With Abandon

206 Pages·2011·1.12 MB·English

by  Langley J L

Love was never part of his plan…until it pounced.

As heir to an old and proud heritage, Aubrey Reynolds works and lives for his family, his employees
and his pack. Agreeing to watch after a visiting werewolf is no big deal—until he discovers the newcomer
is his mate. His very male mate…which is a very big deal, indeed. Revealing his sexuality was never part
of Aubrey’s well-ordered life plan.
Much as he loved caring for his eight younger brothers, Matt Mahihkan knows it’s time to grab the
opportunity to attend college in Atlanta. Realizing Aubrey is his mate should have been a delightful
experience…except Aubrey treats him more like a dirty little secret than a lover. Yet Matt is a patient man.
Aubrey can’t stay in the closet forever. Can he?
In time, they settle into a comfortable, if complicated, routine. Until a rogue werewolf with an axe to
grind forces Aubrey to add to the wedge of secrets driving him and Matt apart, leaving Matt exposed to
danger…and Aubrey forced to choose between love and duty.

Warning: Contains color abuse with a really bad sense of fashion, a southern accent from hell, sex on
antique furniture, a pouncing playful werewolf, obnoxious siblings, liberal use of a color identifier and
impatient sex. No lightning bugs were harmed in the making of this book.
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With Abandon
Copyright © 2011 by J.L. Langley
ISBN: 978-1-60928-265-3
Edited by Sasha Knight
Cover by Angela Waters

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J.L. Langley
Dedication
Dedicated to Kris Jacen and Kimberly Gardner. Thank you both for all your help and support, not just
through this story, but well…everything. You have become two of my dearest friends. The two of you
always make the time to read and give me an opinion. I know you both are probably sick to death of this
story, having seen it in so many stages of completion, but y’all always made time.
As always, thank you to Andre for everything. You’re my rock. I love you. And to my wonderful
critique partners for all their emotional support.
Chapter One
Kill me now!
Matt laughed at the text message, startling a few of his fellow passengers exiting the plane in front of
him. He enjoyed Aubrey’s texts.
After stepping to the side of the jet bridge, allowing other passengers to pass, Matt stood his suitcase
up and typed back. Y? He hit send and got moving again. His excitement grew with each step. Not only was
he about to start college, he was finally going to meet his new friend in person.
When he’d enrolled in Georgia State, his friend Keaton arranged with his family for Matt to spend full
moons with them. On a whim, Matt had texted Keaton’s older brother, Aubrey, to introduce himself and
ask about the weather in Georgia. They’d hit it off and communicated by text ever since. Aubrey had even
volunteered his spare room to keep Matt from paying for an apartment on campus.
As Matt stepped into the terminal, tugging his suitcase behind him, his phone chimed again.
Boredmeeting zzzzzzz.
Regardless of what Keaton said, Aubrey’s sense of humor was great. Uh-oh. The grin slipped off
Matt’s face. If Aubrey was still in his board meeting, he wasn’t greeting Matt at the airport. Darn it.
As if Aubrey had read his mind, the phone alerted Matt to another message.
Tara is meeting u @ the a/p. silver cadillac xlr-v. parking garage across from south terminal. gate s5.
tall, drop-dead gorgeous brunette.
Tara was, according to Keaton, Aubrey’s fiancée and a former Miss Georgia. Hefting the bag farther
up on his shoulder and dragging his suitcase, Matt searched for an exit. The place was busy and appeared to
have nothing but gates to the planes. The only outside he saw led to the runways. Weird. Or perhaps it
wasn’t. He’d never been out of New Mexico. Maybe all airports were like this.
Matt strolled up to the counter of a gift shop and waited for one of the two ladies working there to
look his way. “Excuse me.”
A pretty black girl about Matt’s age smiled at him. “What can I do for you, sugar?”
“This is going to sound like a really silly question, but how in the world do I get out of here?”
She shook her head. “Not silly at all. I assume you mean how do you get to your ride?” Noting Matt’s
nod, she pointed toward the left. “Head all the way to the end and take either a right or a left.”
“Thank you.” As he walked off toward his destination, his phone alerted him to a new text message.
Matt didn’t recognize the number.
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What r u wearing?
Huh? Matt blinked at the phone, sure he’d read it wrong. Wasn’t that how phone sex started? He
wasn’t dating anyone.
This is Tara. I had 2 park far so I came in.
“Oh.” Matt responded, white polo, blue jeans, black sneakers.
She answered back with, Hmm, not real helpful. Other stats? I’m in a red Falcons ball cap, black
tank & denim shorts. Black hair in a ponytail.
Matt typed, short black hair, 5’9”. Black duffle and black rolling suitcase.
Awesome. I’m just getting 2 baggage claim area. C u in a few. Look 4 me.
A little farther down the concourse, he spotted moving sidewalks and jogged toward them. “Cool.”
People walked instead of waiting for the conveyor belt to move them forward, so Matt took a few steps. It
was like traveling at supersonic speed, like he was Flash or someone. “Awesome.” Chuckling, he picked up
his pace and took a couple of pics of the sidewalk with his phone. He got some video too. The end of the
sidewalks came way too soon. Matt put his phone away and continued to make his way to the end of the
terminal.
Up ahead, escalators led to the baggage claim. Matt stepped onto the escalator and checked his voice
mail. There were no new messages. Since he had the phone out, he looked to see if his movie of the moving
sidewalk recorded.
The rubber soles of his shoes squeaked to a halt on the metal grid at the end of the escalator and Matt
tumbled forward. He flailed for several seconds and belly-flopped on the ground. He whacked his chin on
the floor and his phone flew from his grasp. Ow. His luggage fell next to him, and the bag over his shoulder
splatted on his back.
Before he could pick his idiot self up off the floor, the most wonderful scent in the entire universe
tickled his nose. The woodsy aroma held a hint of spice and vanilla.
“Oh my God! Are you okay?” a husky female voice asked.
Matt’s cock began to harden. He closed his eyes and inhaled deeper. A soft flowery smell drifted by
as well.
When he opened his eyes, a pair of feet in black flip-flops with little skulls and crossbones on them
filled his line of vision.
Oh crap. He sniffed again. The arousing scent grew stronger. His prick hardened into a full-blown
erection, and that was saying something, as bad as his chin and his pride hurt. Oh crap, oh crap, oh crap.
He wanted to roll himself in that heavenly aroma.
Mate, his mind whispered.
No, Matt’s conscience shouted.
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His stomach clenched painfully, and he became lightheaded. “This can’t be happening, this can’t be
happening, this can’t be—” Matt glanced up and up and up long tanned legs to a pair of ragged, blue-jean
cutoffs covering curvy hips and hanging just below a tiny waist. Farther up a black tank top concealed
generous breasts. Her hair was black and pulled into a ponytail beneath an Atlanta Falcons ball cap.
“Tara?”
“Matt? Is that you?” She squatted, offering him a delicate hand. “Are you okay?”
“Feeling rather stupid at the moment but okay. Thanks.” Matt jumped to his feet, a little dazed, a little
sore, a lot embarrassed and confused.
Tara retrieved his phone while he got his luggage and readjusted the duffle on his shoulder. That’s
when he got his first look at her face. Aubrey was right, she was drop-dead gorgeous. Her features were as
refined as the rest of her, and she wasn’t wearing even a hint of makeup. She wasn’t at all what he’d
expected.
A sunny smile lit her face, making her even more beautiful. She epitomized femininity, even if she
was every bit as tall as Matt. Up close, there was no doubt the spicy scent belonged to her. Heat suffused
his neck and face.
“Out of the way, moron!”
Jolted out of his initial shock by a man barreling past, Matt glanced around and realized he’d stopped
right in the middle of the walkway.
“Fuck you, asshole,” Tara called after the man with a Southern accent so charming Matt almost
missed the fact that she’d cussed at the guy. Tara sighed. “People are rude. Are you okay, Matt?” She
motioned for him to start walking and handed his phone over.
Come on, Matthew, pull it together. Placing one foot in front of the other, concentrating on not
freaking out, Matt made his way to the baggage carousel. Swallowing down the lump in his throat, he
smiled at her—he couldn’t not because she smiled at him—but over and over he kept thinking this can’t be
happening. Yet it was. His eyes didn’t always see the way they should, but his nose worked just fine.
“Matt?” She studied him as the buzzer sounded and the carousel started moving.
“Sorry. I’m kinda dazed. I feel like a complete idiot. I was checking to make sure my phone recorded
the moving sidewalk. I wanted to show it to my little brothers. I have eight brothers, and my younger
brothers would think that was really cool and—oh my God, I’m babbling.”
She giggled and wrapped her hand around his forearm. “Don’t worry about it. If you’re sure you’re
okay, we can forget about the whole thing.” She quieted for a few seconds and let out a low whistle. “I’m
gonna smack Keaton right upside the head when I see him though. He didn’t tell me you were so adorable.”
Matt’s cheeks heated more as he watched a few bags move past. “Thank you.” She thought he was
adorable?
“Nine boys, huh?”
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“Yeah. I’m the oldest.” Matt’s bag appeared out of the opening, and he prepared to grab it as it came
by.
She reached for the bag on his shoulder. “Let me help you carry some of this stuff. You look a little
shell-shocked.” She dipped under the weight of the bag, and her eyes widened. But she straightened,
determined to take it.
“It’s kinda heavy. I can get—”
Arching a brow, she took the rolling case from Matt. “Not a chance, gorgeous. You’re a guest. I’m
getting these bags. You get the other.”
Matt retrieved the larger suitcase off the carousel and motioned for Tara to lead the way. It was silly
letting her haul two bags when he only carried the one, but she wasn’t the typical delicate flower. He got
the impression if he argued, she’d argue back. This woman had been Miss Georgia? “Um, thanks.”
“You’re welcome. How was your flight?”
“It wasn’t bad. I couldn’t figure out how to get out of the darned airport though.”
“Yeah, it’s a little strange. You have to go all the way to the end of the concourse to get to the
terminal.” They headed out into the warm Georgia sunshine, and she pushed her ball cap lower over her
eyes to block the sun. “Listen, it looks like Bree’s stuck in Macon. How do you feel about going to lunch
with me before I take you to get settled into your new place?”
“Bree?” Blinking at the brightness, he tried to still the rapid pounding of his pulse. He wished his
stupid boner would go away.
“Yeah, that’s what I call Aubrey.”
His wish came true. At the reminder of Aubrey, Matt’s erection dwindled like he’d jumped into a vat
of ice water. It was bad enough that he didn’t know what to do about Tara, but how would Aubrey take the
news that his fiancée was Matt’s mate?
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Chapter Two
“I’ll suck you so good you won’t know what hit you.”
Aubrey stumbled, catching the toe of his dress shoe on the thick burgundy carpet. His stomach
tightened, and his dick tried to perk up, but he kept walking. Carson Lopez could likely suck the chrome off
a ball hitch if he put his mind to it. The man had a mouth like a dockside whore. To say Aubrey was
tempted was an understatement. Not only was Carson slim, brunet and handsome—Aubrey’s type—but
Carson was safe and had as much to lose as Aubrey if anyone found out about them.
Aubrey hesitated for a split second. No matter how badly he wanted to, he couldn’t. He had things to
do, namely getting one Matthew Mahihkan settled in and ready to go to college next Monday.
“I can’t.”
They rounded a corner and strolled toward the elevator.
Carson leaned close and whispered again as they stopped in front of the inlaid walnut doors. “Come
on, you want a quickie as much as I do. Admit it.”
Glancing at his watch, Aubrey hit the down button. “Ah hell, it’s not a case of admitting it, but I can’t,
I’m sorry. I was supposed to be back in Atlanta two hours ago.”
Carson turned to face Aubrey and waggled his eyebrows. “I’ll make it worth your while.” His voice
took on a singsong tone that made Aubrey chuckle.
“I have absolutely no doubt ab—”
“Ahem.” Carson scooted backward and his gaze strayed past Aubrey’s left shoulder. The scent of his
lust took on a tangy, nervous quality. “CEOs at six o’clock,” he mumbled. Pulling his laptop case in front
of his groin, he asked, “Did you rent a box for the Falcons games this season?”
Aubrey smelled the two board members before he heard or saw them. One was human, the other was
the only fellow pack member in the company, Orin Boskie. Great. Just what Aubrey needed, a wolf who
could smell Carson’s arousal. Oh well, at least he hadn’t let himself get worked up. As far as the other wolf
was concerned, Carson was young and human. The wind could blow and get him aroused.
Aubrey caught the words “too young” and “untried” before turning his attention back to Carson.
“Nah, last season Tara and I ended up staying at my place to watch the games more often than not. I
decided it was a waste of money. Besides, my dad rented a box for company use again.”
“Reynolds. Lopez.” Ralph Katchum drew up beside them.
“Boskie. Katchum.” Carson nodded a hello.