Positioning Identities • • Lesbians’ and Gays’ Experiences with Mental Health Care by Hazel K. Platzer First published 2006 by Qual Institute Press Published 2016 by Routledge 2 Park Square, Milton Park, Abingdon, Oxon 0X14 4RN 711 Third Avenue, New York, NY 10017, USA Routledge is an imprint of the Taylor & Francis Group, an informa business Copyright © 2006 Hazel Katherine Platzer All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reprinted or reproduced or utilised in any form or by any electronic, mechanical, or other means, now known or hereaf ter invented, including photocopying and recording, or in any information storage or retrieval system, without permission in writing from the publishers. Notice: Product or corporate names may be trademarks or registered trademarks, and are used only for identification and explanation without intent to infringe. Canadian Cataloging-in-Publication Data Platzer, Hazel K. (Hazel Katherine), 1958- Positioning identities : lesbians' and gays' experiences with mental health care / by Hazel K. Platzer. Includes bibliographical references and index. ISBN 0-9683044-6-X 1. Gays--Mental health services. 2. Lesbians—Mental health services. 3. Coming out (Sexual orientation) 4. Homophobia. 5. Heterosexism. I. Title. RC451.4.G39P58 2006 362.2'086'64 C2006-901107-9 Graphic Design: Murray Pearson Cover Photos: Hazel K. Platzer Copyeditor/Typesetter: Moira Calder ISBN 13: 978-1-59874-292-3 (pbk) CONTENTS Acknowledgements v Preface ix 1 Disordered Identities 1 2 The Persistence of the Pathologization of Lesbian and Gay Sexual Identities 7 3 On Not Grasping the Nettle 23 4 The Research That Cannot Speak Its Name 49 5 Identity Parade: Experiences in the Line-Up for Mental Health Care 89 6 Mistaken Identities through a Phenomenological Lens 109 7 A Discursive Analysis of Resistance to Mistaken Identities 123 8 Disintegrating the Dualisms and Reintegrating Identities 143 9 Negotiating Sexual Identities 163 References 173 Index 203 Acknowledgements First and foremost, I would like to thank all the research participants, who remain anonymous and who trusted me enough to describe their painful stories. Many of them also entrusted me with some grander notion of trying to improve health care for future generations coming out behind them. This duty will remain as a work in progress. I would also like to thank Lizanne Wilson (Clinical Nurse Specialist HIV and Mental Health), who helped me gain access to potential recruitment sites and who acted as a safety net, offering and providing counseling and support to research participants. Thanks also to Lizanne for emotional support provid ed to me, which was much needed at times, and also for her belief in the importance of the research study. Lizanne introduced me to two key peer researchers (Sharon and Rosy), whose participation in the project made a real difference in terms of accessing local people who were not the “usual suspects.” They also helped me cross the age divide and provided language tuition, which helped me talk to the “youth of today.” Thanks also to local youth workers Peter Matthews, Annabelle Hodgson, and Tracey Newman for helping me to connect with young people through their youth services and for helpful discussions. A particularly tortuous quest to find a second supervisor or an external advisor was supported by Sheila Payne, Rose Whiles, and Mike Hardey. Roger Ingham was incredibly helpful and supportive, and put me in touch with Adrian Coyle at the University of Surrey. I thank Adrian for all his input as an external advisor, for squirreling me into an ESRC (Economic and Social Research Council) research methods course, and for linking me vi into lesbian and gay psychology networks. I also thank Judith Lathlean,who took over my supervision at Southampton after a period of intermission: Without her, this piece of work would not have reached its conclusion. Also thanks to Jill Macleod Clark, for the initial academic con versation about this project many years ago, and my examiners, Paul Flowers and Andree Le May, for constructive feedback and support. Janice Morse and Moira Calder worked tirelessly to produce the thesis for publication, and I am indebted to both of them. There are many other people who have supported me in different ways: Bronagh Walsh for her sense of humor, intelligence, and solidarity in the face of adversity; Martin McColl, for joining the Steering Group and offer ing to pick up any research participants under the age of 16 if they required emergency counseling; Jan Bridget, for saving people’s lives while some of us engaged in something more academic and for her contempt as an activist toward armchair social constructionists; Jane Cant, for help traversing the local ethics committee; Richard Ashcroft, for advice about consent in the research process for young people; Jonathon Shepherd, for information about the local peer education project; Robert Power, for a long conversa tion about privileged access interviewers and incentives; Dale Webb, David Wright, Nick Drey, and Pete Betts, who helped me to understand the local context; Glen Turner and Neil Dacombe at Gay Men’s Health Project, for conversations about peer researchers and the use of their premises to inter view some participants; Chris Bagley, for a discussion about his random household survey; Hilary Hinds, for pointing out the historical use of the phrase “an unspeakable of the Oscar Wilde sort”; Jacky Stacey, assisted by Hilary Hinds, for an impromptu al fresco tutorial on writing introductory and concluding chapters; Mary Everett, for continuing to ask me how I was getting on with my Ph.D. and telling me it was important to finish it; Lucy Yardley, for keeping me up to date with her draft publications on qualita tive methodologies; Mary Gobbi, for corridor conversations about the inef fable and the sixth moment; my sister-out-law Jen and her partner, Joan, for paying my therapist; my therapist; Sally Munt, for recommending key texts by Judith Butler, Anthony Giddens, Victor Seidler, and David Sibley; David Wright, for recommending key texts by David Bell and Gill Valen tine, and Nancy Duncan; Chris Gildersleeve and all the other workers at PACE; Helen Jones a nd Rose Hall at Mind in Brighton and Hove, whose vii daily work made them constantly remind me that any research that would improve the plight of lesbians and gay men with mental health needs had to be finished and put in the public domain; Louise Sprowl, the equal oppor tunities officer at the University of Southampton, for helping me to recog nize and cope with the homophobic bullying I was at the receiving end of while registered as a full-time student; the Workers at Mind in Southampton, particularly Donna Hiscock and Lesley Hall, for publicizing the research to potential research participants; David Longman at Switchboard, for the same; Wessex Medical Trust, for a grant to cover the costs of transcribing interview material; to my sister, Shirley, and my broth er in law, Ron, for their railing against homophobes; and to David House, for dragging me back to the St. Peter’s band of ringers just when I needed to be distracted with Stedman and Surprise methods. Finally and most important, I thank my “pretended” family: my partner, Flis, for her continued belief in my ability to complete this piece of work and crucial reminders at critical moments that I had started out as a confi dent person; also Flis again and our children, Jamie and Lizzie, who put up with some absence on my part during the final push for the frontier. Preface This dissertation has its beginnings in a piece of political and profes sional activism instigated by the British Conservative government’s attack on the human rights of lesbians and gay men when they intro duced a clause into the Local Government Bill in 1987; this later became Section 28 of the Local Government Act, which was designed to prevent the “promotion of homosexuality and pretended family relationships” (United Kingdom, 1988). On attending local “Stop the Clause” meetings and a lobby of Parliament, I began to realize the serious potential health implications of this proposed legislation. Later, when participating in a lobby of the Houses of Parliament, I was particularly struck by the number of placards demon strators were holding, which said, No more teenage suicides 1 in 5 lesbian and gay teenagers attempt suicide My feeling at the time on seeing these placards was one of dissociation and a sense of anachronism; how was it possible for shame and pride to coex ist here? Out, proud, and confident demonstrators were pointing to the shame carrièd within us. In retrospect, this was the first moment of my con scious recognition of and engagement with the binary. However, it has taken me several years of activism, experience, and academic research to under stand this moment in a more complete and useful way, involving a journey of contesting and reconstructing binaries. These binaries that shape our