For Caroline, Julia, Victoria, Max, Gemma and Nicholas Contents Preface Acknowledgements Chapter 1 Just Out for a Spin Chapter 2 Commissioned – But Perhaps Not Quite Chapter 3 Smooth – At Least with the Canopy Chapter 4 Aspiring Fighter Pilot Chapter 5 First Squadron Chapter 6 Chivenor Revisted Chapter 7 Deputy Flight Commander Chapter 8 Slow Trip in a Fast Jet Chapter 9 Tengah and Other Places Chapter 10 Why Am I Here? Chapter 11 On the Ground Chapter 12 A Real Man’s Aeroplane Chapter 13 Balls! Keep Fighting Chapter 14 Squadron Commander Chapter 15 Station Commander Chapter 16 Grounded Chapter 17 Deputy Commander Chapter 18 Turning Finals Glossary Bibliography Preface This book is not an autobiography. I did not set out to write one. It is simply a record of a career in the Royal Air Force of a pilot who happened to be fortunate enough to fly fighter aircraft, and survive an occasional brush with Lady Luck. I was not destined to fire my guns, having been too late for the Korean War and too old for the Falklands, and involved with little in between other than with some aspects of the Cold War and with a couple of minor dust-ups in the Far East. There was a time when I would have welcomed an opportunity to engage in aerial conflict. But one grows wiser with experience and time, and that foolishness passes. I retain the greatest admiration for those who did – and do – find themselves flying in hostile skies, often with the odds stacked against them. Their courage humbles those who, like me, merely flew. Acknowledgements Iam greatly indebted to my good friend Don McClen for encouraging me to write this book and for continuing to do so after he had ploughed through my first draft. His candid criticisms and helpful suggestions provided the essential catalysts for its successful completion. I should also like to record and acknowledge the considerable help I have had in quite a variety of ways, from the confirmation of some of my hazy recollections, to the provision of facts, the sourcing of photographs, and the drawing of maps. The following acquaintances and friends all have my gratitude: Hugh Alexander, National Archives, Kew Peter Biddiscombe, old pal on 247 Squadron Richard Calvert, friend and former squadron commander Sebastian Cox, Head of Historical Branch (RAF) Bill Duffin Hon Sec of the Independent Researchers’ Association Paul Jackson FRAeS, Editor in Chief, Jane’s All the World’s Aircraft Norman Roberson, Honorary Secretary, 20 Squadron Association Henry Roberts, amateur cartographer Mick Rogers, Honorary Secretary 247 Squadron Association Stewart Scott, author Jerry Seavers, friend since 20 Squadron days Eunice Wilson Archivist to 247 (F) Squadron Association CHAPTER ONE Just Out for a Spin Sitting on the top-deck of a Belfast City bus one miserably wet afternoon in January 1953, peering through its condensation-steamed windows, I found myself wondering what the hell I thought I was doing. I was on my way to Sydenham, now Belfast City Airport, to have my first experience of flying – my ‘familiarisation trip’ with Queen’s University Air Squadron. The rain was pelting down. The heavy dark cloud looked menacingly low. It had all been so totally different a few days earlier when I, and several other undergraduate would-be aviators, had spent a happy afternoon meeting the squadron instructors, having an introductory briefing, and being shown over the aircraft on which we were to be taught to fly. The prospect of flying had then been very appealing. In the present conditions it had no attraction at all and I seriously hoped that my trip would be cancelled. About an hour and a half later, worrying weather notwithstanding, I was briefed and kitted out. I had fur-lined boots on my feet, a leather flying helmet and goggles on my head, and I had been handed a ‘Mae West’ – a bulky yellow flotation jacket – to put on. I had been supervised as I trussed myself tightly into the harness of a parachute-pack shaped to fit in the aircraft seat and, with that pack swinging awkwardly below and behind me, I shambled out from the dry comfort of the squadron’s accommodation to one of its four Chipmunks. Climbing cumbrously into the front cockpit I was somewhat relieved to see that the rain was slackening and that the gloom was lightening away to the west – but at that moment even a totally cloudless sky might not have dispelled the apprehension I felt about going up in this mini-machine whose cockpit hardly fitted me and which, besides, smelled slightly of sick. Oddly, although I had been impressed by an older cousin who had come to spend a few days with my parents in the mid-1940s, proudly displaying Flying Officer’s tapes and pilots’ ‘wings’ on his uniform, I can’t recall feeling any great urge to follow in his footsteps. At school I had been fired with the idea of making a career in the Army but I had been armlocked by my father into deferring that ambition in favour of reading for a degree; he had even set me up with a meeting at the home of a friend of his, a professor at Queen’s, whose task was clearly to persuade me that a university education would be a much better bet than an immediate plunge into a military career. While it would be wrong to say that I had had no interest in aeroplanes or in flying, I had never really given any thought to the possibility of getting airborne. My interests were elsewhere and, the moment I was old enough, I had joined the Territorial Army. The idea of the University Air Squadron (UAS) came three years later and owed more to the persuasive patter of a friend than to a burning desire on my part to learn to fly. And I doubt that his enthusiasm was initially any greater than mine as his principal argument for attempting to join was that: ‘They have a great Mess and it’s open on a Saturday night long after the pubs in Belfast close.’ UASs were set up – the first at Cambridge in 19251 – while the RAF was enjoying a brief period of modest expansion. As the then Chief of the Air Staff2 put it, by encouraging undergraduates to fly the UASs would be ‘…. a great means of enabling the spirit of aviation to spread…’, and they would ‘… give the brains of the country a chance of being used for aeronautical purposes….’They were also a means of encouraging undergraduates to consider careers in the various Branches of the RAF, and the free flying lessons provided by them was the bait for all potential officer recruits, not just for potential members of the flying, or General Duties, Branch. But the cost of providing such lessons, even with simple aircraft, had to be justified3 and anyone applying to join had to display both the aptitude to cope with flying lessons and the qualities that the RAF was seeking in its own recruits. We thus found that joining wasn’t simply a matter of presenting ourselves as keen applicants for membership of a university club. The first hurdle to acceptance was the medical examination, a fairly lengthy affair that covered everything from the history of our health, through its current state, to possible future infirmity. During the course of it I was asked if I ever got sick in cars or on buses and this gave me a momentary twinge of concern; I had been sick every time I got into a car when I was a child, but I didn’t volunteer this last, hopefully irrelevant, piece of information as I had long since grown out of the tendency. Besides, as rough seas and boats didn’t bother me I reasoned, optimistically, that aircraft would be unlikely to do so either. Happily, we were both pronounced fit and able to see and hear to the required standards.
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