Southwark, London, Christmas 1975
Sixteen-year-old Kate McGuire has a secret that's she doesn't want anyone else to know. Her father, Joe has walked out on her and her mother, Stella and sister, Emma. For two years they wonder why he left, or whether he is still alive. The Kate decides she must take on a role she never wanted; as carer for her abusive alcoholic mother, and guardian of her sister who seems intent on finding the solace she needs her own way, a decision that leaves Kate almost unable to continue. Kate is devastated because in her heart she is almost certain she will never see her father again, and wishes for his return on the dandelion clock her gave her years before, the seed heads of a flower she wrapped in a piece of pink fabric and placed in her memory box as a lucky charm. Kate wonders if she will ever find the love and affection she craves and whether her dad loves her enough to return to the place they call home.