the SOU L BUT T E R FLY ofa Refleaions LijeJsJourney 011 Muhammad Ali with Hana Yasmeen Ali Photographs by Howard Bingham Simon & Schuster New York London Toronto Sydney To my parents Odessa and Cassius Clay, with love -Muhammad Ali To my Guardian Angels. They know who they are. -Hana Yasmeen Ali With my third wife, Veronica,and our daughters, Hanaand Laila. contents A Letter to the World x Introduction xv The Early Years 1 The Middle Years 43 The Current Years 143 InTroubled Times 185 Postscript 211 Acknowledgments 220 coauthor's note a THE LETTER WORLD to Mythsareabout gods, legendsareabout heroes,andfairytalesdescribe the endless worlds of magic and dreams. This book is neither myth nor fairy tale, but the story of a legend with unwavering conviction. In the following pagesyou will read about a man who asked his heart what actions to take, and his heart replied like the beat of a drum that has yet to fade. Youwill readabout a man who stood upforthose whocould not stand upfor them selves. About a man who stared adversity in the face. A man who shared himself with the world and all who came hisway. Youwill read about a man who embodies the conflicts, struggles, and hopes of hundreds of years, a man who mesmerized the world with his artistry in the boxing ring, and won its respect with his courage outside it. Yet, hisgreatestaccomplishments-love, kindness, and generosity-all oc curred outside the spotlight. Throughout his life, he has moved us to tears, ofbothjoyand sorrow.Hehasfound ahome inthe heartofthe peopleofall nations,and becomethe epitome ofachampion and a hero. Itissaidthat morehasbeenwritten about Muhammad Alithan anyother living person.Whenyou haveaheartas bigasthe world, the world wantsto writeabout it.Thedifference betweenthis bookand allthe othersabout him isthat this bookisfrom hisheart. In the following pages,you will seethe world through my father's eyes. Youwill learn about his dreams, hisobstacles, his heartbreaks, and hisvic toriesfrom hisyouth to the present moment. This book isajourney through the defining moments in my father's life. It isfilled with his personal recol lections, occasionally sprinkled with my own memories, and laced with the storiesand poemsthat touched his heart. Ihavewitnessedthe humanity and compassion ofthis man whoseinno- xi cence of heart hasgone untouched bytime, a manwith thesoulofabutter fly. Ithas beena gift and an honor working with myfather to helpshare his thoughts, beliefs,and motivations with the world. Ifweall havepartsto play in life,this isthe storyofthe man who playedthe part of love. Daddy, you are my constant truth, my strength, my heaven on earth. Thank you for being there for me, thank you for believing in me, thank you for holding my hand in the dark andal ways standing byme. You have been more than just my father; you have been my teacher oflove, my friend, andmy guardian angel. I cherish you andadore you more than you could ever know God bless you, Daddy. You are my inspiration. with love, hana yasmeen ali xii You will never truly know the depth ofmy father's soul, how deep his dignity flows. Ali To love and give isall he's known, And his honor is a virtue ofits own. Words are not enough to tell his story. Colors aren't lovely enough to depict his face. Legend is not sturdy enough to uphold his name. His spirit has surpassed our descriptive plane. A billion stars could never replace, The space his heart has filled. A universe ofdoubt could never erase, The faith his heart has embraced. No picture has ever sufficiently captured The smile in his angelic eyes, And no book will ever fully explain the beauty that Ali has defined. -HANA YASMEEN ALI xiii INTRODUCTION People were always asking me what! was going to do after I retired from boxing. My responsethen wasasitisnow: During my boxingcareer,you did notseethe rea!Muhammad Ali.Youjust sawalittle boxingand alittleshow manship. It was after I retired from boxing that my true work began. i had more time then todevelop myspiritual being the waythat i once developed my muscles and agility. When I look at the world, I see that many people build big beautiful houses but livein broken homes.Wespend moretime learning howtomake a livingthan wedo learning to make alife. What Ihopetosharewith youare the beliefsthat Ihavecome to liveby:Manyofthe philosophies, stories, and ideals that havetouched my soul and inspired my heart I learned from my studyof Islam. Ihavesharedthis knowledgewith myfamily andfriends; now Ioffer ittothe world. xv Overthe yearsmy religion haschanged and myspirituality hasevolved. Religionand spirituality areverydifferent, but peopleoftenconfuse thetwo. Somethings cannot betaught, butthey can beawakened inthe heart.Spir ituality isrecognizingthe divine lightthat iswithin usall. Itdoesn't belongto any particular religion; it belongstoeveryone. Peoplehaveasked me if Istill work on myfaith. The truth is, Ican talk all dayabout my faith because more than anything elsein my life, I believe in God.Ifallofthe oceanson Earthwereink, and allofthetreeswere pens, they still would not be sufficient to write down the knowledge God has. Knowingthat Godhas power like that keeps me humble. The more Istudy about Godand Islam,the moreIrealizehowlittle Iknow.So,Iam stillstudy ing, and I'm still learning because there's nothing as great as working for God. Trulygreat people in history neverwantedto begreatforthemselves. All they wanted wasthe chance todo goodfor others and becloseto God. I'm not perfect. I know that I still havethings to work out, and I'm working on them. Therearecertain things Ihavedonethat Iam notproud of,especially when theycaused pain toothers. Iask Godfor forgiveness. No matter where I go, everybody recognizes my face and knows my name. Peopleloveand admire me;they look upto me.That'sa lotof power and influence for one man to have,so I know I havea responsibility to use myfamethe rightway. That'soneofthe reasonsI'vealwaystried to begood to everyone no matter their color, religion, or position in life. Though some people may see themselves as better or more important than others, in God'seyesweareall equal, and it'swhat isin our heartsthat matters. Peoplesaythat Igaveawaytoo much money during my boxing career. xvi
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