Published in the United States of America in 2010 by CASEMATE 908 Darby Road, Havertown, PA 19083 and in Great Britain by CASEMATE 17 Cheap Street, Newbury RG14 5DD Copyright 2006 © William Lubbeck and David Hurt ISBN 978-1-935149-37-8 eISBN 9781935149798 Cataloging-in-publication data is available from the Library of Congress and the British Library. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical including photocopying, recording or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission from the Publisher in writing. Printed and bound in the United States of America. For a complete list of Casemate titles please contact: CASEMATE PUBLISHERS Telephone (610) 853-9131, Fax (610) 853-9146 E-mail: [email protected] CASEMATE PUBLISHERS Telephone (01635) 231091, Fax (01635) 41619 E-mail: [email protected] CONTENTS Preface Introduction PROLOGUE 1. A VILLAGE UPBRINGING 2. UNDER THE NAZI DICTATORSHIP 3. PRELUDE TO WAR 4. TRAINING FOR COMBAT 5. WAR IN THE WEST 6. BLITZKRIEG INTO RUSSIA 7. TO THE GATES OF LENINGRAD 8. WINTER AT URITSK 9. COUNTERATTACK AT THE VOLKHOV 10.THE DEMYANSK CORRIDOR 11. HOLDING THE LINE AT LADOGA 12.OFFICER CANDIDATE 13.KRIEGSCHULE 14.RETURN TO THE FRONT 15.RETREAT INTO THE REICH 16.CATASTROPHE 17.THE PRICE OF DEFEAT 18.POST-WAR GERMANY 19.A NEW LIFE ABROAD EPILOGUE Acknowledgments Appendices Endnote References MAPS East and West Prussia in Early April 1945 Germany in 1937 The 58th Infantry Division’s Advance in May–June 1940 Army Group North’s Front in 1941 Army Group North’s Front in 1942 The Leningrad Sector in 1943 Occupied Germany in 1945 PREFACE IN TELLING MY STORY, I do not wish to impress anyone or present myself as a hero. Like millions of other troops on the frontline of the Second World War, I was just a soldier who obeyed orders and carried out my duties. The heroes were those comrades who never returned home and were often left unburied in far-off fields. God had other plans for me and spared my life. This testament of my experience is a memorial to the service and sacrifice of those soldiers who did not come back. This book is also dedicated to Anneliese, who served as a Red Cross nurse in German field hospitals attending wounded troops during the final two years of the war. On a more personal level, words cannot express my eternal gratitude for the hope that her love gave me during my long years in combat and for the many happy decades of marriage that we enjoyed after the war. During a trip to Germany in the summer of 2003, my daughter discovered my wartime correspondence with Anneliese. Reading through these letters brought forth bittersweet emotions, but helped to give me a kind of closure. I also feel a sense of relief in being able to share my experiences of the war with my family and a broader audience. It is my hope that this account will help to increase public understanding of the Second World War, especially of the brutal nature of the fighting on the Eastern Front. In particular, Americans often misunderstand the motivations of German troops who fought in World War II. Most of the common soldiers were not supporters of Hitler and the Nazi regime, but simply patriotic Germans who sought to serve their country. I am deeply indebted to the people of the United States for accepting my family and me as their fellow citizens and for allowing us to realize the American dream. It is my hope that this story may help the citizens of my adopted country to gain a more complete appreciation of the diverse experience of American immigrants. WILLIAM LUBBECK July 2006 INTRODUCTION READING THE FIRSTHAND account of a soldier who marched into Russia with Napoleon’s army in 1812 personalized that distant conflict for me in a way that a general history could not. By the end of that memoir, Jakob Walter’s The Diary of a Napoleonic Foot Soldier, I had become convinced that a more recent veteran of warfare in Russia, William Lubbeck, should narrate an account of his own remarkable experiences as a German soldier during the Second World War. While from today’s vantage point we often perceive the past as following an inevitable course to the present, Lubbeck lived through the unfolding history of that struggle, uncertain of his own fate or of the larger outcome. His modesty made it difficult to persuade him to share his exceptional story, but he ultimately concluded that the testimony of a surviving German soldier would serve to honor the memory of his fallen comrades. In addition, a memoir could help a modern audience to develop a wider perspective on an increasingly remote war. The writing process involved countless hours of recorded interviews as well as even longer periods transcribing the tapes. Memories do not occur in chronological order, so as the story gradually revealed itself it was necessary to flesh out ever-more details and fill in the gaps. In this task, Lubbeck’s recently discovered wartime correspondence with his late wife Anneliese proved invaluable in helping him to recall events as well as recapture his personal feelings at different stages of the war. A divisional history written by Kurt von Zydowitz, Die Geschichte de 58.Infanterie Division 1939–1945 (Podzan, 1952), was also invaluable in reminding Lubbeck of the larger chronology. After many years living in the United States, Lubbeck generally related measurements in non-metric terms. For consistency we have kept the American usage of yards, miles, Fahrenheit, et al., throughout, at times calculating them from metric. He also often utilized American syntax in other observations, employing terms like “gung-ho” and “boot camp.” With military ranks he made distinctions in German which are included here in parentheses. Although Lubbeck has naturally acquired a greater overview on the war today than he had while serving in it, we made a conscious decision to confine this work to his personal experiences at the time rather than overviews, criticisms, or “what ifs.” His actions, observations, and emotions during those tumultuous
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