The ‘lived experience’ of women with a cervical screening detected abnormality: A phenomenological study Elaine Dietsch RN, CM, FPNP, WHNP, ANS (WH), Dip SHC, MN (WH) A Thesis Submitted in Total Fulfilment of the Requirements for the Degree of Doctor of Philosophy Faculty of Health Studies Charles Sturt University July 2003 Table of Contents Page Certificate of Authorship of Thesis v Acknowledgments vi Abstract viii Chapter 1: Introduction and literature review 1 Background to and rationale for the study 1 Literature review 4 Biomedical paradigm 5 Psychological paradigm 18 Social barriers to receiving follow-up investigations 22 Women’s experience 24 Sense of self threatened by an abnormal Pap test result 32 The experience of ‘marginalised’ women 39 The literature, or lack thereof, confirms the need for this study 43 Chapter 2: The philosophy, theory and methodology that informed this study 45 Introduction 45 The phenomenological evolution 46 Husserlian phenomenology 47 Heideggerian phenomenology 49 Gadamerian phenomenology 52 Habermasian phenomenology 60 The French phenomenologists 61 Theoretical principles at the heart of this study 62 Emancipation: The feminist approach 63 Critical theory 68 Phenomenology and nursing 75 From philosophy, theory and methodology to method 80 Chapter 3: Method 82 The ethical dilemma 83 The academic dilemma 84 The philosophical dilemma 85 The phenomenological process 85 Ethical considerations 85 Identifying the phenomenon 87 Selection of participants 88 Gathering the data 91 Analysing the data 94 Validity and reliability in phenomenological research 101 Maintaining rigour 104 Conclusion 108 ii Chapter 4: Women defining themselves: Shared stories about private trauma 109 Perceived association between stress and cervical intraepithelial neoplasia 109 Back to the stresses … 110 Physical violence 113 Alcohol and drug misuse 118 Sexual trauma 120 Deep grief and profound loss 128 Terry’s paradigm story 133 Chapter 5:Abjection 135 Absolute fear 136 Loneliness 142 Guilt, judgment and punishment 146 Feeling dirty 148 Body dysphoria 151 Self-blame 153 Bleeding 155 The smell 156 The pain 157 Vulnerability 158 Fear of recurrence 165 Melanie’s paradigm story 168 Chapter 6: The Nocebo Effect 170 Waiting 171 Waiting months for an appointment 172 Waiting with many others 175 Waiting hours to see the clinician 176 Waiting weeks for the results 178 Health professionals serving the system 179 Inaccessibility and inflexibility of health professionals 181 Omnipotence, omniscience and infallibility – Medical dominance 182 Offensive language and communication 190 Confidentiality broken 192 Professional coolness 193 Reductionism 196 Heterosexism 197 Information withheld and consent uninformed 198 Not listening negates a person’s ‘knowing’ 203 Uncaring professionals 205 Clinical iatrogenesis 206 Cascade of problems 209 Professional incompetence 211 Jayne’s paradigm story 212 iii Chapter 7: Transformations 215 A different time 216 ‘Becoming’ 216 Enjoying life 217 More altruistic 219 Anger 220 Assertiveness 221 The road to self-healing 224 Spiritual comfort 228 Stronger 230 Janette’s paradigm story 232 Chapter 8: Recommendations 234 Working with women who have survived violence 236 Addressing feelings of loneliness 240 Reducing fear 242 Transforming nursing practice 246 Mutual respect 248 Chapter 9: Conclusion 250 Major outcomes from the review of the literature and key findings from the study 250 Strengths of the study 253 Limitations of the study 254 Power imbalance between myself and informants 256 A retrospective study 257 Avenues for further research 257 A few final words 258 List of references 260 Appendices 295 Appendix 1: Ethical clearance Appendix 2: Publications, conference presentations, seminars and workshops arising from the research project Appendix 3: Research pathway Appendix 4: Thesis pathway iv HD7 CERTIFICATE OF AUTHORSHIP OF THESIS & AGREEMENT FOR THE RETENTION & USE OF THE THESIS DOCTORAL AND MASTER BY RESEARCH APPLICANTS To be completed by the student for submission with each of the bound copies of the thesis submitted for examination to the Centre of Research & Graduate Training. For duplication purpose, please TYPE or PRINT on this form in BLACK PEN ONLY. Please keep a copy for your own records. I Elaine Dietsch Hereby declare that this submission is my own work and that, to the best of my knowledge and belief, it contains no material previously published or written by another person nor material which to a substantial extent has been accepted for the award of any other degree or diploma at Charles Sturt University or any other educational institution, except where due acknowledgment is made in the thesis. Any contribution made to the research by colleagues with whom I have worked at Charles Sturt University or elsewhere during my candidature is fully acknowledged. Should this thesis be favourably assessed and the award for which it is submitted approved, I agree to provide at my own cost a bound copy of the thesis as specified in the Rules for the presentation of theses, to be lodged in the University Library. I also agree that the thesis be accessible for the purpose of study and research in accordance with the normal conditions established by the University Librarian for the care, loan and reproduction of thesis.* Signature Date * Subject to confidentiality provisions as approved by the University v Acknowledgments Janette, Jayne, Annabelle, Ann, Margaret, Marie, Rita, Melanie, Joyce, Faye, Julie, Terry and Megan are the women who shared their stories so generously with me. It is these strong, wise and courageous women who breathed life into this thesis. This study would not have been possible without the support, encouragement and affirmation given to me selflessly by my husband, John. Early in the research journey, when I was plagued with doubt that I could complete the task, I received a wonderful endorsement from him in the form of a poster he’d made and placed above my computer desk. It read: When facing a tall and threatening mountain, there is no better place to start climbing than in the shadow of the Almighty, hand in hand with the one you love… John 9.2.99 … Together we will see this PhD through. True to his promise, John has been by my side, hand in hand with me every step of the way. I have been blessed with the three most patient, supportive, encouraging and wise supervisors, Professor Heather Gibb and Dr Karen Francis from Charles Sturt University and Dr Michael Carey from the University of Technology, Sydney. Almost thirty years ago, three women provided me with a nursing and midwifery heritage that enabled me to complete this thesis. The late Pam Hind (nee Lloyd) taught me the art of nursing gentleness and the value of listening to another human being. Margaret Hind instilled in me the love, confidence and joy found in acquiring new knowledge and Jan Robinson, a midwife, shared with me what it means to truly be with women, learning from and with them. I had the privilege of working with an incredible team of women’s health nurses in the Greater Murray Area Health Service: Brigitte Weber, Hilda Fitzgerald, Marilynne Watson and Jenny Jordan. This team of specialist nurses gave their time, expertise and support willingly. They introduced me to the amazing participants in this project. As a research support team they both challenged and affirmed my work. vi This project was enhanced by the assistance of fantastic librarians including Alice Ferguson, Yuming Han-Hepworth and Robyn Lonard from Charles Sturt University, Wagga Wagga Campus. They managed to find and obtain copious and often very obscure reference materials. Their patience and support proved invaluable. I have been sandwiched between two generations that believed in and supported me, my parents, Lillian and Paddy Adams and John and my adult ‘children’ Sarah, Mark, Nathan and Cathy. My father has, in recent years, taught me more about the art of caring than I could have learnt from any nursing text. The National Women’s Health Program provided a $10,000 research grant to cover the costs of equipment needed to initiate this study. A $4,000 Mitchellsearch Award from Charles Sturt University supported the continuation of the research, the presentation of preliminary findings at conferences and allowed me to contract the services of Di Davies in the final proofreading and presentation of this thesis. The encouragement, time and energy given to me by Di and her wonderful sister, Carmel Davies has been priceless. I am extremely appreciative to both Di and Carmel for their assistance. vii Abstract This thesis focuses on the stories of thirteen women who had experienced an abnormal Pap test result. A review of the literature demonstrated that, while much research had investigated the biomedical aspects of cervical intraepithelial neoplasia (CIN) and cervical cancer, very few studies in comparison had explored women’s experiences of having a cervical screening abnormality detected. The majority of those studies related to cervical cancer and assumed a homogenous sample of English speaking, heterosexual, middle class and well-educated women. It is argued that the stories of women whose voices are silent in the literature need to be heard, so that health professionals can learn from women how to enhance their clinical practice to ensure the best possible health outcomes for women with a screening detected cervical abnormality. The research aimed to answer the question, ‘What is the “lived experience” of women who have had an abnormal Pap test result?’ The thirteen participants were from groups considered at greatest risk of developing CIN/cancer and least likely to access cervical screening services. Each participant was interviewed on between two and five occasions, for one and a half to four hours per interview. At the first interview, participants were asked to respond to two predetermined prompts. The first, ‘Please tell me about yourself as a woman’ was asked in an endeavour to encourage the woman to share her story in a manner that was contextualised, integrated and whole. The second prompt was, ‘Please tell me about your experience when you had an abnormal Pap test result’. At the remaining interviews, an unstructured approach was adopted and the women were asked to clarify any issues that had arisen in previous interviews. Only the first interview was audiotaped, transcribed verbatim and analysed. Analysis and interpretation occurred simultaneously and were in keeping with the principles outlined by the hermeneutic phenomenologist, Gadamer (1975a). Four major thematic interpretations emerged from the transcript analysis and form the basis of the interpretive chapters. The first represents how the participants defined themselves according to life stressors. These stressors were of a devastating nature viii related to physical violence, sexual trauma and/or profound grief and loss, mostly experienced in their intimate and family relationships. This is the first study to explore how women define themselves within the parameters of violence and how a woman’s previously traumatised self can be further threatened by the experience of having an abnormal Pap test result. This sense of being threatened is referred to as ‘abjection’ and forms the second theme. Feelings of abjection were accentuated by the disservice, harm and injury the participants experienced within the health system and were identified as the ‘Nocebo Effect’ in the third theme. The fourth and final interpretive chapter explores how women, having felt threatened on multiple occasions, were able to transform and redefine themselves as strong, assertive women, no longer the victims of their circumstances. The final chapter cautions against generalisations and concludes with a discussion of potential further research avenues. ix Chapter 1 Introduction and literature review Background to and rationale for the study Everyday, millions of healthy women in industrialised nations attend a health professional, usually a medical practitioner, for a Pap test. They choose to submit themselves to this gynaecological procedure because they wish to be both reassured and insured. Reassurance comes from an objective, scientific test that they are indeed as healthy as they believe themselves to be and they feel insured against the possibility that they might develop cervical cancer. The majority of women receive their desired reassurance and insurance. However, a significant minority, up to one in twenty women having a Pap test in New South Wales, will be faced with an abnormal Pap test result (NSW Cervical Screening Program 1997). When a woman has an abnormal Pap test result, the previously hidden cervix is not the only part of her to come under medical surveillance. Cervical pathology detected at screening exposes her deeply personal and often times intimate past and present lifestyle choices or impositions, such as a history of sexual abuse, to scrutiny. For a woman with an abnormal Pap test result the past suddenly becomes the present and threatens her future. Thirteen women who had an abnormal Pap test result shared their stories in this phenomenological research project and chose their own pseudonym. They wished to be known as Ann, Annabelle, Faye, Janette, Jayne, Joyce, Julie, Margaret, Marie, Megan, Melanie, Rita and Terry. The women, almost all of whom were clients of a women’s health nurse clinic in rural Australia at the time the project was initiated, were invited to participate in the study. The women were purposively invited because they identified as being from groups whose voices were silent in the professional nursing/medical journals. They were from the same groups identified as being at greatest risk of cervical intraepithelial neoplasia (CIN) and given priority of access to cervical screening attended by women’s health nurses. In keeping with the nature of phenomenology, the participants were never asked to share instances of trauma. Instead, they were invited to 1
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