Published in 2013 by Anima Solis Books P.O. Box 215483 Sacramento, California 95821, USA www.livingthelema.com The Living Thelema name and all associated content is © 2013 David Shoemaker All Rights Reserved. Printed in the United States of America. Phyllis Seckler material © 2013 The International College of Thelema www.intcot.org Aleister Crowley material © 2013 Ordo Templi Orientis Cover design by Frater Julianus Illustrations © 2013 Thomas Nelson Stewart IV Solve et Coagula Design www.solve-et-coagula.us/design.php ISBN: 0989384411 ISBN-13: 978-0-98938441-4 ISBN:9780989384407 Unto Thee, my Lord Σ……., This kiss, This soul, This heart! “Thou shalt mingle thy life with the universal life.” -Liber Cheth vel Vallum Abiegni TABLE OF CONTENTS Acknowledgements Introduction Part One: Tools for the Journey 1 An Introduction to the Qabalah 2 The Holy Guardian Angel 3 The True Will 4 Getting Started with a Basic Magical Regimen 5 The Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram 6 The Lesser & Greater Rituals Of the Hexagram 7 Liber Resh vel Helios 8 Methods of Ritual Construction 9 Asana & Pranayama 10 Meditation & Visualization Practices 11 Astral Projection & the Control of the Body of Light 12 Devotional Practices 13 Liber Samekh & the Invocation of the Holy Guardian Angel 14 Sexual Magick & Sexual Mysticism Part Two: Perspectives on the Path of Attainment 15 The Methods and Tools of A.’.A.’. 16 Tarot & the Path of Initiation 17 Initiation & Tetragrammaton 18 The Chakras 19 The Role of the Ego in the Great Work 20 aThe Formulas of L.V.X. and N.O.X. 21The Right Use of Magical Power 22 21st Century Alchemy: The Science & Art of Mystery 23 Practical Applications of Alchemical Symbolism Part Three: Life Outside the Temple 24 Patterns & Cycles in Magical Practice 25 Dreamwork 26 Relationships 27 Qabalistic Coping Skills 28 Psychotherapy 29 The Anima & Animus 30 Cognitive Therapy for Magicians The Light of Life (1982) About the Author Organizational contacts ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I would like to thank my wife Anna and my son Andrew, for their love and support, and for tolerating the many hours I was absent as I worked on this material. Thanks also to my parents, my sisters, and my extended family, for a lifetime of support and encouragement. I am sure I have not expressed my appreciation for your presence in my life nearly enough. To my spiritual forebears in A.·.A.·., Soror Meral, Soror Estai, Frater Saturnus, and Frater To Mega Therion—I owe much gratitude for even being allowed to dip my toes into the current of wisdom they initiated and nurtured over many decades. Special thanks to my students, for teaching me so much every single time we interact. I hope that in return, I have given you some measure of sustenance for your spiritual journey. Finally, I wish to acknowledge the following for their support, encouragement, wisdom, and friendship across the years: Lon Milo DuQuette, Richard Kaczynski, Craig Berry, Frater Sabazius, Soror Helena, Frater Puck, Howard and Amy Wuelfing, Kim Knight, Geoff Leibinger, Robie Schriber, Vere and Lita Chappell, James Fairman, Robert Fripp, Joseph Thiebes, Frater IAO131, Anna- Kria King, James Eshelman, Andrew Ferrell, Gregory Peters, Joseph Larabell, Frater Sohum, Robbi Robb, Charlotte Moore, Monika Mayer-Kielmann, and Edward Mason. For technical support on this project, many thanks go to: Frater Julianus, for the beautiful cover design; Thomas Stewart, for his detailed illustrations; Kelli Patton, Britta Cox, Monika Mayer-Kielmann, and Thomas Stewart, for transcription assistance; John G. Bell, for all manner of online support; and Charlotte Moore, Frater IAO131, and Anna Tsu, for proofreading and editorial suggestions. INTRODUCTION Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Looking back over the past 20 years of my involvement with Thelema, I have often reflected on what exactly drew me to the Great Work. Life is simpler (at least superficially) without all the self-discipline required of initiates, and one can easily find a spiritual path with more cultural acceptance and societal support mechanisms. There’s a church, mosque, ashram, and new age guru on practically every block in today’s world, but I had a pretty tall order for any spiritual system: Give me wonder and mystery, but don’t make me check my brain at the door! This spiritual and intellectual dilemma was more-or-less foreordained for me. My father was an atheist philosophy professor, while my mother was a musician and theologian from a deeply religious upbringing. I had to make sense of this somehow—to find a way to reconcile these divergent worldviews and appreciate the positive contributions each perspective had brought to my life. Luckily, my parents were both open-minded enough to give me space to find my own answers. After graduating from college as a psychology major, I set off for graduate school to become a psychotherapist. I learned all about the mainstream cognitive-behavioral approaches to therapy, but the work of Carl Jung and other so-called ‘depth’ psychologists was always tugging at my sleeve. After a few years of exploration, I stumbled upon the work of Israel Regardie and, shortly thereafter, Aleister Crowley and Thelema. I had finally found the solution to my spiritual dilemma. Here was a path of passion, devotion, mystery and transcendence; yet it was to be executed with scientific rigor and a healthy dose of skepticism. “The Method of Science, The Aim of Religion.” Here I could unify the best parts of the divergent perspectives my parents had shown to me into a coherent whole, and forge a path uniquely my own. I immediately set about contacting all the Thelemic groups I could find in those preinternet days, and in the fall of 1993 my journey into initiation formally began. I joined Ordo Templi Orientis, and I committed myself to the student path of A.·.A.·.. Before long, I found myself in the position of assisting in the training of more