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ANOTHER GIRL, ANOTHER PLANET T H E N E W A D V E N T U R E S ANOTHER GIRL, ANOTHER PLANET Martin Day and Len Beech First published in Great Britain in 1998 by Virgin Publishing Ltd Thames Wharf Studios Rainville Road London W6 9HT Copyright © Martin Day and Len Beech 1998 The right of Martin Day and Len Beech to be identified as the Authors of this Work has been asserted by them in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988. Bernice Summerfield was originally created by Paul Cornell Cover illustration by Fred Gambino ISBN 0 426 20528 6 Typeset by Galleon Typesetting, Ipswich Printed and bound in Great Britain by Mackays of Chatham PLC All characters in this publication are fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. This book is sold subject to the condition that it shall not, by way of trade or otherwise, be lent, resold, hired out or otherwise circulated without the publisher‟s prior written consent in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published and without a similar condition including this condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser. My thanks and gratitude to Martin Day for introducing me to Benny and suggesting the project. Thanks also to my long- time friend Laurence Sumeray for co-ordination skills, his bag of goodies and a love of guanacos and related camelids; to Sue Baddiley, Dave Brawn, Barry and Heather B. and to John Little for info and SW tazo 24; to Ben Leech, Phillipa Stephens (don‟t call me babe!), and especially to Steve Bowkett, whose intelligent and lively contribution made this book half possible. Dedicated to Jon Pertwee, whose hand I was proud to shake just two weeks before he moved higher up and farther in. LB Thanks to (random order) Trina, Elsa, Ben, Audra, Mark, Felicia, Paul, Dave, Gary G., Jac, Keith, Gary R„ Helen, Andy, Lisa, Judi and Steve, for a party I won‟t forget in a hurry, and to everyone at or behind the scenes of Gallifrey Nine; to Helen, for bravely letting me go (without whom, etc.); to Mum and Dad, Pete W„ Sarah (and Phil), Marianne (and Colin), for practical and material help; to Paul and Keith (X-treme patience (groan)); to Time Team for making „research‟ such fun; to Roland Barthes, Julian Cope, The Lover Speaks and the Only Ones; and to Steve Bowkett, John McLaughlin and Simon Winstone. Dedicated to Lisa Gaunt, Felicia O‟Sullivan and Audra McHugh. You know why. MD [START] The statue of embracing lovers was the colour of a burning sunset, marbled with filigree shadows of burnished gold. Deep blue water cascaded over entwined hands, urgently pressed lips, eyelids closed in adoration. Visitors circled the square, seemingly ignorant of the fountain at the centre. Only Assan sat at the feet of the lovers, familiar and comfortable with their passion, staring into their abandoned faces as flecks of cooling water ran down his neck. He revelled in the honesty of the carving – the almost touchable texture of the skin, the hinted-at muscle and bone beneath, the florid flush that seemed to grip the couple‟s cheeks and torsos - and the timid embarrassment it engendered in those who averted their eyes and quickly passed by. For Assan, his weekly supplication at the feet of the statue was something to be enjoyed, a brief release from the constraints and demands of the project. The obsession of his colleagues knew no bounds, bar the ultimate sacrifice, the final step into the unknown that scared them all. In every other regard the negotiators had so lost a sense of self, of individuality, that Assan thought they were in danger of ceasing to exist, of becoming mere machines. Only Assan, and his beloved Kaygish, held on to life in all its fullness. It was beneath the statue that Assan felt truly alive, truly at one with his emotions and passions and fears. Here he was able to watch the sun glinting on the fountain water and the shattered rainbows that danced over the faces of the people that passed. To them, he was an anonymous young man, enjoying the fine weather and the hubbub of the city. No one would recognize him as a negotiator or would have guessed the vital nature of the work he did. Even Kaygish, the project‟s leader and public face, was able to achieve a degree of anonymity in the shadows of the embracing lovers. Assan was fully alive, and the teasing excitement, the nervous anticipation, was part of the pleasure. But not today. Something was wrong. He closed his eyes for a moment, striving to analyse his thoughts. There had been nothing in Kaygish‟s behaviour recently to indicate that her feelings for him had cooled, although it was difficult to be certain, as they spent most of their time together in formal meetings with their cold, emo- tionless colleagues. And Assan was sure his own behaviour - and certainly his incandescent passions and desires - were unchanged. What, then, was the source of the depression that had gripped him this morning? It was irrational paranoia, the natural insecurity of a lover, heightened by his fears for the project and its implications for his entire world. It had to be. He prayed that it was. Kaygish came towards him through a crowd of fevered traders, a self-conscious grin of apology on her face. And how beautiful she was, her blonde hair cut short to frame her features, her eyes bright with impish grace. Every time Assan saw Kaygish it was as if he was seeing her for the first time. She did not relax into his embrace, her features softening. Instead, she held him tightly, awkwardly. And in that moment, Assan knew that he was right. „We need to talk,‟ she murmured. They walked in silence from the square. Kaygish allowed Assan to hold her hand, lightly, as if a last concession to the past. They found a seat by the river. Assan‟s senses were heightened by his hurt, the wood and stone beneath his legs feeling alive with the sun‟s warmth. He watched the water- fowl dancing and diving on the choppy surface of the water, blissfully ignorant of events on the bank. Ignorant of the fact that Assan was already dead, and that only an outer shell remained. Assan wanted to be somewhere else. Anywhere else. Anywhere. „This can‟t go on,‟ Kaygish said simply. „But..,‟ Assan paused. But what? How could he tell her that his life had no meaning without her? If she didn‟t realize that then their entire relationship had been a tired sham, a fiction of Assan‟s own invention. Kaygish reached for the small knapsack. She always brought it with her, and it was usually crammed full of bits of old bread and animal fat bought at the market. Assan let his fingertips brush against the bag, as if he could touch her through it. Kaygish sat and fed the birds, looking anywhere but into Assan‟s eyes. If she had shed tears over her decision, it had been some time ago. Cold logic enveloped her now. „What have I done wrong?‟ Assan wanted to know. „You‟ve done nothing wrong,‟ she said, a hint of anger in her voice. Perhaps she was angry at herself, for allowing it to end like this. „I can‟t believe this is happening.‟ Kaygish shrugged. „I‟m sorry... But it is important that we clear up these matters. There is still much work to be done.‟ „Damn the work!‟ Kaygish sighed, ignoring Assan‟s outburst. „The project still needs you.‟ „No,‟ said Assan, with spiteful finality. „Don‟t you under- stand? It was you I fell in love with. Not the project.‟ „But you have put so much time - so much of yourself - into our negotiations. To pull back now, to work elsewhere, would be to deny yourself. To deny your people!‟ Assan stared with unfettered contempt at the men and women who passed. How could they even begin to guess that their futures, their fate, lay in the hands of the lovers arguing on the bench overlooking the river? „Damn them all,‟ he said. „The decisions we have taken have been yours. I‟ve merely given your ideas substance. I have merely obeyed.’ „It wasn‟t like that.‟ „No? Well, there‟s only one course of action open to me now.‟ „You cannot... You should not be the first.‟ „A sign of trust between our peoples. They said they needed a volunteer.‟ „But the unknown...‟ „The unknown no longer scares me,‟ he said. And he was right. Even death, in that irrational instant, seemed preferable to the half-life that he was about to return to. Kaygish seemed almost shocked by the absence of fear in Assan‟s eyes. Perhaps alone of his race, he was prepared, in that instant, to stare into the pit of the unknown and not flinch. „I had better go,‟ she said, getting to her feet. „There is much to do.‟ „Indeed there is,‟ Assan replied with stiff formality. Kaygish reached out to hold Assan one last time. And he knew nothing but tears. Minutes turned to hours. Assan found himself back at the lovers‟ fountain, feeling alone in the teeming, happy city. The shadows stretched and branched as the light of the sun gave way to the glow of the twin moons, and the lovers were transformed. The male figure was now forcing himself upon the woman, choking her cries for help into silence with his own lips. Her fingernails, deep in her lover‟s palm, were tiny daggers. Her arched back was an expression of disgust, not ecstasy. The faces of the people walking past the fountain were alive with expectation, with a sense of carnival. But the foolish innocents, fed whatever scraps Kaygish felt were appropriate, knew only that they were not alone in the cosmos, and that the future was bright. No one even stopped to enquire why the young man, who had seemed so happy earlier in the day, was now sobbing beneath the statue. Assan watched the shadows lengthen across the square.

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