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AmnU AmgZ§ H$aVmo Am{U Jwê$Or ¶moJ gmYVmV... hm ˶m§À¶mVbm Am{U Amnë¶mVbm Iam ’$aH$ Amho.'
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earaM ˶m ‘Z‘moH$ù¶m hgʶmV ^mJrXma Pmbob§.
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"Jwê$OtZm ¶moJ ¶oVmo. ˶m§Zm nV§Obr AmVyZ H$ibobm Amho. Am§YionUmZ§ Oar Vy ˶m§À¶m‘mJo Jobmg Var Hw$R>À¶m Hw$R>o
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˶m§M§ {ZarjU H$aʶmV VmgZ Vmg Kmbdbo.
dma§dma ñdV:bm ~Omdb§,Amnë¶mbm Jwê$OtH$S>Z§ {eH$Vm ¶m¶bm hdm Vmo {Od§V OJʶmer Agbobm AZw~§Y.Vmo ¶moJ.
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{dZmVH«$ma. nU hr ì¶dñWm ‘moS>m¶bm hdr Agm Vwåhr {dMma Ho$bm¶ H$Yr?'
Vo H$m¶ gm§Jy nmhVmhoV ho Z¸$s g‘OV ZìhV§. MmVwd©UmªMr Vo nma§n[aH$ ‘m§S>Ur H$aVmhoV H$m Ag§ dmQy>Z jU^a
‘Zmbm JmR>hr nS>br hmoVr.
"H$YrVar S>mo³¶mbm nm¶mM§ H$m‘ H$am¶bm bmdmd§, nmoQ>mbm hmVmÀ¶m gmo~VrZ§ Om¶bm gm§Jmd§ Agm à¶ËZ H$ê$Z
~{KVbm¶? Sy> ¶y h°d XmoO B§Q>aZb H$ZojÝg? AmnU O|ìhm erfm©gZ H$aVmo...Jmo Qy> erfm©gZ'
ñQ>oOdaÀ¶m {dÚm϶m©bm Jwê$OtZr erfm©gZmV Om¶bm gm§{JVb§. BVH$s XUH$Q> gyMZm ‘r H$Yrhr EoH$bobr ZìhVr.
˶mVbm Omoa Am{U Zo‘Ho$nUm BVH$m {dbjU hmoVm H$s Ho$di ˶m amH$Q> AmdmOmZ§M erfm©gZ AmH$mambm ¶md§ Vg§
Pmb§. AmgZmVë¶m {dÚm϶m©À¶m S>mo³¶mH$S>o {ZX}e H$aV Vo g‘OmdyZ gm§Jm¶bm bmJbo.
"AmnU erfm©gZ H$aVmo åhUOo H$m¶ H$aVmo? ’$º$ S>mo³¶mda C^§ amhVmo? ~°bÝg gm§^miVmo? Vo Va H$aVmoM EH$m
nmVirda.nU ˶mnojmhr nwT>o OmV AmnU S>mo³¶mbm gm§JVmo H$s nm¶mbm H$m¶ H$m‘ H$amd§ bmJV§¶ ¶mMm AZw^d Ko.
~K g§nyU© earamMm Vmob gm§^miU§ hr {H$Vr {dbjU Jmoï> Amho Am{U Vr nm¶ H$go {dZmVH«$ma H$aVmhoV. EdT>r
gJir df©. Á¶mdoir AmnU nm¶mH$S>o S>mo³¶mMr O~m~Xmar gmondVmo,V|ìhm AmnU nm¶m§Zm H$m¶ gm§JVmo? ˶m§Zm gm§JVmo
Vwåhr AdH$memV ~Km,Vw‘À¶m ËdMobm goÝgo{Q>pìhQ>rMo S>moio ’w$Qy> ÚmV.˶mÀ¶m ‘XVrZ§ ¶m ñWimMm, ¶m H$mimMm
A§XmO ¿¶m, AmnU Q>mB©‘ Am{U ñnog‘Yo ñdV:bm H$go nmo{PeZ H$aVmo ho g‘OmdyZ ¿¶m...BVa doir {H$Vr
ghOnUmZ§ ‘o§Xÿ Vw‘À¶mgmR>r ho H$m‘ H$aV AgVmo, H$Yr bjmV Var ¶oV§ H$m Vw‘À¶m? O|ìhm amoëg B§Q>aM|O hmoVmV
V|ìhm à˶oH$ amobM§ ‘hÎd Amnë¶mbm g‘OyZ ¶oV§. OñQ> gr. dr Moµ§O X H$m°ÝQ>o³ñQ> A±S> EÝQ>m¶a A§S>añQ>±qS>J M|Oog.
{Yg BO ìhm°Q> nV§Obr Q>oëg ¶y ìhoZ hr goO,"{dVH©$~mYZo à{Vnj^mdZ‘²...'
{OݶmV ‘m¶m Amgnmg ~gbobr H$mhr nmíMm˶ ‘§S>ir ZmoQ²>g {bhÿZ KoʶmÀ¶m IQ>nQ>rV hmoVr.Jwê$OtÀ¶m
~mobʶmÀ¶m doJmer ˶m§Mm {bhrʶmMm doJ OwiV ZìhVm.VarXoIrb Vo ˶m§Mm hÅ> gmoS>V ZìhVo. ‘bm ‘Om dmQ>br.
"dr ’o$b Qy> A§S>añQ>±S> XrO B§Q´>rH$grO {~H$m°O dr Ama Zm°Q> goÝgo{Q>ìh. H°$Z ¶y gr, ’$sb,na{gìh? AZbog A±S>
AZ{Q>b Eìhar {gñQ>r‘,Eìhar Am°J©Z,Eìhar gob BZ ¶ya ~m°S>r d³g© BZ H$moAm°{S>©ZoeZ...Eìh[aqWJ {db ~r ’«°$J‘|Q>oS>.
AmgZ§ hr Ho$di emar[aH$ Jmoï> Zmhr Va Vr Amnë¶m ~w{Õbm,‘Zmbm,{dMmam§Zm AmH$ma XoUmar,g§nyU© earam§VJ©V
gwg§dmX {Z‘m©U H$aUmar EH$mË‘ à{H«$¶m Amho. BQ> M|Oog X Q>o³ja Am°’$ ¶ya {MÎm. H$ëMg© ¶ya B§Q>o{bOÝg Am{U
emn©Ýg ¶ya gopÝg{Q>ìhrQ>r...'
EImÚm Y~Yã¶mgmaIo Jwê$Or ~mobV hmoVo. EH$mM doir AZ§V Jmoï>r ˶m§Zm gm§Jm¶À¶m hmo˶m.‘m¶m eoOmar ~gboë¶m
˶m ‘wbrZ§ eodQ>r ZmoQ²>g KoʶmMm hÅ> gmoS>bm. dhr {‘Qy>Z KoVbr Am{U Vr g‘moa ~Ky bmJbr.
"Jwê$OtMr OoñMg© ˶m§À¶m eãXm§nojm {H$VrVar OmñV ~mobVmV,Zmhr?' WmoS>çm doimZ§ diyZ ~KV Vr åhUmbr.
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nwT>o, "nmV§Ob ¶moJgyÌ n[aM¶' ¶m Jwê$OtÀ¶m J«§WmMm AZwdmX H$aVmZm ‘r ˶m§Zm ^oQ>m¶bm Jobmo V|ìhm ‘bm ¶m
KQ>ZoMr AmR>dU Pmbr. VrM COm©,VmoM Omo‘.
"g°‘ Ho$, bmB©’$ BO bmB©H$ A°‘oPm°Z [aìha.' hmVmMr hmbMmb BVH$s OmoaH$g H$s g‘moa A°‘oPm°ZM C^r amhmdr.
"BQ> âbmoO BZgogÝQ>br. àH¥$˶m AnyamV.... ¶ya Q´>mÝgboeZ eyS> ~r X°Q> âbmoBªJ A±S> ìhm¶~«§Q>'
AZwdmX,AZwdmXM H$embm Oo H$mhr Agob Vo, Vr H$bm Agob, OJU§ Agob qH$dm hmVmV KoVbob§ Hw$R>b§hr gmY§ H$m‘
Agob. Vo {Od§V,àdmhr Am{U ñn§XZerbnUo gmYm¶bm hd§. {H$Vr Zo‘H$s gyMZm !
Kar Amë¶mda ^mdmbm,Jwê$OtZr ho {eH$db§,Vo gm§{JVb§, goÝgo{Q>ìhrQ>r~ÔbM§ ˶m§M§ åhUU§ H$g§ "A‘oqPJ'hmoV§...Ag§
gJi§ gm§JV hmoVmo.
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àdmhmV dmhÿZ Om¶bm hmoV§. Vo Q>mi. hr BO ‘M ‘moa {~¶m±S> dS>©g...~hþVoH$m§À¶m ho bjmV ¶oV Zmhr. ¶hþXr
‘oݶwhrZbm ho g‘Ob§ hmoV§. Vo Jwê$OtZm åhUmbo hmoVo,"‘m¶ ~oñQ> ìhm¶mobrZ Q>rMa', Vo H$m åhUbo Vo CH$byZ ~K. hr
h°O n°am’«o$ÁS> BQ> ã¶w{Q>’w$br....' XmXm AJXr ghOnUmZ§ gm§JV hmoVm.
"Aao ho gJi§ Vwbm H$iV§¶ Va Vy H$m Zmhr ¶oV ³bmgbm?Vy H$mhr Zmhr {eH$V ¶moJ?'
"¶m OÝ‘r ¶moJ Zmhr ' ˶mZ§ {df¶mbm nyU©{dam‘ {Xbm.
¶hþXr ‘oݶwhrZ ¶m§Zr Jwê$OtZm EH$ KS>çmi ^oQ> åhUyZ {Xb§. ˶mda {bhrb§¶ "Qy> ‘m¶ ~oñQ> ìhm¶mobrZ Q>rMa Eìha.'
Vo KS>çmi ‘mJo EH$Xm ‘bm ~Km¶bm {‘imb§. ^mdmMr AmR>dU Pmbr Am{U ‘oݶwhrZ ¶m§Zr ho Ag§ H$m {bhrb§
Agmd§ Agm {dMma H$am¶bm bmJbmo. ¶hþXr ‘oݶwhrZ ho OJ{Û»¶mV ìhm¶mobrZ dmXH$. Jwê$OtÀ¶m AJXr gwê$dmVrÀ¶m
{eî¶m§n¡H$s EH$. ˶m§Mr, "bmB©Q> Am°Z ¶moJ' ¶m J«§Wmbm, gImob {ddoMZ H$aUmar àñVmdZm Amho.
Vo Jwê$OtZm åhUVmV H$s AmOdaMo Vwåhr ‘mPo gdm}Îm‘ ìhm¶mobrZ Jwê$? Jwê$OtZr ˶m§Zm,ìhm¶mobrZ H$g§ dmOdmd§,
¶mM§ V§Ì {eH$db§ AgʶmMr e³¶Vm H$mhrM Zmhr. ˶mV ‘oݶwhrZ AmYrnmgyZM H$‘mbrMo {ZîUmV hmoVoM. ‘J?
ìhm¶mobrZ dmXZmM§ V§Ì hm ìhm¶mobrZ dmXZmVbm EH$ ^mJ Amho.Omo ‘hÎdmMm Amho na§Vw g§nyU© Zmhr.Jwê$OtZr
‘oݶwhrZ ¶m§Zm, Amnë¶m earamM§, Amnë¶m OmUrdoM§, g§doXZerbVoM§ ìhm¶mobrZ ho {dñVmarV ê$n Amho, ìhm¶mobrZMr
Am{U Amnbr hmoUmar ^oQ>, ˶mVyZ {Z‘m©U hmoUmao ñda hr ¶mo{JH$ H¥$Vr Amho ¶mM§ ^mZ {Xb§ AgUma...
dmXZmÀ¶m H$bo~ÔbMr ˶m§Mr g§doXZerbVm Vrd« Am{U Vrd«V‘ H$aV, H$boVyZ AmnU g‘J«VoZ§ H$go A{^춺$ hmoD$
eH$Vmo hr OmUrd ˶m§À¶m R>m¶r {dH${gV Ho$bobr AgUma....
H$boMm g§~§Y OrdZmÀ¶m ñn§XZerb CO}er H$gm AgVmo ho ˶m§À¶m ZOaobm AmUV, Vmo g§~§Y AmgZm§À¶m gamdmVyZ
XohmÀ¶m nmVirda nwZñWm©{nV H$gm H$aVm ¶oVmo ho ˶m§Zm {eH$dbob§ AgUma...
H$bm CÞV hmoV hmoV eodQ>r CXmÎmVoÀ¶m Am{U AmË‘emoYmÀ¶m dmQ>oH$S>o H$er OmVo ¶mM§ Xe©Z ‘oݶwhrZ ¶m§Zm Jwê$OtZr
KS>db§ AgUma....
Jwê$Ot~Ôb ‘oݶwhrZ ¶m§À¶m eãXm§nojm A{YH$ Mm§Jb§ Am{U gw¶mo½¶ {bhrU§ AdKS> Amho.
Jwê$OtÀ¶m ZìdXmì¶m dmT>{XdgmÀ¶m {Z{‘ÎmmZ§ Amåhr EH$ nmoWrÀ¶m AmH$mamMr S>m¶ar Ho$br hmoVr. {VÀ¶m n{hë¶m
nmZmda Jwê$OtÀ¶m hñVmjamV N>mnbob§ hmoV§,
"¶moJ hm Hw$R>bmhr Y‘© Zmhr. ¶moJ ho Y‘m©M§ Am{U Y‘m©‘mJM§ emó Amho. ¶m emómÀ¶m Aä¶mgmZ§ gmYH$mbm
ñdV:À¶m Y‘m©M§ A{YH$ gw¶mo½¶nUo AmH$bZ hmoV§.' ‘oݶwhrZ ¶m§À¶m ZoQ>³¶m eãXm§à‘mUoM,Zo‘³¶m ^mfoV g§nyU© ¶moJ
¶m {df¶mMm narK Amdm³¶mV KoVbobm Am{U Varhr d¡¶{º$H$ Hw$dVrZwgma {dñVmamMr àM§S> j‘Vm J{^©V Agbobm.
Amåhr KoVboë¶m EH$m ‘wbmIVrV Jwê$Or åhUmbo hmoVo,
"¶moJm~Ôb gyMZm XoʶmH$aVm H$moUVr ^mfm dmnam¶Mr,Vr H$er dmnam¶Mr,{VÀ¶mdaMo AmKmV H$go hdoV Á¶m¶moJo
hdm Vmo n[aUm‘ gmYVm ¶oB©b ho gJi§ {eH$dVmZm ‘r VnmgV Jobmo. {ZpíMV H$aV Jobmo.˶mVyZ ‘J hr {d{eï>
Zo‘H$s ^mfm AmH$mambm Ambr. Odinmg Vrg Mmirg df© bmJbr ‘bm,¶moJmgmR>r AMyH$ Aer ^mfm KS>dm¶bm.
H$moU˶mhr H$boV nma§JV ìhm¶M§ Va H$ï> Va bmJUmaM H$s.'
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‘m¶mg‘moa AOyZhr H$å߶wQ>a VgmM Amho. Vmo OmJm amhmdm åhUyZ AYyZ‘YyZ ‘r {ZaW©H$nUo n°S>daZ§ ~moQ> {’$adVmo
Amho. nU AOyZhr ‘bm H$m¶ {bhmd§ Vo gwMV Zmhr¶o. H$m¶ {bhmd§ åhUʶmnojm H$m¶ {ZdS>md§ Am{U H$m¶ dJimd§
¶mMm ‘mPm {ZU©¶M hmoV Zmhr¶o. AmR>dUmar à˶oH$ Jmoï> ‘hÎdmMr Amho Ag§M dmQ>V§¶. Vo Vg§ hmoVm H$m‘m Z¶o ho
H$iV§¶ nU...
S>oñH$Q>m°ndaMr EH$ ’$moQ>mo’$mB©b ‘r CKS>Vmo.
˶mV Jwê$OtMo ~o„zaMo ’$moQ>mo AmhoV. d¥jmamonU H$aVmZm,emioV ‘wbm§Mr AmgZ§ ~KVmZm,nyOm H$aVmZm,nV§ObtÀ¶m
‘yVubm Z‘ñH$ma H$aVmZm Am{U H$mhr AmgZ§ H$aVmZm...EH$m‘mJmo‘mJ ‘r Vo nwÝhmnwÝhm ~KV amhmVmo.
Vr dmQ> KoD$Z Imob OmVm ¶oV§¶ H$m Vo MmMny bmJVmo.
"{H$Vr A{dídgZr¶ Amho ¶m ‘mUgmM§ Am¶wî¶?'n{hbm ’$moQ>mo nmhVmZm ‘ZmV C‘Q>bobm {dMma.
H$Zm©Q>H$mVë¶m ~obya ZmdmÀ¶m Hw$R>ë¶mVar EdT>çmem IoS>çmV Jar~ KamV OÝ‘ Pmbobm, bhmZnUr Q>r.~r dJ¡ao gmaIo
amoJ Pmbobm EH$ ‘wbJm Amamo½¶ bm^md§ åhUyZ Amnë¶m Wmoaë¶m ~{hUrÀ¶m ¶O‘mZm§H$S>o åhUOo Joë¶m eVH$mVë¶m
åh¡gyapñWV Wmoa ¶moJr-Q>>r.H¥$îU‘mMm¶mªH$S>o, OmVmo. ˶m§À¶m gëë¶mZ§ AmgZm§H$S>o diVmo.
XmoZ dfmªZr, Vo ˶mbm S>m°.JmoIbo ZmdmÀ¶m ‘mUgmÀ¶m {dZ§Vrdê$Z g§nyU© AZmoiIr Agboë¶m nwUo ¶m ehamV "¶moJ
{eH$d' åhUyZ Om¶bm gm§JVmV. {OWo ˶mÀ¶m Zm˶mVb§ Va gmoS>mM ‘m{hVrVb§hr Hw$Ur Zmhr. {VWbr ^mfmgwÕm
˶mbm ¶oV Zmhr.
~a§ Vo gm§JVmV Am{U hm EH$hr àíZ Z {dMmaVm Vr Amkm {eagmd§Ú ‘mZVmo. CR>Vmo. EH$ N>moQ>r nͶmMr noQ>r,XmoZ
H$nS>o,Xþgè¶mZ§ H$mTy>Z {Xbob§ {VH$sQ> KoD$Z WoQ> nwʶmV ¶oD$Z nmohmoMVmo.{VWo S>o¸$Z {O‘ImZm ZmdmÀ¶m ³b~da
{eH$dm¶bm gwê$dmV H$aVmo.OdiÀ¶mM EH$m bm°O‘Yo amhVmo.{VWbo ˶mMo ghmoXa H$moU Va, Jm‘m-Jw§JmgmaIo
n{hbdmZ! gJi§M AV³¶©.
H$mhr {Xdgm§Z§Va {VH$S>o KaÀ¶m§Zm dmQ>V§ ¶mM§ b¾ H$am¶bm hd§, åhUyZ ‘J Hw$UmÀ¶m Var gmo~VrZ§ ¶mÀ¶m ng§VrgmR>r
EH$ ‘wbJr nwʶmV nmR>dbr OmVo. Vr nmohmoMVo nU bJoM ¶mMr ^oQ> hmoV Zmhr åhUyZ Vr dmQ> ~KV ~gVo. WmoS>m
doi dJ¡ao Zmhr Va {H$˶oH$ Vmg. {hZ§ EdT>r dmQ> ~{KVbr¶ Va {hÀ¶mer b¾ H$am¶bm hd§ Ag§ åhUyZ hm {VÀ¶mer
b¾ H$aVmo. ˶m órM§ Zmd a‘m‘Ur...
Á¶m§Mr nwT>o ¶moJgmYZoV {deofV: AmgZ Am{U àmUm¶m‘V§Ì {ZpíMV H$aVmZm ‘m¡{bH$ ‘XV hmoVo.Á¶m§À¶m ZmdmZ§ gwê$
Pmbobr ¶moJ{ejUg§ñWm OJ{Û»¶mV hmoVo.
¶mVbr à˶oH$ Jmoï> {MÌnQ>mV emo^y eHo$b Aer Amho. H$mhr AmIrd~oVrd Zgbob§ Ag§ Am¶wî¶ OJU§ H$g§ e³¶
Amho? Hw$Ur ‘bm, Vwbm hd§ Vg§ H°$a°³Q>a {bhr, hd§ Vg§. Hw$Ry>Zhr Hw$R>ohr OmD$ XoV ˶mbm. H$mhr H$ê$ XoV Aer
‘moH$irH$ {Xbr Var ‘m¶mH$S>Z§ Ag§ {bhrb§ OmUma Zmhr.
à˶jmV øm ‘mUgmÀ¶m dmQ>çmbm Ambob§ ho dmñVd Amho.
BWdaÀ¶m Aem àdmgmMm Y¸$m Oam {daVmo¶ Z {daVmo¶ VmoM nwT>À¶m ’$moQ>mogmo~V àíZm§Mr CVa§S> ‘m¶mda H$mogiVo.
CYma AmUboë¶m ^m§S>çmHw§$S>çm§Zr g§gma gOdUmè¶m, A˶§{VH$ ‘m’$H$ AmdH$ Agboë¶m ¶m ‘mUgmbm n¡go
{‘idʶmgmR>r AmnU BVa H$mhr H$amd§ Ag§ H$YrM dmQ>b§ Zgob? nXamV nmM ‘wbr Am{U EH$ ‘wbJm Agboë¶m ¶m
J¥hñWmZ§, g§gmamMm JmS>m hmH$ʶmgmR>r, OmD$ Úmdr hr ¶moJmMr ^mZJS Am{U Yamdr A°å¶w{ZeZ ’°$³Q>arV ZmoH$ar
Agm {dMma H$Yr Ho$bm Zgob? (˶mH$mir A°å¶w{ZeZ ’°$³Q>ar,IS>H$s BW§ ˶m‘mZmZ§ ghO ZmoH$è¶m {‘iV Ag§
gm§{JVb§ OmV§ åhUyZ ho CXmhaU.) OJʶmgmR>r ~ogw‘ma ¶mVm¶mV H$aV, ømbm ¶moJ {eH$d,˶mbm ¶moJ {eH$d Aer
gm¶H$bdaZ§ amoO drgn§Mdrg ‘¡bmMr anoQ> ‘maUmè¶m, ˶m H$mir {d{já åhUdë¶m OmUmè¶m ¶m gmܶm ‘mUgmH$S>o
¶moJm{df¶rMr hr Ana§nma {Zð>m Am{U ˶mgmR>r Am¶wî¶ nUmbm bmdʶmMr {h§‘V Ambr Hw$Ry>Z Am{U ˶mÀ¶m ˶m
qh‘Vrbm ~i Úmd§ ho g‘§OgnU ˶m nËZrbm bm^b§ Hw$Ry>Z? H$emÀ¶m ~imda ¶m bm¡{H$H$mWm©Z§ A{e{jV Agboë¶m
‘mUgmZ§ Hw$R>ë¶mhr AS>Wù¶mbm Z Ow‘mZVm Am{U àbmo^Zmbm ~ir Z nS>Vm Ho$di ¶moJmdaM bj H|${ÐV Ho$b§?
Hw$UmMrhr {deof ‘XV ZgVmZm H$gm H$m¶ XoemnaXoemV OmD$Z, hOmam|À¶m g§»¶oZ§ H$bmË‘H$ "S>o‘m°ZñQ´>oeÝg' XoV,
¶moJmMm P|S>m EH$Q>çmÀ¶m Ordmda BVH$m C§M CMbyZ Yabm? BVH$m H$s AmO gmR> gÎma Xoem§‘Ybo bmImo {dÚmWu
¶moJmä¶mgmÀ¶m ào‘mV nS>VmV Am{U Amnbr Am¶w ¶moJmÀ¶m H$maUr bmdʶmM§ {ZpíMV H$aVmV.
H$m¶ CÎma AmhoV ¶m àíZm§Mr? Ho$di AM§{~V H$aUmè¶m Jmoï>r AmhoV ¶m.
~a§ {eH$dm¶mbm bmJbo Am{U AënmdYrV Zmd Pmb§.¶e MmbV Amb§ Ag§hr Zmhr. PJS>U§, bT>U§ gwê$ hmoV§M.
˶mV {eH$dʶmMm {df¶ ¶moJ. {‘pñQ>H$b, AmܶmpË‘H$,JyT>, gm‘mݶm§À¶m Amdm³¶mV ¶oD$ eH$V Zmhr Aer à{gÕr
Agbobm. ˶m‘wio ˶mVë¶m AmYrÀ¶m,ñdV:bm VÁk g‘OUmè¶m ‘§SitZr ZmH$ ‘waS>bobr AgUmaM.
"nyduÀ¶m H$mir Hw$Umbmhr H$mhr {eH$dVmZm ‘bm Oo A{^àoV Agm¶M§ Vo ‘r AmYr H$$ê$Z XmIdm¶Mmo H$maU V|ìhm
‘m¶mH$S>o nwaogo eãX ZìhVo. ¶mo½¶ A{^춺$s ZìhVr. ˶m‘wio ˶m H$mimV ‘mPr XþnoS>r gmYZm gwê$ hmoVr. EH$sH$S>o
‘r AmgZm§Mm {Za§Va gamd H$aV hmoVmo; ˶mMdoir Oo {eH$dm¶M§ Amho ˶mMr ^mfm KS>dʶmMmhr à¶ËZ H$aV hmoVmo.
H$maU ˶m{edm¶ ‘m¶m {eH$dʶmV Zo‘Ho$nUm Ambm ZgVm. Oo ‘bm OmUdbob§,AZw^yVrbm Ambob§ Amho Vo
gwñnï>nUo ‘r g‘moaÀ¶m gm§Jy eH$bmo ZgVmo.‘mP§ gm§JU§M ~amo~a Zgb§ Va g‘moaÀ¶mbm ˶mMm H$gm H$m¶ AZw^d
¶oUma?' Jwê$OtM§ EoH$VmZm ho AJXr EH$aofr¶ dmQ>V§. nU à˶jmV Vo {H$Vr H$R>rU Amho ømMr H$ënZm ¶moJ {ejU
XoUmè¶m Am{U KoUmè¶m§Zm Z¸$s AgVo.
ñdV:À¶m AZw^dmbm H|$ÐñWmZr R>odV ¶moJ {eH$dʶmÀ¶m Jwê$OtÀ¶m nÕVrbm V|ìhm {damoY Pmbm AgUma ho {ZpíMV.
"ho AܶmË‘ ZmhrM hr emara nmVirdaMr H$gaV Amho ZwgVr, hm ‘mUyg H$gbm AmܶmpË‘H$ Am{U ¶moJmä¶mgr, hm
Va {Zìdi H$gaVnQy>' Aer AdhobZmhr VWmH${WV AmܶmpË‘H$ ‘§S>irH$Sy>Z nXamV Ambobr AgUma.
Hw$Ur H$mhrhr ~mobb§ Varo Jwê$Or ‘mÌ Amnë¶m ^y{‘Ho$dê$Z {Vi‘mÌhr H$Yr T>ibo ZmhrV. ˶m§À¶m AZw^wVrbm Amb§
hmoV§ Vo Am{U ˶m§Zm ¶mo½¶ dmQ>V hmoV§ VoM Vo {eH$dV amøbo. J«§WmVb§ dMZ Amho åhUyZ ˶m§Zr H$Yr Am§YionUmZ§ Vo
à‘mU ‘mZb§ Zmhr. H$s nV§ObrZ§ gm§{JVb§¶ åhUOo Vo ¶mo½¶M AgUma Agm ^m~S>m {dídmg R>odyZ Vo H$Yr ˶m‘mJo
Jobo ZmhrV. ˶m dMZm§Mr ˶m§Zr gmV˶mZ§ ñdV:À¶m earamÀ¶m,{MÎmmÀ¶m Am{U ^mZmÀ¶m à¶moJemioV H$gyZ VnmgUr
Ho$br. ˶mVyZ gm‘moao ¶oUmao {ZîH$f© nwÝhmnwÝhm Vnmgbo. Am{U ˶m {ZîH$fmªVyZ {dH$gZ H$aV Vo ñdV:MmM Zìho Va
gJù¶m§gmR>rMm ¶moJ‘mJ© àeñV H$aV Jobo.
{h‘mb¶mVë¶m Jwhm§V amhmUmè¶m gmYwg§Ý¶mem§Zm,KaXma gmoSy>Z AaʶdmgmV gmYZm H$aUmè¶m gmYH$m§ZmM àmá hmoD$
eH$Vmo Aer »¶mVr AgUmam ¶moJ Jwê$OtZr gmܶm gm‘mݶ ‘mUgmÀ¶m Amdm³¶mV AmUyZ R>odbm.ho Jwê$OtM§ lo¶.
CÎVam¶wî¶mV, gÎmaÀ¶m XeH$mV Q>r.H¥$îU‘mMm¶© nwʶmV Ambo hmoVo. Jwê$Or§Zr AmXamZ§ ˶m§Zm ñdV: {eH$dV Agboë¶m
¶moJdJm©bm Zob§. Jwê$OtZr {eH$dbobm Vmo dJ© ~KVmZm ^mê$Z Joboë¶m Q>r.H¥$îU‘mMm¶mªZr eodQ>r {dMmab§,
"gw§Xê$,(Jwê$OtM§ Zmd) Hw$Ry>Z {eH$bmg ao ho gJi§?'
‘mJo A{^Z§-˶m§À¶m ZmVrZ§, Jwê$OtMr EH$ ‘wbmIV KoVbr hmoVr. ˶mV Jwê$Or åhUmbo,
"EH$Va ‘mPr ‘mV¥^mfm H$mZS>r. Am¡nMm[aH$ {ejU H$mhr Zmhr. ‘r {eH$dV hmoVmo Vo nwʶmV,‘w§~B©V,naXoemV. Vo hr
{eH$boë¶m {dÛmZ bmoH$m§Zm. ˶m‘wio ‘m¶mH$Sy>Z H$mhr MwH$b§ AgV§ Va ¶moJ ¶m {df¶mbm,‘m¶m Jwê§$Zm ~mob bmJbm
AgVm. Oo ‘bm H$Yrhr Inb§ ZgV§. ˶m‘wio gmV˶mZ§ Aä¶mg H$aV amhU§,ñdV:À¶m à˶¶mbm H$m¶ ¶oV§¶ Vo
VnmgU§,Amnë¶m AZw^dmer àm‘m{UH$ amhmU§ Am{U Vo ‘m§S>U§ ho ‘m¶mgmR>r AmÚ H$V©ì¶ hmoV§. ˶m‘wio Aä¶mgmV,
gmYZoV nS>Umam I§S> hr ‘bm Z InUmarM Jmoï> hmoVr Am{U AmOhr VoM Amho.'
gmV˶mZ§,gmV˶mZ§ Am{U gmV˶mZ§ Aä¶mg hrM OJʶmMr EH$‘od arV åhUyZ Jwê$OtZr ˶m d¶mV Am{U ˶m
H$mimnmgyZ ñdrH$mabobr hmoVr Ag§ AmO A§Vamdê$Z {dMma H$aVmZm bjmV ¶oV§. "Aä¶mgmo{Z àH$Q>mdo' hm
am‘Xmgm§Mm {H$Îmm ˶m§Zr OgmÀ¶m Vgm {Jadbobm Amho. ‘hfu nV§Obr ¶moJgyÌmV, "gmd©^m¡‘m ‘hmd«V‘² ' Agm
C„oI H$aVmV. Jwê$OtgmR>r ¶moJ ho eãXe: ‘hmd«V hmoV§. H$moU˶mhr H$mimV,H$emhr AdñWoV ˶mM§ nmbZ ìhm¶bmM
hd§ Am{U hmoUma, hm ˶m§Zr ñdV:bm {Xbobm eãX hmoVm. Omo ˶m§Zr Ajae: AIoaÀ¶m ídmgmn¶ªV nmibm.
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Jwê$Or OmʶmAmYr XrS> XmoZ ‘{hݶm§nyduMr JmoîQ>.
˶m§Zm KarM Am¡¡fY§ gwê$ hmoVr na§Vw bjUm§Zm åhUmdm Vgm CVma ZìhVm.
"XmoZ {dnarV X§S>mgZ ~|Mog AmU ~Ky. edmgZmgmR>r.' ˶m§Zr OdiM Cä¶m Agboë¶m A{^bm gm§{JVb§.
{dnarV X§S>mgZ ¶m AmgZmgmR>r Jwê$OtZr ñdV: AmH$mambm AmUbobo XmoZ bmH$S>r ~|Mog ˶m§À¶m ImobrV AmUbo Jobo.
{d{eï> nÕVrZ§ OmoµSy>Z ‘Yo V¶ma hmoUmè¶m OmJoV bmoS>,gwVr ãb°Ho$Q²>g ¶mo½¶ nÕVrZ§ R>odbr H$s gJù¶mMm ImbyZ
A{Ve¶ ‘¥Xÿ AmYma V¶ma hmoVmo. ¶m aMZoda edmgZ H$aVmZm nmR>rbm Agboë¶m AmYmamZ§, N>mVr {dñVmabr OmVo.
ídgZ A{YH$m{YH$ ‘moH$i§ Am{U gwb^ hmoV§.
Jwê$Or hbHo$hbHo$ edmgZmV pñWa Pmbo.
"‘r AmgZmV AgVmo V|ìhm ‘r AmgZM AgVmo' øm ˶m§À¶m åhUʶmMm {Od§V à˶¶ ¶oD$ bmJbm.
A{^ Am{U AmUIr Hw$Ur ‘XV bmJbr Va Odi Agmd§ åhUyZ {VWoM Amgnmg KwQ>‘iV hmoVo. Jwê$Or§Zr ‘Yo S>moio
CKS>bo V|ìhm ImobrVM C^r Agbobr hr ‘wb§ ˶m§Zm {Xgbr. hmVmZ§M ˶m§Zr, Vwåhr Om Ag§ IwUmdb§ Am{U nwÝhm
S>moio {‘Qy>Z KoVbo. ‘wbm§Mm nm¶ {VWZ§ {ZKmbm Zmhr. Jwê$OtZr Om Ag§ gm§{JVbob§ AgyZXoIrb Vr {VWoM a|Jmibr.
^anya doi Ho$boë¶m edmgZmZ§Va Jwê$Ot S>moio CKS>bo V|ìhm ˶m§Zm hr ‘wb§ AOyZhr {VWoM C^r Agbobr {Xgbr.
"‘r Vwåhmbm Vw‘À¶m à°p³Q>gbm Om åhUyZ gm§{JVb§ Zm ‘KmerM, ‘J H$m BWo Wm§~bm¶V? Vwåhr BWo Ago Wm§~bmV
Va ‘r ‘mPr à°p³Q>g ~§X H$arZ.' ho gm§JVmZm Jwê$OtMm ñda VrúU hmoVm. ˶mV, hr ‘wb§ ñdV:À¶m gmYZoMm doi
J‘mdyZ BWo Wm§~br¶V ¶m{df¶r Vrd« ZmamOrhr àH$Q>br hmoVr.
H$mhr {Xdgm§Zr ‘r ˶m§Zm ~Km¶bm Jobmo V|ìhm ¶m KQ>ZoMm C„oI Pmbm. ~a§ dmQ>V ZgVmZmhr Jwê$OtZr EoH$db§,
"nV§ObrZ§ gm§{JVb§M Amho, BZ {hO AmoZ dS>©g. Aä¶mg h°O Qy> ~r XrK©H$mb,{Za§Va A±S> {dW aoìhaÝg...XoZ A±S> XoZ
BQ> {db ~r S>rn ê$Q>oS>. ’$ñQ>© M°ßQ>a- g‘m{YnmX, ’$m°Q>uÝW gyÌ."g Vw XrK©H$mbZ¡a§V¶©gËH$mamgo{dVmoÑT>^y{‘:''
ho gm§JVmZm Mohoè¶mda C‘Q>bobm,EdT>§ Var AmnU H$am¶bm ZH$mo H$m? Agm gmYm gai ^md.
H$å߶wQ>aÀ¶m ¶m ’$moëS>a‘Ybm eodQ>Mm ’$moQ>mo Jwê$OtZr IwMuda Ho$boë¶m H$nmoVmgZmMm Amho. d¶ OmUdV§¶ nU hmV
Á¶m ‘mX©dmZ§ Am{U g§dmXerb CËgwH$VoZ§ nm¶mÀ¶m {XeoZ§ Ambobo AmhoV Vo AOyZhr BVHo$ gwaoI {XgVmhoV H$s ho
J¥hñW AmVm ZmhrV ¶mda {dídmg R>odm¶bm ‘Z V¶ma hmoV Zmhr.
H$mhr eãX Var {bhÿZ R>odmdoV åhUyZ ‘r ñH«$sZdaÀ¶m ZmoQ>g‘Yo gwê$dmV H$aVmo,
"Jwê$OtM§ dU©Z H$‘rVH$‘r eãXmV H$am¶bm gm§{JVb§ Va Ho$di VrZM eãX nwaogo AmhoV.{Od§V,àdmhr Am{U
ñn§XZerb.'
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Jwê$Or ͶmÊUd dfmªÀ¶m AmgnmgMo AgVmZmMr Jmoï>.
¶moJmonMmamgmR>r Amboë¶m,nmR>rÀ¶m XþIʶmZ§ h¡amU Pmboë¶m EH$m ê$½Umbm Jwê$Or ‘XV H$aV hmoVo. ˶mÀ¶m eoOmar
C^§ amhÿZ,˶mMr C^§ amhʶmMr,{ZOʶmMr,~gʶmMr nÕVr H$er gwYmaVm ¶oB©b,˶mÀ¶m nmR>rÀ¶m H$ʶmbm H$moU˶m
àm°nMm AmYma {Xbm H$s ˶mM§ ídgZ gwYmaob ¶mgmR>r doJdoJio Cnm¶ H$ê$Z ~KV hmoVo. àg§Jr ñdV:Mm hmV,nm¶,
eara gJù¶mMm dmna H$ê$Z A{^àoV Agbobr pñWVr gmYV hmoVo.
eoOmar A{^ hmV ‘mJo ~m§YyZ ~KV hmoVr.
"A{^ ¶y nrnb H°$Z Zoìha hoën EZr~S>r...' Iyn à¶ËZm§Z§Va ˶m ê$½Umbm Jwê$OtZr AmgZmV pñWa Ho$b§ Am{U
A{^H$S>o diyZ Vo åhUmbo. Amnbo AmOmo~m Ag§ H$m åhUVmhoV Vo A{^bm H$ioZm.
"Vwåhr gJio ñnem©bm Km~aUmao bmoH$ AmhmV.' EH$sH$S>o ˶m ê$½Umda bj R>odV Jwê$Or CÎmabo.
"{dXmD$Q> Q>M hmD$ H°$Z ¶y >A§S>añQ>±S> g‘~S>rO noZ?'
"H$‘m°Z gr...'A{^bm nwT>o ~mobmdyZ {VMm hmV hmVmV KoV ˶m§Zr ê$½UmÀ¶m nmR>rbm ñne© Ho$bm.
"H°$Z ¶y ’$sb BQ>?AmYr nmR> H$er A°{OQ>oQ>oS> hmoVr.BQ> dm°O A±J«r.AmVm Vr H$er hiyhiy em§V hmoV OmVo¶...H°$Z ¶y
na{gìh?' A{^ Amnbr g§doXZerbVm nUmbm bmdV AmOmo~m gm§JVmhoV Vo g‘OmdyZ KoʶmMm à¶ËZ H$aV hmoVr.
gwê$dmVrbm doXZoZ§ {nidQ>Umam ê$½UmMm Mohoam WmoS>m g¡bmdbm.˶mÀ¶m ídmgmMr b¶ ‘§Xmdbr. Jwê$Or ˶mÀ¶m
S>moù¶m§da hmV R>odV nwQ>nwQ>bo,
"[ab°³g...X ‘y‘o§Q> ¶y Q>M X noe§Q> ¶y H°$Z ’$sb X ìhm¶~«oeÝg BZ hrO ~m°S>r. ˶m doir Amnb§ eara Q>mHy$Z Úm¶M§
Am{U ˶mÀ¶m earamV Om¶M§. ZqWJ {‘ñQ>rH$b. ho ‘r ‘mP§ gm§JV Zmhr¶o. nV§Obr Q>oëg {Yg,"~§YH$maU
e¡{Wë¶mËàMmag§doXZmƒ {MÎmñ¶ naearamdoe:'
‘YoM diyZ ê$½UmM§ S>moH§$ hb³¶m hmVmZ§ CMbyZ Jwê$OtZr ˶mImbr Cer gaH$dbr Am{U ê$½UmZ§ EH$X‘ ‘moR>m
ídmg KoVbm.
"ê$½UmÀ¶m earamV àdoe H$ê$Z ˶mbm H$m¶ hmoV§¶, Hw$R>o XþIV§¶, H$em‘wio Vmo AmOma CØdVmo¶ ho AmVyZ g‘OmdyZ
¿¶m¶M§. hmoUmè¶m ¶mVZm ˶mÀ¶m XohmVyZ ghZ H$am¶À¶m Am{U ‘J ˶m H$em H$‘r H$aVm ¶oVrb ¶mMm {dMma
H$am¶Mm. Vg§ Ho$b§V Va§M Vwåhr Zo‘H$m CnMma gwMdy eH$Vm. ho Ag§ H$§~aoo‘mJo hmV ~m§YyZ ê$½Umbm ‘XV H$aVm ¶oV
Zmhr A{^. ¶y h°d Qy> Q>M {h‘. S>moÝQ> ~r A’«o$S> Am°’$ Q>M.'
"Jwê$Or, ¶m gJù¶mM§ noQ>§Q> ¿¶md§ Ag§ Zmhr H$Yr dmQ>b§ Vwåhmbm,¶m gJù¶m àm°ßgM§?' ‘r {dMmab§.
"H$emgmR>r? na‘oídamZ§ Á¶m Jmoï>r Amnë¶mbm {Xë¶m ˶mM§ KoVb§ ˶mZ§ H$Yr noQ>§Q>?dmam,nmUr,hdm gJi§ gJù¶m§M§
Amho Ver hr àm°ßghr gJù¶m§gmR>r AmhoV.na‘oída Oa H$emda Amnb§ Zmd KmbV Zmhr,h¸$ gm§JV Zmhr Va ‘r H$m
˶mÀ¶mnojm ‘moR>m Amho,ñdV:M§ Zmd Kmbm¶bm?Á¶m Hw$Umbm Xþ:I ^moJm¶bm bmJV§ ˶m{df¶r Amnë¶m ‘ZmV H$ê$Um
ZH$mo? hmD$ A°‘ Am¶ JmoBªJ Qy> hoën ¶y hm {dMma ZH$mo?' Jwê$OtZm ‘m¶m àíZm‘mJMm CÔoe bjmVM Ambm ZìhVm.
"~m°S>r BO ‘m¶ ’$ñQ>© àm°n...eara ho ‘mP§ n{hb§ gmYZ Amho' ho dm³¶ Jwê$Or, daÀ¶m KQ>ZoAmYr gmYmaU nÞmg
dfmªnydu åhUmbo hmoVo..
"BVH$s df© Var AÊUm am{hbo H$go, Ag§M ‘bm dmQ>V§ ' Jwê$Or Joë¶m ˶m {Xder JrVmVmB© (Jwê$OtMr ‘wbJr) gm§JV
hmo˶m. "BVH§$ dmnab§¶ ho eara AÊUm§Zr H$s...Hw$Urhr åhQ>b§, Jwê$Or ‘bm Ag§ hmoV§¶,H$s ho CR>bo,{ZKmbo, JoboM