ebook THE GUILFORD PRESS Feedback from Self-P ractice/Self-R efection (SP/SR) Participants “Before SP/SR, I had an intellectual understanding of CBT, now I really know what it feels like! I am a therapist of many years’ experience, but after doing SP/SR I have a very different and deeper understanding of the CBT approach than at any point in my career. I now see CBT through different eyes and practice it with a different level of compassion. Having been through this experience, I now believe strongly that every trainee and experienced therapist needs to do SP/SR. I now truly appreciate the level of honesty and effort required in the completion of apparently simple tasks like setting goals or completing questionnaires.” —SP/SR participant, Ireland “I found SP/SR very useful. It was the first time I have had to complete a course that has had such a ‘hands-on’ part of the training. It was a great change to develop insight into my own processes and make the time to consider how and why I was feeling the way I was. This training component also cemented the theory we were reading and learning, and provided me with an insight into how the clients feel when asked to engage in cognitive therapy. I feel I shall be more enthusiastic in introducing the model into therapy than I initially was when I started. I shall be more enthusiastic when addressing the importance of homework completion.” —SP/SR participant, Australia “[SP/SR was] . . . very useful—c hallenging to go through CBT interventions for oneself. Increases understanding and empathy for the clients and their work, and increased insights into my personal beliefs and related behaviors and how these limit my life; introduces the possibility of challenging and changing these.” —SP/SR participant, New Zealand “SP/SR is a really powerful tool! It helped me to move away from ideas of inadequacy, which I had held on to and believed to be real for many years. I was doing SP/SR for the sake of it and I never expected it to affect me the way it did, both professionally and personally.” —SP/SR participant, Ireland “What have I learned? . . . I thought I knew a lot about CBT, but looking back now, I only knew the surface of the iceberg (so to speak). This subject is a wonderful introduction into cognitive therapy . . . not only has it been useful to me in terms of my work, but also in my personal life. I have learned and been able to identify my strengths and weaknesses and come to terms with who I am and where I want to go in life.” —SP/SR participant, Australia “Even now while reviewing this process I have had aha moments! I’ve decided it’s OK to be more true to yourself. Hiding vulnerabilities doesn’t really get you far. I can recognize when I’ve done this both at home and at work. For example, playing down that I don’t want to progress in my career so I never have to try. Or playing down how much I want a family . . . I can laugh at this now. But my aha moments have been emotional ones at times. Not so much because of work stuff but recognizing how it has held me back in my personal life in the past.” —SP/SR participant, England “I found the SP/SR component of the course really useful. I started off (as you may remember!!) very skeptical and suspicious, wondering where this level of analysis fit within an academic course. My reservations were not about the value of this sort of ‘discovery’ and self-a wareness for us as clinicians and as people, just where this fit in the curriculum. . . . Just as SP/SR was essential for some professional insights about CBT unobtainable by other methods, similarly I had to experience the process of SP/SR in order to know its value.” —SP/SR participant, Australia “I have to say that I have gained such a lot of insight into what it might feel like from the clients’ perspective when they pitch up for help and that this experiential process has helped me to change lots of small things about the way I interact with clients, how I explain things, and the compassion I feel.” —SP/SR participant, England “Both self-p ractice and self-r eflection were the pivotal components of the course. Without them, it would have been impossible to achieve the level of understanding that comes from applying the material in a meaningful and critical way. For me personally, it was a chance of self-d iscovery that unearthed some amazing facets about the way I deal with my problems, as well as a true test of the cognitive-b ehavioral methods of intervention.” —SP/SR participant, Australia “I have always related to CBT—it made sense to me so I really wanted to work with it. However, SP and SR have shown me what parts of my understanding were more at a surface level. SP/SR . . . greatly increased my understanding of how the techniques used are experienced by clients (particularly someone with no concept even of what CBT involves) and perhaps how these techniques work, not just a rational explanation of ‘why’ they work.” —SP/SR participant, Australia “I think it was extremely valuable, both personally and professionally. I don’t know how you can practice if you have not experienced what it is like yourself, how you can have any understanding or be able to anticipate what people are going to go through or what their own resistances and dilemmas might be, if you’re not prepared to do that yourself.” —SP/SR participant, Australia ExpEriEncing cBT from ThE insidE ouT sElf-pracTicE/sElf-rEflEcTion guidEs for psychoThErapisTs James Bennett-Levy, Series Editor This series invites therapists to enhance their effectiveness “from the inside out” using self- practice/self-reflection (SP/SR). Books in the series lead therapists through a structured three- stage process of focusing on a personal or professional issue they want to change, practicing therapeutic techniques on themselves (self-practice), and reflecting on the experience (self- reflection). Research supports the unique benefits of SP/SR for providing insights and skills not readily available through more conventional training procedures. The approach is suitable for therapists at all levels of experience, from trainees to experienced supervisors. Series volumes have a large-size format for ease of use and feature reproducible worksheets and forms that pur- chasers can download and print. Initial releases cover cognitive-behavioral therapy and schema therapy; future titles will cover acceptance and commitment therapy and other evidence-based treatments. Experiencing CBT from the Inside Out: A Self-Practice/Self-Reflection Workbook for Therapists James Bennett-Levy, Richard Thwaites, Beverly Haarhoff, and Helen Perry Experiencing CBT from the Inside Out a self-practice/self-reflection Workbook for Therapists James Bennett-Levy Richard Thwaites Beverly Haarhoff Helen Perry Foreword by Christine A. 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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-P ublication Data is available from the publisher ISBN 978-1-4625-1889-0 To Concord—Ann, Melanie, Gillian, and Martina— whose clinical skills and friendship made my years at Oxford Cognitive Therapy Centre the richest of times —JB-L To Sarah for her encouragement and understanding, and to all the staff within First Step who have supported SP/SR and been part of a joint process of learning —RT To Errol, best friend and fellow traveler, and to all the Massey University CBT postgraduate diploma students, who have taught me so much —BH To my parents, whose pride in me never wavered, and to Dave for the support and space provided, especially through this journey —HP