the soft earth, splattering mud onto… 305 Chapter 22 Rafe wrapped his arms around his niece and then yelled… 315 Chapter 23 The morning light was pale and wan. Belle, wearing a… 331 Author’s Note Acknowledgments About the Author Other Books by Loraine Despres Credits Copyright About the Publisher A lady shouldn’t do something she’s going to feel guilty about later. The Primer of Propriety Chapter 1 Belle Cantrell felt guilty about killing her husband, and she hated that. Feeling guilty, that is. A lady shouldn’t do something she’s going to feel guilty about later was a rule Belle kept firmly in mind, along with its corollary: No sense in feel- ing guilty about all the little pleasures life has in store for you. But Claude’s death hadn’t been a pleasure at all. She’d fallen in love with him at fifteen, galloping down clay roads with the leaves of autumn swirling around them. They’d discovered the nooks and crannies of passion in his mother’s darkened parlor on a rolling sea of dark wine velvet, amid a flotilla of lacy white antimacassars, when his parents were away. By sixteen she was pregnant. They married before the baby was born, and in spite of numerous and persistent offers, Belle had never had, nor wanted, another man in her sixteen years of married life. It wasn’t as if she aspired to sainthood. She didn’t even know if she’d have felt guilty about committing adultery, 2 Loraine Despres but she knew better than to take the risk. Now, after almost a year and a half of mourning, a peculiar, guilty longing had be- gun to float around in the back waters of her mind, swamping her at odd moments. She decided to bob her hair. She squared her shoulders as she approached Arnold’s barbershop, housed in the Nix Hotel, where traveling men slept on dirty sheets, laundered only occasionally but always freshly ironed between guests. She’d never been inside a barbershop. She’d read about exotic places called beauty parlors opening up in big cities, where they applied youth-restoring creams to a lady’s face and knew all the secrets of curling irons, but if you wanted a haircut, you had to go to a barbershop. And in Gen- try, Louisiana, that meant Arnold’s. She paused on the street. Red and white paint was flaking off the barber pole, showing the wood beneath it. Why hadn’t she noticed it before? She peered through the plate-glass window, streaked with grime. A balding man sat in the second chair, hid- den under shaving cream, while Arnold scraped his face with a straight-edged razor. Belle took a deep breath, drew herself up, and, with head held high, opened the screen door. The odor of day-old ashtrays and cheap cigars assaulted her. Arnold looked up, his razor raised. His gaze was not welcoming. At that moment, her stepfather, Calvin Nix, owner of the ho- tel, sauntered in from the lobby. Mr. Nix was only five feet two, but he was quick and clean. He sat down in the first chair for his morning shave and Arnold’s all-important, stress-reducing, lay- ing on of hot towels. A shoeshine boy crouched in obeisance at his feet. Through the brown-speckled mirror, he saw his step- daughter standing in the doorway. His face lit up. “What you doing here, sugar?” His voice was a shade too welcoming.
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