Backpacking with the Saints Backpacking with the Saints Wilderness Hiking as Spiritual Practice z BELDEN C. LANE 1 1 Oxford University Press is a department of the University of Oxford. It furthers the University’s objective of excellence in research, scholarship, and education by publishing worldwide. Oxford New York Auckland Cape Town Dar es Salaam Hong Kong Karachi Kuala Lumpur Madrid Melbourne Mexico City Nairobi New Delhi Shanghai Taipei Toronto With offices in Argentina Austria Brazil Chile Czech Republic France Greece Guatemala Hungary Italy Japan Poland Portugal Singapore South Korea Switzerland Thailand Turkey Ukraine Vietnam Oxford is a registered trade mark of Oxford University Press in the UK and certain other countries. Published in the United States of America by Oxford University Press 198 Madison Avenue, New York, NY 10016 © Oxford University Press 2015 All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form or by any means, without the prior permission in writing of Oxford University Press, or as expressly permitted by law, by license, or under terms agreed with the appropriate reproduction rights organization. Inquiries concerning reproduction outside the scope of the above should be sent to the Rights Department, Oxford University Press, at the address above. You must not circulate this work in any other form and you must impose this same condition on any acquirer. Cataloging-in-Publication data is on file at the Library of Congress 9780199927814 1 3 5 7 9 8 6 4 2 Printed in the United States of America on acid-free paper For my Dad, William Belden Curnow Presumed to be lost on wilderness paths, but not for a lack of love. A man is never lost, he has only been mislaid. —Terry Russell, On the Loose1 Stand still. The forest knows where you are. You must let it find you. —David Wagoner, “Lost”2 Wilderness is not a luxury, but a necessity of the human spirit. —Ed Abbey, Desert Solitaire There are some who can live without wild things, and some who cannot. —Aldo Leopold, A Sand County Almanac Simplicity in all things is the secret of the wilderness and one of its most valuable lessons. It is what we leave behind that is important. —Sigurd Olson, The Singing Wilderness In the first place you can’t see anything from a car; you’ve got to get out of the goddamned contraption and walk, better yet crawl, on hands and knees, over the sandstone and through the thornbush and cactus. When traces of blood begin to mark your trail you’ll see something, maybe. Probably not. —Ed Abbey, Desert Solitaire I wasn’t out here to keep myself from having to say I am not afraid. I’d come, I realized, to stare that fear down, to stare everything down, really—all that I’d done to myself and all that had been done to me. I couldn’t do that while tagging along with someone else. —Cheryl Strayed, Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail All truly great thoughts are conceived by walking. —Friedrich Nietzsche Not being lost is not a matter of getting back to where you started from; it is a decision not to be lost wherever you happen to find yourself. It’s simply saying, “I’m not lost, I’m right here.” —Laurence Gonzales, Deep Survival Some people, in order to discover God, read books. But there is a great book: the very appearance of created things. Look above you! Look below you! Note it; read it. God, who you want to discover, never wrote that book with ink; instead He set before your eyes the things that He had made. Can you ask for a louder voice than that? —Augustine, The City of God I don’t think it is enough appreciated how much an outdoor book the Bible is. It is a hypaethral book, such as Thoreau talked about—a book open to the sky. It is best read and understood outdoors, and the farther outdoors the better. —Wendell Berry, Christianity and the Survival of Creation Solvitur ambulando (It is solved by walking) —Medieval saying, attributed to St. Jerome Contents Permissions xi Prologue xiii PART ONE: The Power of Wilderness and the Reading of Dangerous Texts 1. The Allure of the Wild: Backpacking as Spiritual Practice 3 2. The Risk-Taking Character of Wilderness Reading 16 PART TWO: The Pattern of Wilderness Spirituality first leg: departure (leaving the trailhead) 3. Venturing Out: The Irish Wilderness and Columba of Iona 33 4. Disillusionment: Laramie Peak and Thérèse of Lisieux 46 5. Desire: Rockpile Mountain Wilderness and Thomas Traherne 58 second leg: discipline (the practice of the wild) 6. Solitude: Bell Mountain Wilderness and Søren Kierkegaard 73 7. Traveling Light: Gunstock Hollow and Dag Hammarskjöld 85 8. Mindfulness: Moonshine Hollow and Thich Nhat Hanh 97 third leg: descent (when the trail gets rough) 9. Fear: The Maze in Canyonlands and John of the Cross 113
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