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Title: Darkwater
Voices From Within The Veil

Author: W. E. B. Du Bois

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DARKWATER

Voices from within the Veil

W.E.B. DU BOIS

Originally published in 1920 by Harcourt, Brace and Company, New York.

AD NINAM

May 12, 1896

POSTSCRIPT

These are the things of which men think, who live: of their own selves and the dwelling place of their fathers; of their
neighbors; of work and service; of rule and reason and women and children; of Beauty and Death and War. To this
thinking I have only to add a point of view: I have been in the world, but not of it. I have seen the human drama from a
veiled corner, where all the outer tragedy and comedy have reproduced themselves in microcosm within. From this
inner torment of souls the human scene without has interpreted itself to me in unusual and even illuminating ways. For
this reason, and this alone, I venture to write again on themes on which great souls have already said greater words, in
the hope that I may strike here and there a half-tone, newer even if slighter, up from the heart of my problem and the
problems of my people.

Between the sterner flights of logic, I have sought to set some little alightings of what may be poetry. They are tributes to
Beauty, unworthy to stand alone; yet perversely, in my mind, now at the end, I know not whether I mean the Thought
for the Fancy—or the Fancy for the Thought, or why the book trails off to playing, rather than standing strong on
unanswering fact. But this is alway—is it not?—the Riddle of Life.

Many of my words appear here transformed from other publications and I thank the Atlantic, the Independent, the

Crisis, and the Journal of Race Development for letting me use them again.

W.E. BURGHARDT DU BOIS.
New York, 1919.

Contents

POSTSCRIPT

Credo

I
THE SHADOW OF YEAR

A Litany at Atlanta

II
THE SOULS OF WHITE FOLK

The Riddle of the Sphinx

III
THE HANDS OF ETHIOPIA

The Princess of the Hither Isles

IV
OF WORK AND WEALTH

The Second Coming

V
"THE SERVANT IN THE HOUSE"

Jesus Christ in Texas

VI
OF THE RULING OF MEN

The Call

VII THE DAMNATION OF WOMEN

Children of the Moon

VIII THE IMMORTAL CHILD

Almighty Death

IX
OF BEAUTY AND DEATH

The Prayers of God

X
THE COMET

A Hymn to the Peoples

Credo

I believe in God, who made of one blood all nations that on earth do dwell. I believe that all men, black and brown and
white, are brothers, varying through time and opportunity, in form and gift and feature, but differing in no essential
particular, and alike in soul and the possibility of infinite development.

Especially do I believe in the Negro Race: in the beauty of its genius, the sweetness of its soul, and its strength in that
meekness which shall yet inherit this turbulent earth.

I believe in Pride of race and lineage and self: in pride of self so deep as to scorn injustice to other selves; in pride of
lineage so great as to despise no man's father; in pride of race so chivalrous as neither to offer bastardy to the weak nor
beg wedlock of the strong, knowing that men may be brothers in Christ, even though they be not brothers-in-law.

I believe in Service—humble, reverent service, from the blackening of boots to the whitening of souls; for Work is
Heaven, Idleness Hell, and Wage is the "Well done!" of the Master, who summoned all them that labor and are heavy
laden, making no distinction between the black, sweating cotton hands of Georgia and the first families of Virginia, since
all distinction not based on deed is devilish and not divine.

I believe in the Devil and his angels, who wantonly work to narrow the opportunity of struggling human beings,
especially if they be black; who spit in the faces of the fallen, strike them that cannot strike again, believe the worst and
work to prove it, hating the image which their Maker stamped on a brother's soul.

I believe in the Prince of Peace. I believe that War is Murder. I believe that armies and navies are at bottom the tinsel
and braggadocio of oppression and wrong, and I believe that the wicked conquest of weaker and darker nations by
nations whiter and stronger but foreshadows the death of that strength.

I believe in Liberty for all men: the space to stretch their arms and their souls, the right to breathe and the right to vote,
the freedom to choose their friends, enjoy the sunshine, and ride on the railroads, uncursed by color; thinking, dreaming,
working as they will in a kingdom of beauty and love.

I believe in the Training of Children, black even as white; the leading out of little souls into the green pastures and beside
the still waters, not for pelf or peace, but for life lit by some large vision of beauty and goodness and truth; lest we
forget, and the sons of the fathers, like Esau, for mere meat barter their birthright in a mighty nation.

Finally, I believe in Patience—patience with the weakness of the Weak and the strength of the Strong, the prejudice of
the Ignorant and the ignorance of the Blind; patience with the tardy triumph of Joy and the mad chastening of Sorrow.

I

THE SHADOW OF YEARS

I was born by a golden river and in the shadow of two great hills, five years after the Emancipation Proclamation. The
house was quaint, with clapboards running up and down, neatly trimmed, and there were five rooms, a tiny porch, a
rosy front yard, and unbelievably delicious strawberries in the rear. A South Carolinian, lately come to the Berkshire
Hills, owned all this—tall, thin, and black, with golden earrings, and given to religious trances. We were his transient
tenants for the time.

My own people were part of a great clan. Fully two hundred years before, Tom Burghardt had come through the
western pass from the Hudson with his Dutch captor, "Coenraet Burghardt," sullen in his slavery and achieving his
freedom by volunteering for the Revolution at a time of sudden alarm. His wife was a little, black, Bantu woman, who
never became reconciled to this strange land; she clasped her knees and rocked and crooned:

"Do bana coba—gene me, gene me!
Ben d'nuli, ben d'le—"

Tom died about 1787, but of him came many sons, and one, Jack, who helped in the War of 1812. Of Jack and his
wife, Violet, was born a mighty family, splendidly named: Harlow and Ira, Cloë, Lucinda, Maria, and Othello! I dimly
remember my grandfather, Othello,—or "Uncle Tallow,"—a brown man, strong-voiced and redolent with tobacco,
who sat stiffly in a great high chair because his hip was broken. He was probably a bit lazy and given to wassail. At any
rate, grandmother had a shrewish tongue and often berated him. This grandmother was Sarah—"Aunt Sally"—a stern,
tall, Dutch-African woman, beak-nosed, but beautiful-eyed and golden-skinned. Ten or more children were theirs, of
whom the youngest was Mary, my mother.

Mother was dark shining bronze, with a tiny ripple in her black hair, black-eyed, with a heavy, kind face. She gave one
the impression of infinite patience, but a curious determination was concealed in her softness. The family were small
farmers on Egremont Plain, between Great Barrington and Sheffield, Massachusetts. The bits of land were too small to
support the great families born on them and we were always poor. I never remember being cold or hungry, but I do
remember that shoes and coal, and sometimes flour, caused mother moments of anxious thought in winter, and a new
suit was an event!

At about the time of my birth economic pressure was transmuting the family generally from farmers to "hired" help.
Some revolted and migrated westward, others went cityward as cooks and barbers. Mother worked for some years at
house service in Great Barrington, and after a disappointed love episode with a cousin, who went to California, she met
and married Alfred Du Bois and went to town to live by the golden river where I was born.

Alfred, my father, must have seemed a splendid vision in that little valley under the shelter of those mighty hills. He was
small and beautiful of face and feature, just tinted with the sun, his curly hair chiefly revealing his kinship to Africa. In
nature he was a dreamer,—romantic, indolent, kind, unreliable. He had in him the making of a poet, an adventurer, or a
Beloved Vagabond, according to the life that closed round him; and that life gave him all too little. His father, Alexander
Du Bois, cloaked under a stern, austere demeanor a passionate revolt against the world. He, too, was small, but
squarish. I remember him as I saw him first, in his home in New Bedford,—white hair close-cropped; a seamed, hard
face, but high in tone, with a gray eye that could twinkle or glare.

Long years before him Louis XIV drove two Huguenots, Jacques and Louis Du Bois, into wild Ulster County, New
York. One of them in the third or fourth generation had a descendant, Dr. James Du Bois, a gay, rich bachelor, who
made his money in the Bahamas, where he and the Gilberts had plantations. There he took a beautiful little mulatto slave
as his mistress, and two sons were born: Alexander in 1803 and John, later. They were fine, straight, clear-eyed boys,
white enough to "pass." He brought them to America and put Alexander in the celebrated Cheshire School, in

Connecticut. Here he often visited him, but one last time, fell dead. He left no will, and his relations made short shrift of
these sons. They gathered in the property, apprenticed grandfather to a shoemaker; then dropped him.

Grandfather took his bitter dose like a thoroughbred. Wild as was his inner revolt against this treatment, he uttered no
word against the thieves and made no plea. He tried his fortunes here and in Haiti, where, during his short, restless
sojourn, my own father was born. Eventually, grandfather became chief steward on the passenger boat between New
York and New Haven; later he was a small merchant in Springfield; and finally he retired and ended his days at New
Bedford. Always he held his head high, took no insults, made few friends. He was not a "Negro"; he was a man! Yet
the current was too strong even for him. Then even more than now a colored man had colored friends or none at all,
lived in a colored world or lived alone. A few fine, strong, black men gained the heart of this silent, bitter man in New
York and New Haven. If he had scant sympathy with their social clannishness, he was with them in fighting
discrimination. So, when the white Episcopalians of Trinity Parish, New Haven, showed plainly that they no longer
wanted black Folks as fellow Christians, he led the revolt which resulted in St. Luke's Parish, and was for years its
senior warden. He lies dead in the Grove Street Cemetery, beside Jehudi Ashmun.

Beneath his sternness was a very human man. Slyly he wrote poetry,—stilted, pleading things from a soul astray. He
loved women in his masterful way, marrying three beautiful wives in succession and clinging to each with a certain
desperate, even if unsympathetic, affection. As a father he was, naturally, a failure,—hard, domineering, unyielding. His
four children reacted characteristically: one was until past middle life a thin spinster, the mental image of her father; one
died; one passed over into the white world and her children's children are now white, with no knowledge of their Negro
blood; the fourth, my father, bent before grandfather, but did not break—better if he had. He yielded and flared back,
asked forgiveness and forgot why, became the harshly-held favorite, who ran away and rioted and roamed and loved
and married my brown mother.

So with some circumstance having finally gotten myself born, with a flood of Negro blood, a strain of French, a bit of
Dutch, but, thank God! no "Anglo-Saxon," I come to the days of my childhood.

They were very happy. Early we moved back to Grandfather Burghardt's home,—I barely remember its stone
fireplace, big kitchen, and delightful woodshed. Then this house passed to other branches of the clan and we moved to
rented quarters in town,—to one delectable place "upstairs," with a wide yard full of shrubbery, and a brook; to another
house abutting a railroad, with infinite interests and astonishing playmates; and finally back to the quiet street on which I
was born,—down a long lane and in a homely, cozy cottage, with a living-room, a tiny sitting-room, a pantry, and two
attic bedrooms. Here mother and I lived until she died, in 1884, for father early began his restless wanderings. I last
remember urgent letters for us to come to New Milford, where he had started a barber shop. Later he became a
preacher. But mother no longer trusted his dreams, and he soon faded out of our lives into silence.

From the age of five until I was sixteen I went to a school on the same grounds,—down a lane, into a widened yard,
with a big choke-cherry tree and two buildings, wood and brick. Here I got acquainted with my world, and soon had
my criterions of judgment.

Wealth had no particular lure. On the other hand, the shadow of wealth was about us. That river of my birth was golden
because of the woolen and paper waste that soiled it. The gold was theirs, not ours; but the gleam and glint was for all.
To me it was all in order and I took it philosophically. I cordially despised the poor Irish and South Germans, who
slaved in the mills, and annexed the rich and well-to-do as my natural companions. Of such is the kingdom of snobs!

Most of our townfolk were, naturally, the well-to-do, shading downward, but seldom reaching poverty. As playmate of
the children I saw the homes of nearly every one, except a few immigrant New Yorkers, of whom none of us approved.
The homes I saw impressed me, but did not overwhelm me. Many were bigger than mine, with newer and shinier things,
but they did not seem to differ in kind. I think I probably surprised my hosts more than they me, for I was easily at
home and perfectly happy and they looked to me just like ordinary people, while my brown face and frizzled hair must
have seemed strange to them.

Yet I was very much one of them. I was a center and sometimes the leader of the town gang of boys. We were noisy,
but never very bad,—and, indeed, my mother's quiet influence came in here, as I realize now. She did not try to make
me perfect. To her I was already perfect. She simply warned me of a few things, especially saloons. In my town the
saloon was the open door to hell. The best families had their drunkards and the worst had little else.

Very gradually,—I cannot now distinguish the steps, though here and there I remember a jump or a jolt—but very
gradually I found myself assuming quite placidly that I was different from other children. At first I think I connected the
difference with a manifest ability to get my lessons rather better than most and to recite with a certain happy, almost
taunting, glibness, which brought frowns here and there. Then, slowly, I realized that some folks, a few, even several,
actually considered my brown skin a misfortune; once or twice I became painfully aware that some human beings even
thought it a crime. I was not for a moment daunted,—although, of course, there were some days of secret tears—rather
I was spurred to tireless effort. If they beat me at anything, I was grimly determined to make them sweat for it! Once I
remember challenging a great, hard farmer-boy to battle, when I knew he could whip me; and he did. But ever after, he
was polite.

As time flew I felt not so much disowned and rejected as rather drawn up into higher spaces and made part of a
mightier mission. At times I almost pitied my pale companions, who were not of the Lord's anointed and who saw in

their dreams no splendid quests of golden fleeces.

Even in the matter of girls my peculiar phantasy asserted itself. Naturally, it was in our town voted bad form for boys of
twelve and fourteen to show any evident weakness for girls. We tolerated them loftily, and now and then they played in
our games, when I joined in quite as naturally as the rest. It was when strangers came, or summer boarders, or when
the oldest girls grew up that my sharp senses noted little hesitancies in public and searchings for possible public opinion.
Then I flamed! I lifted my chin and strode off to the mountains, where I viewed the world at my feet and strained my
eyes across the shadow of the hills.

I was graduated from high school at sixteen, and I talked of "Wendell Phillips." This was my first sweet taste of the
world's applause. There were flowers and upturned faces, music and marching, and there was my mother's smile. She
was lame, then, and a bit drawn, but very happy. It was her great day and that very year she lay down with a sigh of
content and has not yet awakened. I felt a certain gladness to see her, at last, at peace, for she had worried all her life.
Of my own loss I had then little realization. That came only with the after-years. Now it was the choking gladness and
solemn feel of wings! At last, I was going beyond the hills and into the world that beckoned steadily.

There came a little pause,—a singular pause. I was given to understand that I was almost too young for the world.
Harvard was the goal of my dreams, but my white friends hesitated and my colored friends were silent. Harvard was a
mighty conjure-word in that hill town, and even the mill owners' sons had aimed lower. Finally it was tactfully explained
that the place for me was in the South among my people. A scholarship had been already arranged at Fisk, and my
summer earnings would pay the fare. My relatives grumbled, but after a twinge I felt a strange delight! I forgot, or did
not thoroughly realize, the curious irony by which I was not looked upon as a real citizen of my birth-town, with a future
and a career, and instead was being sent to a far land among strangers who were regarded as (and in truth were) "mine
own people."

Ah! the wonder of that journey, with its faint spice of adventure, as I entered the land of slaves; the never-to-be-
forgotten marvel of that first supper at Fisk with the world "colored" and opposite two of the most beautiful beings God
ever revealed to the eyes of seventeen. I promptly lost my appetite, but I was deliriously happy!

As I peer back through the shadow of my years, seeing not too clearly, but through the thickening veil of wish and after-
thought, I seem to view my life divided into four distinct parts: the Age of Miracles, the Days of Disillusion, the
Discipline of Work and Play, and the Second Miracle Age.

The Age of Miracles began with Fisk and ended with Germany. I was bursting with the joy of living. I seemed to ride in
conquering might. I was captain of my soul and master of fate! I willed to do! It was done. I wished! The wish came
true.

Now and then out of the void flashed the great sword of hate to remind me of the battle. I remember once, in Nashville,
brushing by accident against a white woman on the street. Politely and eagerly I raised my hat to apologize. That was
thirty-five years ago. From that day to this I have never knowingly raised my hat to a Southern white woman.

I suspect that beneath all of my seeming triumphs there were many failures and disappointments, but the realities loomed
so large that they swept away even the memory of other dreams and wishes. Consider, for a moment, how miraculous it
all was to a boy of seventeen, just escaped from a narrow valley: I willed and lo! my people came dancing about me,—
riotous in color, gay in laughter, full of sympathy, need, and pleading; darkly delicious girls—"colored" girls—sat beside
me and actually talked to me while I gazed in tongue-tied silence or babbled in boastful dreams. Boys with my own
experiences and out of my own world, who knew and understood, wrought out with me great remedies. I studied
eagerly under teachers who bent in subtle sympathy, feeling themselves some shadow of the Veil and lifting it gently that
we darker souls might peer through to other worlds.

I willed and lo! I was walking beneath the elms of Harvard,—the name of allurement, the college of my youngest,
wildest visions! I needed money; scholarships and prizes fell into my lap,—not all I wanted or strove for, but all I
needed to keep in school. Commencement came and standing before governor, president, and grave, gowned men, I
told them certain astonishing truths, waving my arms and breathing fast! They applauded with what now seems to me
uncalled-for fervor, but then! I walked home on pink clouds of glory! I asked for a fellowship and got it. I announced
my plan of studying in Germany, but Harvard had no more fellowships for me. A friend, however, told me of the Slater
Fund and how the Board was looking for colored men worth educating. No thought of modest hesitation occurred to
me. I rushed at the chance.

The trustees of the Slater Fund excused themselves politely. They acknowledged that they had in the past looked for
colored boys of ability to educate, but, being unsuccessful, they had stopped searching. I went at them hammer and
tongs! I plied them with testimonials and mid-year and final marks. I intimated plainly, impudently, that they were
"stalling"! In vain did the chairman, Ex-President Hayes, explain and excuse. I took no excuses and brushed
explanations aside. I wonder now that he did not brush me aside, too, as a conceited meddler, but instead he smiled
and surrendered.

I crossed the ocean in a trance. Always I seemed to be saying, "It is not real; I must be dreaming!" I can live it again—
the little, Dutch ship—the blue waters—the smell of new-mown hay—Holland and the Rhine. I saw the Wartburg and
Berlin; I made the Harzreise and climbed the Brocken; I saw the Hansa towns and the cities and dorfs of South

Germany; I saw the Alps at Berne, the Cathedral at Milan, Florence, Rome, Venice, Vienna, and Pesth; I looked on
the boundaries of Russia; and I sat in Paris and London.

On mountain and valley, in home and school, I met men and women as I had never met them before. Slowly they
became, not white folks, but folks. The unity beneath all life clutched me. I was not less fanatically a Negro, but "Negro"
meant a greater, broader sense of humanity and world-fellowship. I felt myself standing, not against the world, but
simply against American narrowness and color prejudice, with the greater, finer world at my back urging me on.

I builded great castles in Spain and lived therein. I dreamed and loved and wandered and sang; then, after two long
years, I dropped suddenly back into "nigger"-hating America!

My Days of Disillusion were not disappointing enough to discourage me. I was still upheld by that fund of infinite faith,
although dimly about me I saw the shadow of disaster. I began to realize how much of what I had called Will and
Ability was sheer Luck! Suppose my good mother had preferred a steady income from my child labor rather than bank
on the precarious dividend of my higher training? Suppose that pompous old village judge, whose dignity we often
ruffled and whose apples we stole, had had his way and sent me while a child to a "reform" school to learn a "trade"?
Suppose Principal Hosmer had been born with no faith in "darkies," and instead of giving me Greek and Latin had
taught me carpentry and the making of tin pans? Suppose I had missed a Harvard scholarship? Suppose the Slater
Board had then, as now, distinct ideas as to where the education of Negroes should stop? Suppose and suppose! As I
sat down calmly on flat earth and looked at my life a certain great fear seized me. Was I the masterful captain or the
pawn of laughing sprites? Who was I to fight a world of color prejudice? I raise my hat to myself when I remember that,
even with these thoughts, I did not hesitate or waver; but just went doggedly to work, and therein lay whatever salvation
I have achieved.

First came the task of earning a living. I was not nice or hard to please. I just got down on my knees and begged for
work, anything and anywhere. I wrote to Hampton, Tuskegee, and a dozen other places. They politely declined, with
many regrets. The trustees of a backwoods Tennessee town considered me, but were eventually afraid. Then, suddenly,
Wilberforce offered to let me teach Latin and Greek at $750 a year. I was overjoyed!

I did not know anything about Latin and Greek, but I did know of Wilberforce. The breath of that great name had
swept the water and dropped into southern Ohio, where Southerners had taken their cure at Tawawa Springs and
where white Methodists had planted a school; then came the little bishop, Daniel Payne, who made it a school of the
African Methodists. This was the school that called me, and when re-considered offers from Tuskegee and Jefferson
City followed, I refused; I was so thankful for that first offer.

I went to Wilberforce with high ideals. I wanted to help to build a great university. I was willing to work night as well as
day. I taught Latin, Greek, English, and German. I helped in the discipline, took part in the social life, begged to be
allowed to lecture on sociology, and began to write books. But I found myself against a stone wall. Nothing stirred
before my impatient pounding! Or if it stirred, it soon slept again.

Of course, I was too impatient! The snarl of years was not to be undone in days. I set at solving the problem before I
knew it. Wilberforce was a colored church-school. In it were mingled the problems of poorly-prepared pupils, an
inadequately-equipped plant, the natural politics of bishoprics, and the provincial reactions of a country town loaded
with traditions. It was my first introduction to a Negro world, and I was at once marvelously inspired and deeply
depressed. I was inspired with the children,—had I not rubbed against the children of the world and did I not find here
the same eagerness, the same joy of life, the same brains as in New England, France, and Germany? But, on the other
hand, the ropes and myths and knots and hindrances; the thundering waves of the white world beyond beating us back;
the scalding breakers of this inner world,—its currents and back eddies—its meanness and smallness—its sorrow and
tragedy—its screaming farce!

In all this I was as one bound hand and foot. Struggle, work, fight as I would, I seemed to get nowhere and accomplish
nothing. I had all the wild intolerance of youth, and no experience in human tangles. For the first time in my life I realized
that there were limits to my will to do. The Day of Miracles was past, and a long, gray road of dogged work lay ahead.

I had, naturally, my triumphs here and there. I defied the bishops in the matter of public extemporaneous prayer and
they yielded. I bearded the poor, hunted president in his den, and yet was re-elected to my position. I was slowly
winning a way, but quickly losing faith in the value of the way won. Was this the place to begin my life work? Was this
the work which I was best fitted to do? What business had I, anyhow, to teach Greek when I had studied men? I grew
sure that I had made a mistake. So I determined to leave Wilberforce and try elsewhere. Thus, the third period of my
life began.

First, in 1896, I married—a slip of a girl, beautifully dark-eyed and thorough and good as a German housewife. Then I
accepted a job to make a study of Negroes in Philadelphia for the University of Pennsylvania,—one year at six hundred
dollars. How did I dare these two things? I do not know. Yet they spelled salvation. To remain at Wilberforce without
doing my ideals meant spiritual death. Both my wife and I were homeless. I dared a home and a temporary job. But it
was a different daring from the days of my first youth. I was ready to admit that the best of men might fail. I meant still
to be captain of my soul, but I realized that even captains are not omnipotent in uncharted and angry seas.

I essayed a thorough piece of work in Philadelphia. I labored morning, noon, and night. Nobody ever reads that fat

volume on "The Philadelphia Negro," but they treat it with respect, and that consoles me. The colored people of
Philadelphia received me with no open arms. They had a natural dislike to being studied like a strange species. I met
again and in different guise those curious cross-currents and inner social whirlings of my own people. They set me to
groping. I concluded that I did not know so much as I might about my own people, and when President Bumstead
invited me to Atlanta University the next year to teach sociology and study the American Negro, I accepted gladly, at a
salary of twelve hundred dollars.

My real life work was done at Atlanta for thirteen years, from my twenty-ninth to my forty-second birthday. They were
years of great spiritual upturning, of the making and unmaking of ideals, of hard work and hard play. Here I found
myself. I lost most of my mannerisms. I grew more broadly human, made my closest and most holy friendships, and
studied human beings. I became widely-acquainted with the real condition of my people. I realized the terrific odds
which faced them. At Wilberforce I was their captious critic. In Philadelphia I was their cold and scientific investigator,
with microscope and probe. It took but a few years of Atlanta to bring me to hot and indignant defense. I saw the race-
hatred of the whites as I had never dreamed of it before,—naked and unashamed! The faint discrimination of my hopes
and intangible dislikes paled into nothing before this great, red monster of cruel oppression. I held back with more
difficulty each day my mounting indignation against injustice and misrepresentation.

With all this came the strengthening and hardening of my own character. The billows of birth, love, and death swept
over me. I saw life through all its paradox and contradiction of streaming eyes and mad merriment. I emerged into full
manhood, with the ruins of some ideals about me, but with others planted above the stars; scarred and a bit grim, but
hugging to my soul the divine gift of laughter and withal determined, even unto stubbornness, to fight the good fight.

At last, forbear and waver as I would, I faced the great Decision. My life's last and greatest door stood ajar. What with
all my dreaming, studying, and teaching was I going to do in this fierce fight? Despite all my youthful conceit and
bumptiousness, I found developed beneath it all a reticence and new fear of forwardness, which sprang from searching
criticisms of motive and high ideals of efficiency; but contrary to my dream of racial solidarity and notwithstanding my
deep desire to serve and follow and think, rather than to lead and inspire and decide, I found myself suddenly the leader
of a great wing of people fighting against another and greater wing.

Nor could any effort of mine keep this fight from sinking to the personal plane. Heaven knows I tried. That first meeting
of a knot of enthusiasts, at Niagara Falls, had all the earnestness of self-devotion. At the second meeting, at Harper's
Ferry, it arose to the solemnity of a holy crusade and yet without and to the cold, hard stare of the world it seemed
merely the envy of fools against a great man, Booker Washington.

Of the movement I was willy-nilly leader. I hated the role. For the first time I faced criticism and cared. Every ideal and
habit of my life was cruelly misjudged. I who had always overstriven to give credit for good work, who had never
consciously stooped to envy was accused by honest colored people of every sort of small and petty jealousy, while
white people said I was ashamed of my race and wanted to be white! And this of me, whose one life fanaticism had
been belief in my Negro blood!

Away back in the little years of my boyhood I had sold the Springfield Republican and written for Mr. Fortune's
Globe. I dreamed of being an editor myself some day. I am an editor. In the great, slashing days of college life I
dreamed of a strong organization to fight the battles of the Negro race. The National Association for the Advancement
of Colored People is such a body, and it grows daily. In the dark days at Wilberforce I planned a time when I could
speak freely to my people and of them, interpreting between two worlds. I am speaking now. In the study at Atlanta I
grew to fear lest my radical beliefs should so hurt the college that either my silence or the institution's ruin would result.
Powers and principalities have not yet curbed my tongue and Atlanta still lives.

It all came—this new Age of Miracles—because a few persons in 1909 determined to celebrate Lincoln's Birthday
properly by calling for the final emancipation of the American Negro. I came at their call. My salary even for a year was
not assured, but it was the "Voice without reply." The result has been the National Association for the Advancement of
Colored People and The Crisis and this book, which I am finishing on my Fiftieth Birthday.

Last year I looked death in the face and found its lineaments not unkind. But it was not my time. Yet in nature some
time soon and in the fullness of days I shall die, quietly, I trust, with my face turned South and eastward; and, dreaming
or dreamless, I shall, I am sure, enjoy death as I have enjoyed life.

A Litany at Atlanta

O Silent God, Thou whose voice afar in mist and mystery hath left our ears an-hungered in these fearful days—

Hear us, good Lord!

Listen to us, Thy children: our faces dark with doubt are made a mockery in Thy Sanctuary. With uplifted hands we
front Thy Heaven, O God, crying:

We beseech Thee to hear us, good Lord!

We are not better than our fellows, Lord; we are but weak and human men. When our devils do deviltry, curse Thou
the doer and the deed,—curse them as we curse them, do to them all and more than ever they have done to innocence
and weakness, to womanhood and home.

Have mercy upon us, miserable sinners!

And yet, whose is the deeper guilt? Who made these devils? Who nursed them in crime and fed them on injustice? Who
ravished and debauched their mothers and their grandmothers? Who bought and sold their crime and waxed fat and
rich on public iniquity?

Thou knowest, good God!

Is this Thy Justice, O Father, that guile be easier than innocence and the innocent be crucified for the guilt of the
untouched guilty?

Justice, O Judge of men!

Wherefore do we pray? Is not the God of the Fathers dead? Have not seers seen in Heaven's halls Thine hearsed and
lifeless form stark amidst the black and rolling smoke of sin, where all along bow bitter forms of endless dead?

Awake, Thou that sleepest!

Thou art not dead, but flown afar, up hills of endless light, through blazing corridors of suns, where worlds do swing of
good and gentle men, of women strong and free—far from the cozenage, black hypocrisy, and chaste prostitution of
this shameful speck of dust!

Turn again, O Lord; leave us not to perish in our sin!

From lust of body and lust of blood,—

Great God, deliver us!

From lust of power and lust of gold,—

Great God, deliver us!

From the leagued lying of despot and of brute,—

Great God, deliver us!

A city lay in travail, God our Lord, and from her loins sprang twin Murder and Black Hate. Red was the midnight;
clang, crack, and cry of death and fury filled the air and trembled underneath the stars where church spires pointed
silently to Thee. And all this was to sate the greed of greedy men who hide behind the veil of vengeance!

Bend us Thine ear, O Lord!

In the pale, still morning we looked upon the deed. We stopped our ears and held our leaping hands, but they—did
they not wag their heads and leer and cry with bloody jaws: Cease from Crime! The word was mockery, for thus they
train a hundred crimes while we do cure one.

Turn again our captivity, O Lord!

Behold this maimed and broken thing, dear God; it was an humble black man, who toiled and sweat to save a bit from
the pittance paid him. They told him: Work and Rise! He worked. Did this man sin? Nay, but someone told how
someone said another did—one whom he had never seen nor known. Yet for that man's crime this man lieth maimed
and murdered, his wife naked to shame, his children to poverty and evil.

Hear us, O heavenly Father!

Doth not this justice of hell stink in Thy nostrils, O God? How long shall the mounting flood of innocent blood roar in
Thine ears and pound in our hearts for vengeance? Pile the pale frenzy of blood-crazed brutes, who do such deeds,
high on Thine Altar, Jehovah Jireh, and burn it in hell forever and forever!

Forgive us, good Lord; we know not what we say!

Bewildered we are and passion-tossed, mad with the madness of a mobbed and mocked and murdered people;
straining at the armposts of Thy throne, we raise our shackled hands and charge Thee, God, by the bones of our stolen
fathers, by the tears of our dead mothers, by the very blood of Thy crucified Christ: What meaneth this? Tell us the
plan; give us the sign!

Keep not Thou silent, O God!

Sit not longer blind, Lord God, deaf to our prayer and dumb to our dumb suffering. Surely Thou, too, art not white, O
Lord, a pale, bloodless, heartless thing!

Ah! Christ of all the Pities!

Forgive the thought! Forgive these wild, blasphemous words! Thou art still the God of our black fathers and in Thy
Soul's Soul sit some soft darkenings of the evening, some shadowings of the velvet night.

But whisper—speak—call, great God, for Thy silence is white terror to our hearts! The way, O God, show us the way
and point us the path!

Whither? North is greed and South is blood; within, the coward, and without, the liar. Whither? To death?

Amen! Welcome, dark sleep!

Whither? To life? But not this life, dear God, not this. Let the cup pass from us, tempt us not beyond our strength, for
there is that clamoring and clawing within, to whose voice we would not listen, yet shudder lest we must,—and it is red.
Ah! God! It is a red and awful shape.

Selah!

In yonder East trembles a star.

Vengeance is Mine; I will repay, saith the Lord!

Thy Will, O Lord, be done!

Kyrie Eleison!

Lord, we have done these pleading, wavering words.

We beseech Thee to hear us, good Lord!

We bow our heads and hearken soft to the sobbing of women and little children.

We beseech Thee to hear us, good Lord!

Our voices sink in silence and in night.

Hear us, good Lord!

In night, O God of a godless land!

Amen!

In silence, O Silent God.

Selah!

II

THE SOULS OF WHITE FOLK

High in the tower, where I sit above the loud complaining of the human sea, I know many souls that toss and whirl and
pass, but none there are that intrigue me more than the Souls of White Folk.

Of them I am singularly clairvoyant. I see in and through them. I view them from unusual points of vantage. Not as a
foreigner do I come, for I am native, not foreign, bone of their thought and flesh of their language. Mine is not the
knowledge of the traveler or the colonial composite of dear memories, words and wonder. Nor yet is my knowledge
that which servants have of masters, or mass of class, or capitalist of artisan. Rather I see these souls undressed and
from the back and side. I see the working of their entrails. I know their thoughts and they know that I know. This
knowledge makes them now embarrassed, now furious. They deny my right to live and be and call me misbirth! My
word is to them mere bitterness and my soul, pessimism. And yet as they preach and strut and shout and threaten,
crouching as they clutch at rags of facts and fancies to hide their nakedness, they go twisting, flying by my tired eyes and
I see them ever stripped,—ugly, human.

The discovery of personal whiteness among the world's peoples is a very modern thing,—a nineteenth and twentieth
century matter, indeed. The ancient world would have laughed at such a distinction. The Middle Age regarded skin
color with mild curiosity; and even up into the eighteenth century we were hammering our national manikins into one,
great, Universal Man, with fine frenzy which ignored color and race even more than birth. Today we have changed all
that, and the world in a sudden, emotional conversion has discovered that it is white and by that token, wonderful!

This assumption that of all the hues of God whiteness alone is inherently and obviously better than brownness or tan
leads to curious acts; even the sweeter souls of the dominant world as they discourse with me on weather, weal, and
woe are continually playing above their actual words an obligato of tune and tone, saying:

"My poor, un-white thing! Weep not nor rage. I know, too well, that the curse of God lies heavy on you. Why? That is

not for me to say, but be brave! Do your work in your lowly sphere, praying the good Lord that into heaven above,
where all is love, you may, one day, be born—white!"

I do not laugh. I am quite straight-faced as I ask soberly:

"But what on earth is whiteness that one should so desire it?" Then always, somehow, some way, silently but clearly, I
am given to understand that whiteness is the ownership of the earth forever and ever, Amen!

Now what is the effect on a man or a nation when it comes passionately to believe such an extraordinary dictum as this?
That nations are coming to believe it is manifest daily. Wave on wave, each with increasing virulence, is dashing this new
religion of whiteness on the shores of our time. Its first effects are funny: the strut of the Southerner, the arrogance of the
Englishman amuck, the whoop of the hoodlum who vicariously leads your mob. Next it appears dampening generous
enthusiasm in what we once counted glorious; to free the slave is discovered to be tolerable only in so far as it freed his
master! Do we sense somnolent writhings in black Africa or angry groans in India or triumphant banzais in Japan? "To
your tents, O Israel!" These nations are not white!

After the more comic manifestations and the chilling of generous enthusiasm come subtler, darker deeds. Everything
considered, the title to the universe claimed by White Folk is faulty. It ought, at least, to look plausible. How easy, then,
by emphasis and omission to make children believe that every great soul the world ever saw was a white man's soul;
that every great thought the world ever knew was a white man's thought; that every great deed the world ever did was a
white man's deed; that every great dream the world ever sang was a white man's dream. In fine, that if from the world
were dropped everything that could not fairly be attributed to White Folk, the world would, if anything, be even greater,
truer, better than now. And if all this be a lie, is it not a lie in a great cause?

Here it is that the comedy verges to tragedy. The first minor note is struck, all unconsciously, by those worthy souls in
whom consciousness of high descent brings burning desire to spread the gift abroad,—the obligation of nobility to the
ignoble. Such sense of duty assumes two things: a real possession of the heritage and its frank appreciation by the
humble-born. So long, then, as humble black folk, voluble with thanks, receive barrels of old clothes from lordly and
generous whites, there is much mental peace and moral satisfaction. But when the black man begins to dispute the white
man's title to certain alleged bequests of the Fathers in wage and position, authority and training; and when his attitude
toward charity is sullen anger rather than humble jollity; when he insists on his human right to swagger and swear and
waste,—then the spell is suddenly broken and the philanthropist is ready to believe that Negroes are impudent, that the
South is right, and that Japan wants to fight America.

After this the descent to Hell is easy. On the pale, white faces which the great billows whirl upward to my tower I see
again and again, often and still more often, a writing of human hatred, a deep and passionate hatred, vast by the very
vagueness of its expressions. Down through the green waters, on the bottom of the world, where men move to and fro,
I have seen a man—an educated gentleman—grow livid with anger because a little, silent, black woman was sitting by
herself in a Pullman car. He was a white man. I have seen a great, grown man curse a little child, who had wandered
into the wrong waiting-room, searching for its mother: "Here, you damned black—" He was white. In Central Park I
have seen the upper lip of a quiet, peaceful man curl back in a tigerish snarl of rage because black folk rode by in a
motor car. He was a white man. We have seen, you and I, city after city drunk and furious with ungovernable lust of
blood; mad with murder, destroying, killing, and cursing; torturing human victims because somebody accused of crime
happened to be of the same color as the mob's innocent victims and because that color was not white! We have seen,
—Merciful God! in these wild days and in the name of Civilization, Justice, and Motherhood,—what have we not seen,
right here in America, of orgy, cruelty, barbarism, and murder done to men and women of Negro descent.

Up through the foam of green and weltering waters wells this great mass of hatred, in wilder, fiercer violence, until I
look down and know that today to the millions of my people no misfortune could happen,—of death and pestilence,
failure and defeat—that would not make the hearts of millions of their fellows beat with fierce, vindictive joy! Do you
doubt it? Ask your own soul what it would say if the next census were to report that half of black America was dead
and the other half dying.

Unfortunate? Unfortunate. But where is the misfortune? Mine? Am I, in my blackness, the sole sufferer? I suffer. And
yet, somehow, above the suffering, above the shackled anger that beats the bars, above the hurt that crazes there surges
in me a vast pity,—pity for a people imprisoned and enthralled, hampered and made miserable for such a cause, for
such a phantasy!

Conceive this nation, of all human peoples, engaged in a crusade to make the "World Safe for Democracy"! Can you
imagine the United States protesting against Turkish atrocities in Armenia, while the Turks are silent about mobs in
Chicago and St. Louis; what is Louvain compared with Memphis, Waco, Washington, Dyersburg, and Estill Springs?
In short, what is the black man but America's Belgium, and how could America condemn in Germany that which she
commits, just as brutally, within her own borders?

A true and worthy ideal frees and uplifts a people; a false ideal imprisons and lowers. Say to men, earnestly and
repeatedly: "Honesty is best, knowledge is power; do unto others as you would be done by." Say this and act it and the
nation must move toward it, if not to it. But say to a people: "The one virtue is to be white," and the people rush to the
inevitable conclusion, "Kill the 'nigger'!"

Is not this the record of present America? Is not this its headlong progress? Are we not coming more and more, day by
day, to making the statement "I am white," the one fundamental tenet of our practical morality? Only when this basic,
iron rule is involved is our defense of right nation-wide and prompt. Murder may swagger, theft may rule and
prostitution may flourish and the nation gives but spasmodic, intermittent and lukewarm attention. But let the murderer
be black or the thief brown or the violator of womanhood have a drop of Negro blood, and the righteousness of the
indignation sweeps the world. Nor would this fact make the indignation less justifiable did not we all know that it was
blackness that was condemned and not crime.

In the awful cataclysm of World War, where from beating, slandering, and murdering us the white world turned
temporarily aside to kill each other, we of the Darker Peoples looked on in mild amaze.

Among some of us, I doubt not, this sudden descent of Europe into hell brought unbounded surprise; to others, over
wide area, it brought the Schaden Freude of the bitterly hurt; but most of us, I judge, looked on silently and
sorrowfully, in sober thought, seeing sadly the prophecy of our own souls.

Here is a civilization that has boasted much. Neither Roman nor Arab, Greek nor Egyptian, Persian nor Mongol ever
took himself and his own perfectness with such disconcerting seriousness as the modern white man. We whose shame,
humiliation, and deep insult his aggrandizement so often involved were never deceived. We looked at him clearly, with
world-old eyes, and saw simply a human thing, weak and pitiable and cruel, even as we are and were.

These super-men and world-mastering demi-gods listened, however, to no low tongues of ours, even when we pointed
silently to their feet of clay. Perhaps we, as folk of simpler soul and more primitive type, have been most struck in the
welter of recent years by the utter failure of white religion. We have curled our lips in something like contempt as we
have witnessed glib apology and weary explanation. Nothing of the sort deceived us. A nation's religion is its life, and as
such white Christianity is a miserable failure.

Nor would we be unfair in this criticism: We know that we, too, have failed, as you have, and have rejected many a
Buddha, even as you have denied Christ; but we acknowledge our human frailty, while you, claiming super-humanity,
scoff endlessly at our shortcomings.

The number of white individuals who are practising with even reasonable approximation the democracy and
unselfishness of Jesus Christ is so small and unimportant as to be fit subject for jest in Sunday supplements and in
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