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276 Pages·2017·19.8 MB·English

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Acknowledgments
Making "Ecstasy" come alive was my biggest dream in life. Even when I was
experiencing hardship and depression due to sudden detours In my life,
I still managed to persevere and complete "Ecstasy". It wasn't easy but
somehow I made it through. I'd like to thank Almighty God for giving me the
Imagination and determination to make it happen.
I've finally made it.
I'd like to thank my father, Abdulhafeez Ahmed Al-Amshan. You worked tirelessly
all your life so I wouldn't go without. I've never said this to you but I'm indebted
to you for everything you've done. I want you to know that your support mattered
immensely to me. Your enthusiasm for my book release encouraged me to make
it happen. I hope I've made you proud and that you're pleased with how far
I've come despite the obstacles I've faced and criticisms levelled against me.
I'd like to thank my mother whose words were a remedy and who never stopped
believing In me, always prayed and wished the best for me. I love you always and
pray that I've made you proud too.
I'm grateful to my elder brother Abdulmalik, who helped me overcome the challenges
I experienced writing this book. You supported me immensely. You are my backbone.
You are always there for me. You encouraged me with your words of wisdom when
I felt hopeless about myself and the world. Thank you for always being there for me.
I'm hugely appreciative to my twin sisters Amna & Mona for always encouraging me
to write a book. Especially Mona who is a wonderful aspiring artist and offered
invaluable feedback on some of the artwork In this book.
I'd like to thank my little brother Ismail and my little sister Ayesha who gave me
joyous inspiration for this book.
Heartfelt appreciations go to my friends Fatima M. Taha & Laila Sati for helping me
with the Arabic translation of this book. Special mention goes to Dr. Abeer Subke who
ensured that my wish for the world to appreciate the beauty of the Arabic language
stays intact in this book. Thank you.
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Contents
Day 1 ___
Day 2 .. . 5 Day 35
Day 3 o
Day 4 , , „ . . 13 Day 37 _
Day5 - ■ 17 Day 38
Day 6
Day 7 - 25 Day 40 -
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Oay8 - 29 Day 41
, „ , 33 Day 42
Day 10 ■, j 32
....... 41 Day 44
Day 12 45 Day 45
Day 13 49
Day 14 53 Day 47 „.
Day 15 57 Day 48
Day 16 Day 49
Day 17 .... - „ , *■! Day SO
Day 18 69 Day 51
Day 19 73 Day 52
Day 20 , - 77 Day 53
Day 21 _ 81 Day 54
Day 22 85 Day 55 r 1 -nil -in ■r- r
Day 23 89 Day 56 . , .. „ ■, - , ., |. 22
Day 24 , 01 Day 57 ... n im-'iir 11 -y- • ■ "
Day 25
Day 26 — ...... . - 101 Day 59 " "
Day 27 105 Day 60 2
Day 28 .... 109 Day 61 ■ r ■ ■ 1 "
Day 29 ... . 113 Day 62
Day 30 - 1" Day 63 71
Day 31 , ■ 171
Day 32 125 Day 65 25
Day 33 —.... ... 129
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Meaning:
An overwhelming feeling of great happiness
or joyful excitement or state of intensely
beautiful bliss. If you've ever been so
happy that the rest of the world
seemed to disappear,
you've felt ecstasy.