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(RE)PRESENTATION: AN AFFECTIVE EXPLORATION OF ETHNOGRAPHIC DOCUMENTARY FILM PRODUCTION Deborah Ribera A Dissertation Submitted to the Graduate College of Bowling Green State University in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY May 2015 Committee: Radhika Gajjala, Advisor Marcus L. Sherrell Graduate Faculty Representative Ellen Berry Thomas Mascaro © 2015 Deborah Ribera All Rights Reserved iii ABSTRACT Radhika Gajjala, Advisor This dissertation uses various theories of affect to re-interpret and re-present the idea of ethnographic documentary film production through the lens of cultural studies. I put forth a more experimental understanding of production that examines the ways in which self-other relations inform the producer of the film, the process of filmmaking, and the product that is the film. Using my own experience filming an ethnographic documentary in Haiti as a case study, I examine the construction of my perspective as a producer, significant moments and encounters that informed the process of making a documentary, and the feedback from a viewing of the documentary. I employ a combination of methods to narrate the conjuncture of documentary film production, using a retrospective analysis of personal narrative as well as elements of autoethnography to construct a critically reflexive analysis of this case. Through this analysis, I connect significant moments that make up the conjuncture of documentary film production and put them in conversation with my own subjectivity through the language of affect theory. This study incorporates my identities as a therapist, an educator, a nonprofit executive, a documentary filmmaker, and a scholar. In thinking deeply about my production process through this dissertation, I was able to identify ways in which I could make a better, more ethical documentary in the future. Ultimately, I conclude that an affective understanding of ethnographic documentary filmmaking can help producers--especially amateur ones--become more ethically accountable for the material consequences of encounters with the other that filmmaking facilitates for both those filming and those being filmed. iv To my husband, Nate, and my best buddy, Russell. For all the good affect you bring me. v ACKNOWLEDGMENTS I would like to thank my committee members Radhika Gajjala, Ellen Berry, Tom Mascaro, and Marcus Sherrell. Each of you thoughtfully informed my work in a number of different ways. Marcus, thank you for your kind patience during this process and for reminding me as I move forward to not be afraid to embrace the artistic side of filmmaking. Tom, thank you for sharing your expertise with me and inviting me to find my place in the documentary world. I am still figuring it out, but this is a good start! Ellen, your fierce feminism has changed my life. Because of your classes, I am a better person. Thank you for introducing me to cultural studies and for being such an inspiration to me and to so many of us in the program. My advisor, Radhika, believed in my work before I could even articulate what it was. She pushed me to grow while respecting where I was at in any given moment. She saw where I could go and encouraged me to find my own way there. She believed in my ability to be creative with this dissertation and gave me the freedom to write and write and write until I arrived in the space we both knew I needed to be in. Because of her guidance, I have come to a more whole understanding of myself and the world around me. She did her best to bring joy to this dissertation process--a monumental task! Thank you, Radhika, for being an advisor that I look up to not only for being an excellent scholar, but also for being an excellent person. Thank you to my friends, both near (BG) and far (everywhere else). I especially want to thank all of my ACS peers who made this journey as fun as it could possibly be! I truly value the community we created. Thank you to my family. I especially want to thank my Aunt Carmen and my mom and dad. Auntie Caz, thank you for always being there for me through everything and of course the DWTS chats! Mom and Dad, you've always encouraged me to follow my dreams, no matter vi where they take me. Thank you for talking me through the challenging times and for truly believing in my ability to finish this dissertation. I love you guys so much. A full-of-affect-that-words-cannot-express thank you to my HUSBAND, Nate. What would this dissertation be like without you to bounce theoretical ideas off of? Without your editing? Without all the caffeine you provided me with? The answer is that it would be way worse and probably not done. Falling in love with you led me to a place of openness and safety, allowing this dissertation to become a positive expression of learning and understanding. Thank you for your endless patience with my writing process. Most of all, thank you for believing in me when I didn't believe in myself. Finally, thank you to all of the kids and adults I have come into contact with through counseling and Beyond the Block. I do this work in honor of all the stories you've shared with me. It is a privilege to be a part of your lives. vii TABLE OF CONTENTS Page INTRODUCTION................................................................................................................. 1 Theoretical Framework and Epistemology................................................................ 8 Methodology ............................................................................................................ 12 Methods.......................................................................................................... 14 Ethics ............................................................................................................ 20 Structure .................................................................................................................... 22 Positionality and Personal Philosophy....................................................................... 26 Conclusion................................................................................................................... 31 Notes for the Reader.................................................................................................. 33 PART 1: PRODUCER........................................................................................................... 35 CHAPTER I. COUNSELING: EXPLORING EARLY TRANSMISSIONS OF AFFECT. 35 Introduction ............................................................................................................ 35 Case Description........................................................................................................ 37 Affective Contextualization....................................................................................... 39 Transference and Countertransference.......................................................... 42 Synthesizing Themes................................................................................................. 48 CHAPTER II. EDUCATION: THE ETHICS OF SERVING THE “LEAST LIKELY TO SUCCEED".................. .... ....................................................................................................... 57 Introduction ............................................................................................................ 57 Case Description........................................................................................................ 61 Affective Contextualization....................................................................................... 74 viii Synthesizing Themes................................................................................................. 80 CHAPTER III. BEYOND THE BLOCK: HACKING INTO THE SYSTEM OF EDUCATION ............................................................................................................ 85 Introduction................................................................................................................ 85 Case Description........................................................................................................ 89 Affective Contextualization....................................................................................... 96 Synthesizing Themes................................................................................................. 104 PART 2: PROCESS .............................................................................................................. 109 CHAPTER IV. HAITI: THE STORY OF MASON.............................................................. 109 Introduction................................................................................................................ 109 Case Description........................................................................................................ 110 Neocolonial Interventions in Haiti................................................................. 110 Mason ............................................................................................................ 114 Affective Contextualization....................................................................................... 118 Mason’s Sickness as the Sickness of Modernity........................................... 118 Affective Accountability................................................................................ 126 Synthesizing Themes................................................................................................. 132 CHAPTER V. EDITING: THROUGH THE IMPASSE....................................................... 137 Introduction................................................................................................................ 137 Case Description........................................................................................................ 140 Affective Contextualization....................................................................................... 150 Synthesizing Themes................................................................................................. 158 ix PART 3: PRODUCT ............................................................................................................ 165 CHAPTER VI. RECEPTION................................................................................................ 165 Introduction................................................................................................................ 165 Theoretical Framework and Epistemology................................................................ 167 Methodology.............................................................................................................. 169 Type of Qualitative Inquiry and Research Procedure.................................... 169 Personal Subjectivities and Validity.............................................................. 172 Coding System and Data Analysis................................................................. 174 Results ....................................................................................................................... 178 Conclusions and Implications.................................................................................... 187 Continuing the Cycle of Affect...................................................................... 191 CONCLUSION...................................................................................................................... 195 Future Studies ............................................................................................................ 206 Towards a Positive Future......................................................................................... 207 REFERENCES……………………………………………………………………………… 210 APPENDIX A........................................................................................................................ 222 APPENDIX B........................................................................................................................ 223 APPENDIX C........................................................................................................................ 224 APPENDIX D........................................................................................................................ 225 x LIST OF FIGURES Figure Page 1 Narrating the Conjuncture of my Filmmaking through a Critically Reflexive Analysis .............................................................................................................................. 17 2 Beyond the Block: Haiti Lesson................................................................................ 171

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