Praise for States ofD esire: "With no holds barred, each center is classified .... Always we hear the private voice of Edmund White, humanist yet unsentimental, tough but never cynical, luscious though not campy. ... The prose glimmers and surges into channels far wider than his stated theme." - Washington Post Book World "[White's] novelistic gifts-curiosity about character, an alert ear and eye for revelatory detail-make this book absorbing." -Newsweek "Fascinating and deeply disturbing ... This amusing and colorful tour ... uses the predicament of the homosexual minority to demonstrate what is very wrong with the social health of the country." -Christopher Isherwood "In Edmund White we may have found our gay De Tocqueville." -William Burroughs Also by Edmund White Forgetting Elena TheJoy of Gay Sex (with Charles Silverstein) Nocturnes for the King ofN aples States ofD esire A Bay's Own Story Caracole The Beautiful Room Is Empty The Faber Book of Gay Short Fiction (editor) Genet: A Biography The Selected Writings ofJ ean Genet (editor) The Burning Library: Essays (edited by David Bergman) Skinned Alive: Stories Our Paris: Sketches from Memory The Farewell Symphony: A Novel Marcel Proust The Married Man The F!ftneur: A Stroll through the Paradoxes ofP aris Loss within Loss: Artists in the Age of AIDS (editor) Fanny: A Fiction Arts and Letters Fresh Men: New Voices in Gay Fiction (editor) My Lives Hotel de Dream: A New York Novel Chaos: A Novella and Stories Rimbaud: The Double Life of a Rebel City Boy: My Life in New York during the 1960s and 70s Jack Holmes and His Friend: A Novel Sacred Monsters Inside a Pearl: My Years in Paris STATES OF DESIRE REVISITED Travels in Gay America Edntund White The University of Wisconsin Press The University of Wisconsin Press 1930 Monroe Street, 3rd Floor Madison, Wisconsin 53711-2059 uwpress.wisc.edu 3 Henrietta Street, Covent Garden London WC2E 8LU, United Kingdom eurospanbookstore.com Copyright © 1980, 1983, 1991, 2014 by Edmund White All rights reserved. Except in the case of brief quotations embedded in critical articles and reviews, no part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, transmitted in any format or by any means-digital, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise-or conveyed via the Internet or a website without written permission of the University of Wisconsin Press. Rights inquiries should be directed to [email protected]. Printed in the United States of America Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data White, Edmund, 1940-, author. States of desire revisited: travels in gay America / Edmund White. pages cm ISBN 978-0-299-30264-1 (pbk. : alk. paper) - ISBN 978-0-299-30263-4 (e-book) 1. Gay men-United States. I. Title. HQ76.2.U5W452014 306.76'620973-dc23 2014007459 Four chapters of this book have appeared in different form in Christopher Street. To Patrick Merla Contents ACKNOWLEDGMENTS ix INTRODUCTION xi Los Angeles 1 San Francisco 30 Portland and Seattle 70 Santa Fe, Salt Lake City, and Denver 93 Texas 121 The Midwest 155 Florida and the South 194 New York City 250 Boston and Washington, D.C. 295 Epilogue: Self-Criticism 334 AFTERWORD 337 VII Acknowledgments Charles Ortleb, Publisher and Editor·in-Chief of Christopher Street, originally suggested the idea of this book to me and guided four chapt~rs of the manuscript through publication in his maga· zine. I am grateful to him for his advice and encouragement as well as the inspiration to do the book. Bill Whitehead, my editor at Dutton, has also lavished his intelligence and careful attention on this book; he has been of especial help in preparing the final manuscript. Christopher Cox provided endless hours of moral support and critical acuity during the writing of this book. He has been over every word of the text several times. David Kalstone has also given me the benefit of his thoughtful reactions and friendship. Old friends in New York and new friends in the cities I visited shared their lives with me and put me in touch with still other people. Their openness and generosity helped me all along the way. Without that help this book would never have 'been .written. I quickly learned how hospitable gays everywhere are to each other; the warmth and candor with which I was received bear witness to that kindness. IX