That's Not Exactly Amore

216 Pages·2008·0.8 MB·English

by  Bateman Tracey

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the
product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to
actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
Copyright © 2008 by Tracey Bateman All rights reserved. Except as permitted
under the U.S. Copyright Act of 1976, no part of this publication may be
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a database or retrieval system, without the prior written permission of the
publisher.
Scripture quotations are taken from the Holy Bible, New Living Translation,
copyright © 1996. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc.,
Wheaton, Illinois 60189. All rights reserved.
Scripture quotations are also taken from the King James Version of the Bible.
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First eBook Edition: August 2008
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Contents
Acknowledgments
Chapter: 1
Chapter: 2
Chapter: 3
Chapter: 4
Chapter: 5
Chapter: 6
Chapter: 7
Chapter: 8
Chapter: 9
Chapter: 10
Chapter: 11
Chapter: 12
Chapter: 13
Chapter: 14
Chapter: 15
Chapter: 16
Chapter: 17
Chapter: 18
Chapter: 19
Chapter: 20
Chapter: 21
Chapter: 22
Chapter: 23
Chapter: 24
Chapter: 25
Chapter: 26
Chapter: 27
Chapter: 28
Epilogue
Author’s Note
READING GROUP GUIDE
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
A Preview of "Catch a Rising Star"
A Preview of "You Had Me at Good-bye"
Dedicated to Julie Young—a forever friend
Acknowledgments
Rusty, Cat, Mike, Stevan, Will, my family: I hit the jackpot when God gave me
you guys.
Thanks to Mom as always. Everyone needs a biggest fan—I’m yours.
Nancy Toback: Thanks so much for being willing to share your time and
friendship.
Thanks to Janelle Mowery for your help with critiques and for your
friendship.
1
I
f this is the chance I’ve been waiting for, then why does it feel like I’m in over
my head? I mean, like I’m five feet tall in seven feet of water and haven’t the
foggiest idea how to swim. In short, I’m sinking fast.
“So, do we got a deal?”
I stare at Nick Pantalone’s beefy hand but hesitate before taking it. At this
point, anyone with a smidge of conscience would just admit to being out of her
league and walk away before she could do any actual damage to the place. But
as I look around Nick Pantalone’s newly expanded coffee shop, I know this is
my last chance to get anything close to a passing grade in my interior design
course.
My final semester is about putting what I’ve supposedly learned into practice.
It’s a joint project for my partner, Jazz, and me. Sort of like that show The
Apprentice? Only there’s just Jazz and me. As project manager (and don’t ask
me why I have to be the head cheese—Jazz gets better grades), it’s my job to
find our project, assign tasks, and oversee every detail to its completion.
Renovating the coffee shop seems like the perfect idea, really. Nick
desperately needs to expand after a newspaper article last summer proclaimed
his shop “the best-kept secret in Manhattan.” Now the little place is bursting at
the seams as hordes of customers breeze right by the Starbucks across the street
in favor of Nick’s—the new trend. You know how we New Yorkers love to find
the “latest thing.” Who knows how long the upward swing will last for Nick?
But I doubt he’ll ever return to the obscurity he enjoyed once upon a time.
I mean, it’s been six months and he’s had to hire four new employees. Not to
mention hiring Joe, his good-looking Italian nephew, to manage the place. And
when I say “good-looking,” I’m not talking about one step up from passable. I’m
talking over the fence, out of the park, to the moon good-looking.
But this isn’t about Joe.
I consider ours—Nick’s and mine—to be a symbiotic relationship. Nick
needs to expand and redecorate, and I need a passing grade. I truly have no lofty
needs to expand and redecorate, and I need a passing grade. I truly have no lofty
goals about any of this. Give me any letter grade higher than a D and I’ll be fine.
My mother doesn’t have to see my grade to know I’ve passed. I won’t lie about
it, most likely, but I’m not exactly going to volunteer the information either.
“Well?” Nick growls, casting a pointed glance at his proffered hand, waiting
for me to cinch the deal.
My breath is uneven as I slide my clammy hand into his. He nods and the
wrinkly folds of his face push together with a grin. “That’s better. Now what’ll
you have, kid? Anything you want is on the house.”
“I shouldn’t.” The truth is, since I started the two-year design program (that
I’m finishing in eighteen months by taking summer classes), I’ve put on about
twenty pounds. Call it my frustration with my probable failure—my first ever. I
cook and eat. It’s cathartic. But I haven’t had lunch and, let’s face it, nobody
makes meatball subs like Nick. I grin. “But I will.”
The bell above the door dings and I turn. My insides go hot and cold all at
once. Joe Pantalone. He’s the man of my dreams—but he’s way out of my
league. Even if I weren’t a redheaded Irish girl from Long Island, he’d be too
much for me.
“Good to see you, Laini.” He flashes that million-dollar smile, making me
feel like the only woman on earth who could possibly win his heart. Guys like
that don’t play fair. They make you think you have a chance when, really,
well . . . you just don’t.
Joe’s a hugger, so I try not to make anything of it every time he pulls my
five-foot frame into arms that I swear could wrap around me twice. Well, maybe
once and a half—since the weight gain.
I wish I could convince my heart not to get my hopes up when he greets me
with his cozy hug, but who am I trying to kid? If he’d ask, I’d be his. But he
won’t. A guy like that doesn’t have to settle for a thirty-year-old, freckle-faced
redhead with way too many extra pounds on her petite frame. He can have
anyone he wants.
Still, without a fight, I melt into his embrace, thoroughly enjoying the manly
scent of soap and maybe just a hint of some sort of cologne that I’m not hip
enough to identify. (Tabby and Dancy would have nailed it at first whiff.)
He lets me go and I stand weakly at the counter as Nick jerks his head toward
me. “’Ey, Joey. You’re lookin’ at the new in-ter-ior designer for Nick’s. What
do you think?”
Wow, I’m not sure what I expected from Joe, but certainly not a frown.
Maybe the first one I’ve ever seen on his face as he looks from Nick to me. “You
Maybe the first one I’ve ever seen on his face as he looks from Nick to me. “You
graduated?”
My cheeks go hot, and I know from experience that I have blotches of
embarrassment all over my face and neck. Some people blush prettily (gorgeous,
dark-skinned Italian women, for instance). I don’t. I get all splotchy. So I know I
look hideous. “Not yet. I’m doing this for my final grade.”
Joe turns to Nick. “Remodeling and redecorating are pretty big projects,
Uncle Nick. No offense to Laini, but don’t you think we should hire someone
with some real experience?”
Please, floor. I beg you. Open up and swallow me whole. Seriously. Right this
second would be good for me.
“Uh—Nick. Maybe Joe’s right. I wouldn’t want to mess anything up, and you
know my grades aren’t very good. As a matter of fact”—I hold up my thumb and
forefinger and measure an inch—“I’m this close to flunking out. I probably
don’t have a clue what I’m doing.” I don’t even give him a chance to speak.
“Actually, I withdraw myself from the project. I changed my mind.”
With the agility of a man half his age and size, Nick whips through the
swinging gate that reminds me of something from an Old West saloon and heads
me off before I can sprint for the door. “’Ey, now. What is this baloney? Didn’t
we just shake on it?”
“Well, yes. But that was before the voice of reason walked in the door. I
won’t hold you to it, Nick.”
His head swings from side to side in a vehement shake. “Where I come from,
a handshake’s as good as a signed contract.” His voice is filled with so much
indignation, I’m afraid he might have a stroke. “You goin’ back on your word,
little girl?”
“Come on, Uncle Nick,” Joe groans. “Don’t talk to Laini like that.”
“You stay out of this, Joey. You’re the one who started it anyway.” He turns
back to me, his stern frown making me feel shorter than I already am. “Well?”
“Okay, Nick,” I say, carefully avoiding Joe’s gaze. “I’ll bring Jazz in
tomorrow for a look at the place and we’ll have some ideas to present by the end
of next week.” I glance around the room like I really know what I’m looking at.
“The project is going to take some time, so we should get started on hiring an
architect and a contractor. Then we’ll need to figure out what permits we’ll
need.”
Nick shakes his head, cutting me off. “Don’t tell it to me. I won’t be here.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m headed to L.A. tomorrow.”
“You just got home!” I mean, less than two weeks ago.
“You just got home!” I mean, less than two weeks ago.
He gives me a shrug like it’s none of my business. “I never meant to come
back after Christmas, only I had to take care of some financial paperwork and
finish turning things over to Joey, here. I’m sick of being away from my Nelda.”
Nelda is Nick’s wife and his true lady love. She’s been in California for
months taking care of their daughter, who has cancer. The outlook is better than
originally hoped for, but Nelda won’t leave the grandkids and Nick is lovesick
without her. So off he goes. I knew it was coming, but somehow I didn’t expect
it so soon.
“So, I’ll be working for Joe on this?” I can’t hold back the dread in my voice,
even though I know it’s impolite. If Joe isn’t in favor of my working on the
project at all, how on earth am I going to come in every day and do what needs
to be done while he stands over me disapproving of every suggestion?
“This place is amazing, Dancy!” I stare at my friend’s newly redecorated condo,
loving the Victorian decor. This is the first time I’ve been here since the redo
was finished, and I have to say, I’m impressed. And maybe a little jealous. “I’m
so glad you didn’t try to modernize the place.”
“Mother is fit to be tied. She can’t believe I had the audacity to go back in
time.”
I laugh. “Well, I heartily approve.”
You can’t help but envy Dancy a little. Her parents not only gave her their
ridiculously expensive condo, but footed the bill for redecorating. I didn’t expect
to be consulted, but still . . .
Even Dancy’s life in general seems perfect. A swoony new boyfriend with a
British accent who just happens to be her favorite author writing under the
pseudonym Cate Able. I truly expect her and Jack to be engaged any day now.
Dancy is throwing her first dinner for the girls tonight. And I’m here just a
little early to do the cooking even though Dancy offered to have the meal
catered. As if! Cooking makes me happy. It’s what I do. Tabby and Dancy buy
things for us from their ample cash flow. I, on the other hand, contribute to the
friendship by supplying us all with ample calories—much to the chagrin of our
mothers and Freddie, Tabby’s trainer. But they love it. So I’m happy.
I sort of wish my two friends had come back to the apartment we all shared
until Tabby got married last month and Dancy moved into the condo, but I
understand Dancy’s desire to entertain around her own table. I think we might
have to do a rotation or something, though. I miss seeing my chums in the
apartment.