The Burden of Privilege: Navigating Transnational Space and Migration Dilemmas among Rwandan Scholarship Students in the U.S. A DISSERTATION SUBMITTED TO THE FACULTY OF UNIVERSITY OF MINNESOTA BY Aryn Raye Baxter IN PARTIAL FULFILLMENT OF THE REQUIREMENTS FOR THE DEGREE OF DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY Dr. Frances K. Vavrus, Advisor August 2014 © Aryn Baxter 2014 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I am exceedingly grateful for the support and encouragement from family, friends, and colleagues that have carried me through to the end of this doctoral journey. First and foremost, I thank my parents for their grounding presence in my life, their never-ending willingness to listen and offer their wisdom in moments of joy and discouragement, and their unwavering confidence in my ability to complete this project. I also thank my brothers and my nephew—Kyle, Jared, and Aidan—for their good company in Minneapolis and for allowing their home to be a point of stability (and storage) as I have moved around the U.S. and East Africa over the past several years. Many old friends have accompanied me on this journey and new friendships have developed along the way. I cannot adequately express my appreciation for this network of supportive friends, nor can I name all those around the world whom I am grateful to count among them. Some deserve special mention. Thanks to Melissa, an old friend and kindred spirit, for being such an exceptional support from a distance. Thanks to Marta for bridging my grad school and non-grad school worlds and for being such a great traveling companion. I am grateful that David introduced us on my first day back in Wulling Hall after returning from two years in Rwanda. Thanks to Rebecca and Kigali for hosting me during my research and showing me their favorite places. Thanks to the marvelous Millers for their hospitality and help transitioning from working abroad back to life and graduate studies in Minnesota. Thanks to Matthew for his academic and life counseling and for urging me on toward this finish line. Thanks to Beth for her jovial spirit and the i many hours of writing and conversing together. Thanks to Anne for getting as enthusiastic about scholarship program research as I do and sharing countless articles. Thanks to my entire CIDE cohort for all the invaluable feedback provided at various stages of this work. Thanks to my kickball and broomball team, the Bloody Noses, for providing lots of comic relief and a little exercise and to the Jackets, my beloved practicing band, which also helped keep me sane. Thanks to Joetta and other friends at Faith Mennonite Church for being a sustaining community, and for the other churches that have served as important sources of connection and support during my travels. Thanks to Laura and Kyle for welcoming me to Arizona and making sure that I got away from writing and out into the mountains every once in a while. Thanks to Tim for connecting at CIES and for offering much needed encouragement during the final writing push. Thanks to Marissa for giving the gift of editing. Thanks to the many other friends in across the U.S., Rwanda, and beyond who welcome me as I come and go. It’s amazing to reflect on this web of relationships: true abundance. The supportive relationships I have developed with my professors at the University of Minnesota while pursuing first a MA and then a PhD in the College of Education and Human Development are also numerous and exceptional. I have learned so much both in and out of the classroom throughout my graduate school experience. In particular, I have appreciated the opportunity to collaborate closely with Dr. David Chapman and Dr. Joan DeJaeghere on work that, like my own, seeks to inform the design of education development programs. I have also benefited greatly from taking classes ii with Dr. Peter Demerath and Dr. Andy Furco that have enhanced my understanding and practice of community-engaged scholarship. Just prior to completing my MA at the University of Minnesota in 2008, I went to hear Dr. Frances Vavrus, a candidate for a position in my department, present on her research. As I looked into her work further, I was captivated by her capacity for critical analysis and her commitment to working consistently in a particular place over the long- term. This resonated with my own desire not just to bounce from project to project but instead to build long-term relationships, in-depth understanding, and meaningful exchange. It was in large part due to the closing lines of Desire and Decline, a book based on her dissertation research, that I determined I would like to return to the University of Minnesota for a doctorate. Reflecting on the challenges of working toward social change, she writes: A lifetime of learning about and working on [problems that are vast, complex, and intractable] just might begin to make a difference. Perhaps that is the most useful course: to forget the search for a panacea and to settle in for the long haul. (2003, p. 150) This dissertation has been a long haul, and I could not have asked for better mentorship throughout the process. I am grateful for an adviser who has so gracefully balanced affirmation and critique, structure and flexibility, reflection and action. Thank you, Fran, for helping me chart my own scholarly course. I look forward to a lifetime of continued learning about and work on the challenges that you have helped me and so many others understand more deeply. iii In an unexpected turn of events, I wrote much of this dissertation while directing an undergraduate scholarship program for students from Sub-Saharan African countries at Arizona State University. Accepting a full time position prior to completing my dissertation made me—and I imagine my committee members—somewhat nervous. I am grateful to Jacqueline and The MasterCard Foundation Scholars Program team at ASU— Kevin, Jenn, and Seabrook—for making it possible for me to adjust to my new position while maintaining progress toward the end of my doctorate. Thank you for your gracious accommodation during the final phase. I am amazed that this project was completed during my first nine months in a new role and could have not done it without you. Finally, I thank the Rwandan government officials and U.S. program administrators who granted me permission to carry out this research as well as the higher education faculty and staff, community members, and Rwandan Presidential Scholars who made this study possible by participating in the research. Thank you for your hospitality, your willingness to accommodate a researcher’s gaze, your generous gifts of time, and your commitment to working toward a bright future for Rwandans. The MasterCard Foundation Scholars I now work with at Arizona State University have also played an important role in inspiring me throughout this writing process and affirming that the relevance of this work goes beyond the Rwanda Presidential Scholars Program. I conclude these acknowledgements with a mantra that these students recount often to each other: If you want to go fast, go alone. If you want to go far, go together. To all those who have helped reach this point and made the journey a pleasant one: You are appreciated beyond words. Thank you. iv DEDICATION To Aidan, a constant source of joy and perspective. v ABSTRACT This dissertation is an ethnography of the transnational education space inhabited by higher education scholarship recipients from Rwanda pursuing undergraduate degrees in the United States. It examines how this space is produced through the representational practices of actors in the U.S. and Rwanda and, in turn, constitutes the relationships, dilemmas, transformations, and representations that occur within these spaces. Employing a transnational lens, the study describes a space of opportunity as well as tension between contrasting narratives of change, national and familial priorities, and the “magical” expectations of various actors that contrast with students’ lived experiences of undergraduate education in the U.S. Most centrally, it argues that navigating the diverse expectations associated with a U.S. education is a significant yet under-addressed challenge faced by scholarship students from low-income and post-conflict contexts. Understanding this burden—the burden of privilege—is its primary focus. The study demonstrates that spatial analysis offers a promising approach for illuminating the experiences of internationally mobile students and for informing the design and implementation of international higher education scholarship programs. It concludes that scholarship students would benefit from program designs that create space for open dialogue about the migration dilemmas that accompany international mobility, particularly those related to the weighty expectations of family and nation for those privileged to have received scholarships to study in the U.S. This is particularly crucial for programs involving youth from low-income and post-conflict contexts—a group for whom the burden of such a privilege is particularly pronounced. vi TABLE OF CONTENTS ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS ................................................................................................. i DEDICATION .................................................................................................................... v ABSTRACT ....................................................................................................................... vi LIST OF TABLES .............................................................................................................. x LIST OF FIGURES ........................................................................................................... xi LIST OF ABBREVIATIONS ........................................................................................... xii PREFACE: A POEM AND A TRIBUTE .......................................................................... 1 CHAPTER 1: AN ETHNOGRAPHY OF TRANSIATIONAL EDUCATION SPACE . 12 Introduction ................................................................................................................... 12 The Rwanda Presidential Scholars Program ................................................................. 14 Rationales ...................................................................................................................... 18 Theorizing mobility .................................................................................................. 19 International scholarships for change ....................................................................... 20 A ‘diaspora of hope’ ................................................................................................. 22 Research Questions ....................................................................................................... 23 Overview of the Dissertation ........................................................................................ 24 CHAPTER: RE-CONCEPTUALIZING INTERNATIONAL EDUCATION SPACES: A TRANSNATIONAL FRAMEWORK .......................................................................... 29 Introduction ................................................................................................................... 29 Theoretical Underpinnings: Spatial Theories of Education .......................................... 30 Transnationalism as a Conceptual Tool ........................................................................ 34 Transnationalism and International Student Research .................................................. 36 The Possibilities of Transnational Education Space ..................................................... 38 Spatial differentiation and changing spatialities ....................................................... 39 Multiple and dynamic identities ................................................................................ 42 Social embeddedness ................................................................................................ 43 Space as a product of objective and subjective forces .............................................. 44 Conclusion .................................................................................................................... 48 CHAPTER 3: SETTING THE SCENE: RESEARCH APPROACH, CONTEXT, AND CHALLENGES ................................................................................................................ 50 Introduction ................................................................................................................... 50 Multi-sited Ethnography ............................................................................................... 51 Multiple Sites: Geographical Locations and Social Fields ........................................... 51 Rwanda: A Field of Contested Representations ........................................................... 52 Rwanda’s development vision .................................................................................. 53 Representations of Rwanda and Rwandans .............................................................. 56 Research challenges in Rwanda ................................................................................ 61 vii Geographic Sites ........................................................................................................... 62 Liberal ....................................................................................................................... 63 Metro ......................................................................................................................... 64 Transnational ties ...................................................................................................... 66 Ethical Considerations .................................................................................................. 70 Fieldwork Methods ....................................................................................................... 74 Data Analysis Methods ................................................................................................. 78 Credibility ..................................................................................................................... 82 Limitations .................................................................................................................... 82 The “Burden of Authorship” ......................................................................................... 86 CHAPTER 4: REPRESENTATIONS OF SPACE: THE MULTIPLE MEANINGS OF A U.S. EDUCATION ....................................................................................................... 90 Introduction ................................................................................................................... 90 First Encounters ............................................................................................................ 92 Entering the field ....................................................................................................... 93 Reconsider your medical school dreams ................................................................... 96 Work together to transform Rwanda through a quiet, educated change ................... 99 Develop Rwanda’s private sector as multi-cultural Rwandans .............................. 107 Perceived Expectations ............................................................................................... 116 “Avuye States” [Coming from the States] .................................................................. 116 National Expectations ................................................................................................. 119 Community Expectations ............................................................................................ 124 Family Expectations .................................................................................................... 127 Failure is not an option ............................................................................................... 129 Conclusion .................................................................................................................. 131 CHAPTER5: SPACES OF REPRESENTATION: REPRESENTATIONS OF RWANDA AND RWANDANS IN THE U.S. ............................................................... 134 Introduction ................................................................................................................. 134 “Best and brightest” .................................................................................................... 135 Cultural Candyland ................................................................................................. 139 “I’m Saudi, but I don’t do Saudi dance.” ................................................................ 145 Culture in the classroom ......................................................................................... 149 Introduction to Psychology ..................................................................................... 152 History of the Great Lakes Region ......................................................................... 155 Concerning Representations of Rwandan Youth ........................................................ 162 CHAPTER 6 ................................................................................................................... 170 LIVED SPACE: THE EVERYDAY LIVES AND REIMAGINED FUTURES OF RWANDAN SCHOLARSHIP STUDENTS .................................................................. 170 Introduction ................................................................................................................. 170 Transformation ............................................................................................................ 171 Imagining America ................................................................................................. 171 Encountering America ............................................................................................ 174 viii
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