Twelve Steps of Adult Children Steps Workbook (ACA - Adult Children of Alcoholics, 12 Steps)

208 Pages·2016·16.8 MB·English

by  ACA

Twelve Steps of Adult Children
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The front cover of the ACA workbook depicts the Laundry List Tree, which represents the traits of an
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adult child. The tree also shows the distinction between the traits which are learned in childhood and the
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while the character defects are the fruit.
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) The back cover depicts the Recovery Tree and the possible results to be realized by working through
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What is an Adult Child?
"The concept of Adult Child carne from the Alateens who began the Hope for Adult
Children ofA lcoholics meeting. The original members of our fellowship, who were over eighteen
years old, were adults; but as children they grew up in alcoholic homes. Adult Child also means
that when confronted, we regress to a stage in our childhood." ACA History-an interview
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Editor's Note: More than a decade has passed since one of our primary founders, Tony A., was
interviewed on the topic oft he flllowship that he helpedf ound with Alateen members in late 1977 and
1978. For this book we will use Tony's words as the foundation to define the adult child personality.
An adult child is someone who responds to adult situations with se(fdoubt, se(fblame or a sense of
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This workbook is a companion book for Chapter Seven of the ACA Fellowship Text. Chapter Seven is the Twelve Steps chapter in the
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The "Laundry List"
(14 Characteristics of an Adult Child)
These are characteristics we seem to have in common due to being brought up in an
alcoholic household.
1. We became isolated and afraid of people and authority figures.
2. We became approval seekers and lost our identity in the process.
3. We are frightened by angry people and any personal criticism.
4. We either become alcoholics, marry them, or both, or find another compulsive
personality such as a workaholic to fulfill our sick abandonment needs.
5. We live life from the viewpoint ofv ictims and are attracted by that weakness
in our love and friendship relationships.
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6. We have an overdeveloped sense of responsibility and it is easier for us to
be concerned with others rather than ourselves; this enables us not to look
too closely at our own faults, etc.
7. We get guilt feelings when we stand up for ourselves instead of giving in
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9. We confuse love and pity and tend to "love" people we can "pity" and
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10. We have "stuffed" our feelings from our traumatic childhoods and have
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lost the ability to feel or express our feelings because it hurts so much
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11. We judge ourselves harshly and have a very low sense of self-esteem.
12. We are dependent personalities who are terrified of abandonment and will
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do anything to hold on to a relationship in order not to experience painful
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abandonment feelings which we received from living with sick people who
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were never there emotionally for us.
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13. Alcoholism is a family disease and we became para-alcoholics and took on
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the characteristics of that disease even though we did not pick up the drink.
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14. Para-alcoholics are reactors rather than actors.
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ACA Twelve Steps
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dysfunction, that our lives had become unmanageable.
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3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we
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4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
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6. Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
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7. Humbly asked God to remove our shortcomings.
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9. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do
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11. Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our copscious contact
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with God, as we understand God, praying only for knowledge of God's will
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carry this message to others who still suffer, and to practice these principles
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The Solution
The solution is to become your own loving parent. As ACA becomes a safe place for you,
you will find freedom to express all the hurts and fears that you have kept inside and to free
yourself from the shame and blame that are carry-overs from the past. You will become an
adult who is imprisoned no longer by childhood reactions. You will recover the child within
you, learning to love and accept yourself.
The healing begins when we risk moving out of isolation. Feelings and buried memories
will return. By gradually releasing the burden of unexpressed grief, we slowly move out of the
past. We learn to reparent ourselves with gentleness, humor, love and respect. This process
allows us to see our biological parents as the instruments of our existence. Our actual parent
is a Higher Power whom some ofu s choose to call God. Although we had alcoholic or dysfunctional
parents, our Higher Power gave us the Twelve Steps of Recovery.
This is the action and work that heals us: we use the Steps; we use the meetings; we use the
telephone. We share our experience, strength, and hope with each other. We learn to restructure
our sick thinking one day at a time. When we release our parents from responsibility for our
actions today, we become free to make healthful decisions as actors, not reactors. We progress
from hurting, to healing, to helping. We awaken to a sense of wholeness we never knew
was possible.
By attending these meetings on a regular basis, you will come to see parental alcoholism or
family dysfunction for what it is: a disease that infected you as a child and continues to affect
you as an adult. You will learn to keep the focus on yourself in the here and now. You will take
responsibility for your own life and supply your own parenting.
You will not do this alone. Look around you and you will see others who know how you
feel. We will love and encourage you no matter what. We ask you to accept us just as we )
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This is a spiritual program based on action coming from love. We are sure that as the love )
grows inside you, you will see beautiful changes in all your relationships, especially with God, )
yourself, and your parents. }
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The ACA Promises
1. We will discover our real identities by loving and accepting ourselves.
2. Our self-esteem will increase as we give ourselves approval on a daily
basis.
3. Fear of authority figures and the need to "people-please" will leave us.
4. Our ability to share intimacy will grow inside us.
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5. As we face our abandonment issues, we will be attracted by strengths and
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become more tolerant of weaknesses.
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6. We will enjoy feeling stable, peaceful, and financially secure.
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7. We will learn how to play and have fun in our lives.
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8. We will choose to love people who can love and be responsible for
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themselves.
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12. Gradually, with our Higher Power's help, we will learn to expect the best
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How the ACA Twelve Step Workbook Was Developed
The ACA Twelve Step workbook was developed during a two-year period, beginning in
2005. As part of the development and input process, ACA groups across the United States read
and used the workbook in small groups and in one-on-one recovery between a sponsor and
sponsee. These working groups submitted input and comments that shaped the tone, focus,
and detail of this workbook. .
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This workbook is a reformatted version of Chapter Seven from the ACA Fellowship Text
(ACA "big book"). Chapter Seven and this workbook are very similar; however, the workbook
has questions at the end of Steps One, Two, and Three and additional writing assignments.
Twelve Steps of Adult Children is designed as a Step-study book and stand alone piece of
literature. It can serve as the main piece of literature for Twelve Step discussions at an ACA
meeting. The workbook also is designed to be used by ACA members wanting to work the
ACA Twelve Steps with a sponsor. Along with the writing assignments, there are worksheets
for the Twelve Steps in addition to questions that help unlock clarity about our childhood
experiences and our new path of recovery. For example, Step Four contains 35 pages with
detailed writing and 12 workbook items on shame, abandonment, PTSD, feelings, and sexual
abuse history. The ACA workbook also addresses the topics ofg rief and integration in addition )
to the Twelve Steps. )
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With some modification the workbook can be used by a group of ACAs wishing to work
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the Steps together during a 12-week to 16-week period.
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2005 Annual Business Conference of ACA
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The 2005 Annual Business Conference of Adult Children of Alcoholics approved the
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concept of a Twelve Step workbook that would accompany the ACA Fellowship Text. This
workbook is specific to the ACA experience of working and living the Twelve Steps.
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What Does ACA Recovery Look Like?
By working the Twelve Steps of ACA and by attending meetings regularly, we begin to
realize that ACA recovery involves emotional sobriety*. That is what ACA recovery looks like.
But what is emotional sobriety?
To understand emotional sobriety, we must first understand emotional intoxication, which
is also known as para-alcoholism. Para-alcoholism represents the mannerisms and behaviors
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fear and denial of the alcoholic or nondrinking parent without taking a drink.
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Emotional intoxication can be characterized by obsession and unhealthy dependence. There
also can be compulsion. Even without drugs and alcohol, we can be "drunk" on fear, excitement
or pain. We can also be drunk on arguing, gossip, or self-imposed isolation.
In essence the Laundry List, the 14 traits of an adult child, offers a textbook example of the
behaviors and attitudes that characterize an emotionally intoxicated person. We fear authority
figures and judge ourselves harshly while being terrified of abandonment. Without help, we
seek out others to reenact our family dynamics. We can recreate our family dysfunction at home
and on the job indefinitely until we find ACA. This means that our adult relationships resemble
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the template relationship we developed as children to survive an alcoholic or otherwise dysfunctional
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home. We find others to create chaos, conflict, or unsafe relationships.
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Emotional sobriety involves a changed relationship with self and others. We measure emotional
sobriety by the level ofh onesty, mutual respect, and the acceptability off eelings in our relationships.
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If our relationships are still manipulative and controlling, we are not emotionally sober no
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matter what we tell ourselves about our recovery program. Emotional sobriety means that we
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are involved in changed relationships that are safe and honest. We feel a nearness to our Higher
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other recovering adult children.
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Through Separation: The Paradox ofIndependence," shows the genesis of emotional sobriety. The possibility of emotional sobriety is
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created through the broadening and deepening of the Steps and Traditions.
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