i “Getting on with it”: New Zealand Women’s Experiences of Living with an Increased Risk of Breast and Ovarian Cancer A thesis submitted for the Degree of Doctor of Philosophy (PhD) at the University of Otago Alison McEwen March 2011 ii iii Abstract This thesis explores the experiences of a group of New Zealand women living with an increased risk of hereditary breast and ovarian cancer. The experience of living with increased cancer risk has been explored overseas; however this is the first study examining the experiences of New Zealand women. The study aimed to investigate the experience of living with an increased risk of breast and ovarian cancer, the ways in which women make decisions regarding genetic testing and risk management, and the impact of risk reducing salpingo-oophorectomy and mastectomy on body image and sexuality. Qualitative, semi-structured interviews, and a narrative, thematic approach to the data analysis were used to explore the experiences and stories of thirty-two Pakeha New Zealand women who carry a BRCA mutation or who have a high risk based on their family history of cancer. Decision making is an integral part of the experience of living with an increased risk of breast and ovarian cancer, as shown by earlier studies. This process begins with the decision to investigate the family history of cancer. Women go on to make a number of decisions regarding genetic testing, surveillance and surgical risk management. The influences on the decisions they make include the information they obtain, their perception of risk, their family experiences and their perceived responsibilities to their families. Decision making emerges as fluid, with decisions influenced by the woman’s specific circumstances and change over time. “Getting on with it” has emerged as a dominant theme, as the way in which most of these Pakeha New Zealand women are approaching their risk. “Getting on with it” appears to be a deeply entrenched social, cultural and gendered expectation in New Zealand, perhaps influenced by our history as a settler society and the more recent influences of neo-liberal governance. Neo-liberal governance holds at its heart ideas regarding individual responsibility. These women, who are prepared to undergo significant, life-altering and potentially disfiguring surgery in order to be there to fulfil their family responsibilities, are living out dominant social and political expectations that we will each take responsibility for our own health and well-being. iv Women choosing to have risk reducing salpingo-oophorectomy and mastectomy face the removal of body parts that are central to their identity and femininity. In particular, mothering is central to the identity of many of the participants. Many of the women with young children describe using their desire to “be there” for their children as they grow up, as the motivation to undergo risk reducing surgery. I argue that choosing to undergo the removal of healthy body parts in order to reduce risk and remain alive to fulfil role expectations provides a symbolic and gendered representation of women as carers and nurturers. The implications of the findings for clinical practice in New Zealand are considered. Possible means of addressing issues identified by this group of women include greater use of multi-disciplinary clinics, development of more effective means of information provision and exploring the role of genetic counselling with whanau (family) groups. v Acknowledgements To the thirty-two women who participated in the interviews, thank you for your honesty and courage in sharing your experiences. And to the many other women who have crossed my path in the course of my working life, and whose experiences have contributed to my interpretation of the interviews and the literature, thank you also. To my supervisors, Kevin Dew, Steve Robertson and Allison Kirkman, thank you for your contributions, thoughts and assistance. Allison, you have provided me with the best supervision a student could hope for, guiding me along a path on a journey that has always felt like my own. Thank you for sharing your time, your books, your wisdom and your experience. Several people were instrumental in encouraging me to embark on this project. Alison Gray provided invaluable assistance and experience in completing the interviews. Dynes McConnell provided the list of potential participants. Esko Wiltshire provided assistance with the ethics application. I acknowledge the Todd Foundation Centenary Fund, 2005, for the funding which made this project possible. Completing this project while working has been challenging at times. My appreciation goes to my manager, Joanne Dixon, and my senior colleague, Alice Christian, for their practical support and encouragement. Caroline Lintott has been a hugely supportive colleague and friend during the period that I’ve been writing up. Thanks also to my colleagues in Wellington for covering for me during the times when I’ve taken leave to work on this project. Sam Wake and Mary-Anne Young, thank you for reading a draft of my thesis and for your insightful comments. My thanks also to the group of women whose friendships have sustained and nourished me over the past few years, particularly Serena, Anne, Emma, Donna and Rose. Robin and Susi, thank you for the discussions as I undertook the analysis and for your interest and support during this project. vi To my partner Chriss, thank you for coming into my life during this journey, for mind- expanding talks, for sharing your home, Bea, with me as a refuge for writing, and for the many ways you care for and support me. And to my daughters, Rachael and Laura. You have been with me from the beginning to the end of this task, busy doing your own growing up, giving me insight into what it is to be a mother and reminding me of the importance of family. Thank you. “Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage.” Lao Tzu vii Table of Contents Abstract iii Acknowledgements v Table of Contents vii Chapter 1: Introduction: Genetic testing for hereditary breast and ovarian cancer 1 1.1 The study 2 1.2 Background to the study 5 1.3 Introducing the participants 6 1.4 Ethnic disparity in New Zealand healthcare and its effect on this study 10 1.5 Theoretical and methodological framework 12 1.6 Thoughts on becoming a practitioner-researcher 14 1.7 Outline of the thesis 16 Chapter 2: The impact of new knowledge on the everyday lives of New Zealand women: A review of the literature 23 2.1 Theorising risk 23 2.2 Risk perception 28 2.3 Theorising gender 31 2.4 Theorising gender in New Zealand 33 2.5 Theorising women’s bodies 34 2.6 Sexuality 38 viii 2.7 Living with an increased risk of ovarian cancer 39 2.8 Risk management options 42 2.9 Conclusion 45 Chapter 3: Situating Genetic Services in New Zealand 47 3.1 Healthcare in New Zealand 47 3.2 Genetic Services in New Zealand 49 3.3 The process of cancer genetic counselling 51 3.4 Risk assessment for hereditary breast and ovarian cancer 54 3.5 Genetic testing for hereditary breast and ovarian cancer 56 3.6 Cancer risks associated with BRCA mutations 58 3.7 Medical management for women who carry a BRCA mutation 60 3.7.1 Surveillance for ovarian cancer 61 3.7.2 Risk reducing salpingo-oophorectomy 62 3.7.3 Surveillance for breast cancer 65 3.7.4 Risk reducing mastectomy 67 3.7.5 International differences in the acceptability of risk reducing surgery 68 3.8 Lynch syndrome causing a predisposition to ovarian cancer 68 3.8.1 Cancer risks associated with Lynch syndrome 71 3.8.2 Management of individuals with Lynch syndrome 73 3.9 Conclusion 73 ix Chapter 4: Methodological considerations: Theory and practice 75 4.1 Choosing a qualitative methodology 75 4.2 Feminist epistemology 76 4.3 A consideration of the importance of ontology 78 4.4 Negotiating dual roles: Combining research and clinical practice 80 4.4.1 Researcher reflexivity 83 4.4.2 Insider Outsider status 84 4.5 Developing the project 86 4.5.1 Ethics and Funding 89 4.6 Developing the interview guide 90 4.7 Interviewing 94 4.8 Conducting the interviews 97 4.9 Researcher biography and data interpretation 100 4.10 Writing the analysis 104 4.11 Conclusion 106 Chapter 5: Making big decisions: The consequences of a family history of ovarian and breast cancer 107 5.1 Stories about cancer 108 5.2 Decision making: The common thread 111 5.3 Risk perception 112 5.4 Sources of information for decision making 114 x 5.4.1 The internet 116 5.5 Information for risk management 121 5.5.1 Psychosocial aspects of care 124 5.6 Risk management 127 5.6.1 Risk reducing surgery 129 5.6.2 Surveillance 133 5.7 Telling/Not telling 134 5.7.1 Families 134 5.7.2 Friends 135 5.8 Prenatal decisions 137 5.9 Conclusion 138 Chapter 6: Ways of approaching risk: The experiences of a group of New Zealand women 141 6.1 “Getting on with it” 143 6.1.1 “Getting on with it”: The emergence of a theme 144 6.1.2 “Getting on with it” and risk reducing surgery 145 6.1.3 “Getting on with it”: Societal expectation? 148 6.1.4 “Getting on with it” and the public health discourse 152 6.2 Struggling to “get on with it” 154 6.2.1 Access to medical services for women who struggle to “get on with it” 159 6.2.2 “Getting on with it”: Societal and cultural influences 160 6.3 Ways of approaching risk “run in families” 163