Revisiting The Xxtarlit Doc An Investigation Into Grooming & The Order Of The Nine Angles By 𝕹𝖎𝖑𖤐鬼胎 Oct, 2022 Medium

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Revisiting the Xxtarlit Doc: An Investigation into
Grooming & the Order of the Nine Angles
Preamble
This is a revisiting/rewriting of a document written just last year to call out
musician & artist Xxtarlit & is meant as a continuation & revisal of the original
document. The original is difficult to find & has a lot of language I am not proud
of -like calling people schizo & drug-addicted, which is not the way this type of
thing should be handled. The original versions can be found here (uncensored)
& here (censored). This paper will contain references to/images of self-harm,
drug-abuse, lolicon, fascism, Satanism/spiritualism/religion, etc. Per Medium’s
TOS, any photos shown will be censored.
Introduction to Nia
Nia -better known as Starlit or Xxtarlit & perhaps best-known for her work
Fleeting Frozen Heart- is a musician & artist, as well as an autistic trans-woman
who practices Satanism -& I believe a system, though I do not know & don’t
want to accidentally misrepresent her or any individual with DID or anything
similar. Her musical work is largely a combination of hexD, breakcore, drum &
bass, & trance; with her visual art & aesthetic largely coming from Satanism &
anime/chibi. She was also previously on the label Dismiss Yourself -where
some of her merchandise & music was released- & runs the collective
REDLIXXXGHTS. A host of events led to myself & some others creating an
exposé on her, which had been largely ignored & even ridiculed by her & her
fans, associates, etc; although, it did result in her getting booted from Dismiss
Yourself. Here is a recounting of that.
Introduction to the Paper, its Author, & its Contents
Sometime in mid/late 2021, I had learned about Xxtarlit & had started listening
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to her music. With an already blossoming love of the aesthetics & genres
associated with &/or made by Nia -& as a practicing Satanist/Luciferian
/Demonologist/whatever-you-wanna-call-it- I quickly found myself in Nia’s
Discord server & was communing quite frequently with everyone there.
Obviously as an autistic transfemme with an interest in practicing Satanism &
in making breakcore, drum & bass, & hexD music; Nia & I started getting along
well together & we became, ostensibly, friends. I, as somebody who at the time
particularly was pretty lonely & in a weird spot with a lot of my relationships,
moving around, etc., was more than happy to be talking to Nia whenever she
was available. We had much in common, even insofar as our names -Nil & Nia-
being opposites -Void & Light- & our astral parents being one & the same
-Lucifer & Lilith. We took a liking to each other, as well as each other’s art &
music, & pretty soon I was in REDLIXXXGHTS, gaining access to an extra
hidden channel in her Discord server. Our sisterhood, as we called it, was very
strong -but the cracks slowly grew.
I dissociated through much of those few months I was associated with Nia; the
only things I entirely remember are sleepless nights & dissociated schooldays
traveling through astral dimensions to visit her, staring at multiplicities of 3
anywhere I could find, & becoming slowly paranoid. I was very likely
developing/going through psychosis during that time; I remember being
intensely worried I was becoming schizophrenic. At some point I had realized
the root cause of it all, & realized a lot of the things I had been seeing. A few
other concerned individuals & I decided to cut ties with Nia, as well as try to
prevent more people from falling into what we had fallen into. The document,
originally released by SadToThe as the least vulnerable amongst us, was
-admittedly- rushed & sloppy, but it served to get the word out somewhat.
Somewhat wasn’t enough however; the main attention it got was from O9A-
affiliated trolls (O9A being Order of the Nine Angles) & people essentially
dickriding Nia -& Nia essentially brushed it off without any major outrage
outside of being made fun of on Dismiss Yourself’s Discord server. I see people
talking about her in a bad light on occasion, with people typically surprised to
learn she’s a fascist, but it never really got much steam & I far more often see
clueless breakcore fans praising her music. It seems now she has made her
Discord server a Patron-only venture, with it being a reward for chucking $3 (a
month) at her Patreon -probably the only major effect the doc had on her- but
nothing much else has changed. This paper will attempt to dive deeper into the
accusations previously described in the document, as well as get it to a much
further audience than an obscure Archive.org PDF ever could. I’m sure I will get
hit hard by O9A affiliates/“members,” possibly even harder than SadToThe was
when he initially posted the documents on Twitter, but I won’t back down.
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Order of the Nine Angles, Tempel ov Blood, Fascism, & Racism
The Order of the Nine Angles (O9A or ONA)is an originally-UK-based Satanic &
Left-Hand Path occultist group. To quote Wikipedia’s descriptions of its beliefs;
The ONA promotes the idea that human history can be divided into a
series of aeons, each of which contains a corresponding human civilization.
It expresses the view that the current aeonic civilization is that of the
Western world, but it claims that the evolution of this society is threatened
by the “Magian/Nazarene” influence of the Judeo-Christian religion, which
the Order seeks to combat in order to establish a militaristic new social
order, which it calls the “Imperium”. According to Order teachings, this is
necessary in order for a galactic civilization to form, in which “Aryan”
society will colonise the Milky Way. It advocates a spiritual path in which
practitioners are required to break societal taboos by isolating themselves
from society, committing crimes, embracing political extremism and
violence, and carrying out acts of human sacrifice. ONA members practice
magic, believing that they are able to do it by channeling energies into their
own “causal” realm from an “acausal” realm where the laws of physics do
not apply, and these magical actions are designed to help them achieve
their ultimate goal of establishing the imperium.
Although many “Niners” -as they are called- may disagree with Wikipedia’s
definitions & summaries of their group -& furthermore with my definitions of
them- they are a Neo-Nazi group, & have been continually agreed by
investigators & reporters to be as such. They have continuously been affiliated
with Neo-Nazi organizations such as Atomwaffen Division & Iron March, & their
community both online & in real life have been, very obviously, Neo-Nazis.
Also related is their sister-organization, the Tempel ov Blood (ToB). The O9A
officially disown the ToB, but most Niners you’ll find online also associate
themselves with & read the works of the ToB. The Tempel ov Blood’s most
popular works are Iron Gates & Liber 333 (not to be confused with Crowley’s
book of the same title, which will be referenced specifically as Crowley’s Liber
333 henceforth); the former essentially being a rape & pedophilia-fetish rant
with some apocalyptic Nazi-Satanist fluff thrown everywhere; & the latter being
a collection of writings by the ToB largely containing sets of Nazi-worshiping
rituals & their mission statement, which reads:
[…] we wish to hold as our highest priority the creation of the New Being.
The realization of the meaning of the human’s life is this — humans are
nothing in themselves, they are great however once they have decided to
become a bridge to the New Being variously described and symbolized by
Homo Galactica, Ubermensch, Noctulians, Vampires, and the various titles
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given to Alien beings in such mythologies. ANY and ALL humans who fail
to embrace this evolutionary urge will serve as food and a resource to be
used by the New Being- as a human would a lesser animal. Thus is our
philosophy and way of being a terror to the Magian. So much sweeter will
their Blood Essence be to consume…
Also in the ToB’s Liber 333 is this -which I hope helps you grasp just how
ingrained Nazism is in ToB & O9A worship (& also as an aside, would be quite
funny if this shit did not get people hurt):
How does this all tie back to Nia? Well, while I was first becoming initiated with
Demonology more closely I spoke a fair amount in Nia’s server & with her, &
one of the things they showed me while asking about Choronzon -a demon or
spirit originally by Crowley- was ToB’s Liber 333 (also note: two emojis in her
server are the ToB & O9A sigils -will return to that later; Kuro is/was Nia’s
boyfriend; I am the blurred out/censored individual).
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The connection that Nia had to obvious Nazi worship should be in & of itself
very obvious -even without mentioning the ToB & O9A emotes- but it gets
deeper when investigating Kuro. Kuro, as previously mentioned, is/was Nia’s
boyfriend during my time in her server -I’ll assume he still is so I don’t have to
keep saying was/is- & was probably one of the most bold about his affiliation
with the O9A & Nazism generally. Before we get all the way there, though, I
need to introduce Vesna.
Vesna was in the server for a brief period -probably about a month at most- &
was characterized almost entirely by their association with the O9A, as shown
here:
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Vesna & Kuro were pretty tight in the server, & often conversed a lot about the
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O9A. Here’s a short bit of a conversation on the O9A involving Nia, Kuro, Vesna,
& some others.
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This conversation & its thesis is already ironic given what we’ve gone over, but
it gets even worse when investigating Kuro & Vesna even further.
On one occasion a previous member of the server (who would like to remain
anonymous & will be called Anon1) called out Kuro & Vesna for using Nazi
iconography & symbolism, which then caused them to be harassed by
members of the server for various personal things. Here is a summary of that:
Note: The skull mask was coined by Atomwa�en
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